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ELUDES MICONEL'S POV

"Eludes Miconel, I'm warning you. Start having a life already. Hindi ka na bata to just play some random girl's heart. Hindi ko na nagugustuhan ang mga naririnig ko."

I let go of my wine and looked at my mom, back again with his sermon. No, not a sermon, it's just her reminding me of proper manners. I bit my lips and licked the aftertaste of the red wine.

Seated at the dining table, I listened to my mama's words. This is not the first time he's warned me about my habit of bedding women. This time, mama must've heard something from the internet, plus the fact that he is a well-mannered socialite who engages in fancy meetings with other elites. I don't blame my mother, he's just concerned about my well-being.

Tumingin ako sa gawi ni mama at mahinang tumango sa mga sinabi niya. Napahawak ako sa papahaba kong buhok at pinasadahan ito gamit ang kanang kamay. This buzz cut hair gives me a darker mood and look. Unsurprisingly, mama was one of those who reacted to my haircut.

I look like a thug and someone who would punch someone, especially with the full tattoo I have on my back, it's not helping. Mama reasoned that it made me attract more women, fortunately, women like to flaunt themselves to people with this kind of style.

Thinking of women, it had been two weeks since the last time I touched and bed someone. Something is keeping my mind in the gutter. Sinubukan ko pero paulit-ulit na bumabalik sa aking isipan ang natatanging gabi kasama ang lalaking 'yon.

Havoc...

His name is perfect for his attitude. He brought out the devil in me. Something I would cause havoc just so I could touch and caress those mounds again. I'm even surprised that I'm interested in bedding him again since I don't bed people for a second time.

That boy is something. Thinking of that boy, something tugs me in my mind that he runs away from me. Was he afraid that I would throw him away after our night together? I may look and act like an asshole but I still care for his well-being. Havoc was bleeding, I saw the evidence on the bed sheets.

Man, that boy was different. The pretty smart mouth and seductive face. I can't help but think that he purposely traps me in this mind war. Havoc's face is woman-like, but there is still manliness in it. It's his expression when he's aroused is my favorite look on him.

I'm searching for the watch he took with him. I need to know about the person he gave the watch. If he took a taxi, then it would be easier for me to locate his location.

I need to see Havoc again, just so I can prove to myself that I am not addicted to him. Me pleasuring myself in my bathroom, under a cold shower, with nothing but Havoc's dirty expressions bothered me. Hindi ako ganito sa mga babae ko.

"Mom, kasalanan ba namin na pinanganak kaming gifted with all aspects? I don't think so kasi alam mo na, we have the blood of a Zapanta and Villamayor. That is enough for them to want us." Acrotis Kings, my younger brother justified.

The next meal was served. We thanked the maids who served it. I'm silently eating while listening to what they're saying. My mother and my brothers are the ones who are doing the talking, while Dad, my twin brother, and I are listening to their talks.

Mapapagalitan kaming tatlo kapag hindi kami makinig sa mga kaartehan ng mama at mga kapatid ko.

It has always been like this. That is why I love coming home. Everything seems perfect when I'm in this house. My parents and my brothers. It made me forget the stress of the business.

"Uh, I must agree with that. Ya'know. It's no biggy mama na girls will make kandarapa to Eludes. If they can like, make bingwit to one of the twins then they are considered maswerte." My older brother, Joxiah agreed.

Si Acades ang tumango sa mga sinasabi ng mga kapatid namin. Letting them know that we are listening.

I don't want them to be exposed to the kind of lifestyle I have but it's inevitable for them to not hear about my recent actions. Media is at my tail. I'm not even a celebrity to begin with.

I looked at Dad, who was eating his food, not minding the noise. Kagaya ni Dad, sanay na ako sa kung anong klaseng pag-uugali meron ang mga kapatid ko. Dad spoiled us too much and he really should be accountable for our behavior. Mabuti na lang at nandito si Mom to keep us straight.

"Oh em gee. Stop it Kuya na nga. You sounded so conyonita. 'Yan ba ang nakuha mo sa bilyonaryong yun?" Acrotis said. Just like that, me, my twin Acades, and Dad immediately put our utensils and was listening attentively to the conversation.

I saw how my brother Joxiah scowled and gave Acrotis a hard eye, clearly a warning for what our younger brother said. Acrotis immediately shut his mouth and apologetically smiled at us.

Tumikhim ako at sumandal sa upuan, giving them my attention. Now, they caught my attention. I am not like my brothers who know everything about social media, but I listen when it comes to their well-being. You can say that we are quite feral when it comes to my older brother and younger brother's love life. Dad taught us to protect them, and Acades and I took it seriously.

Too serious that we mess with other people's business and bring them down. We have been like this ever since high school. Beating and scaring those men who shows interest on our brothers.

"You two stop it, will you? You're stressing mom already." Nagsalita si Acades kaya natahimik ang dalawa. They listen to Acades. I don't speak that much, kaya si Acades ang pumapasok. When I speak, that means I'm already in the mood to take it to the next level.

Hinahayaan ko ang mga kapatid kong maglaro. I let them enjoy their life, but that doesn't mean I'm not watching.

Joxiah and Acrotis pout at Dad. Halatang naghahanap ng kakampi. Mom glared at Dad when he's about to speak kaya nanahimik lang ito. Sumimsim ako ng tubig at tinago ko ang ngiti.

Joxiah and Acrotis pouted at me, but I only raised them a brow, a hint of dislike with what I heard kanina. They know I don't take it lightly when it comes to them and their soft hearts.

I know men, and I know how these predators hunt their prey. Nagkatinginan kaming tatlo ni Acades at Dad, a plan going in our heads, brainstorming on how to kill the motherfuckers who tainted our brothers' hearts and minds.

They put their attention to Acades, and knowing how my twin brother spoils the two, he can't just stay mad at them for a minute.

"Eludes, bro. Ano na naman ba tong naririnig ng mama? Alam mo naman na masiyado kang matunog sa media. I'm not lecturing you or anything kasi sa ating dalawa ikaw ang dapat na mas maka-unawa keysa sa amin. We only want the best for you." Acades started. I looked at him with equal seriousness and gave him a nod, agreeing to what he said.

"Pfft..." I inwardly sighed when I heard my father laugh.

"Damn, you four are out of this world! Mi amore, I'm proud! We had raised amazing children, credit to my semen, sons. Alam kung hindi talaga papalya ang mga lahi ko." My father, a jaguar in the business industry is like this when with us.

Who would've thought he is this laidback when it comes to us? Well, he's quite known for being smitten with our mom.

"You asshole, I said helped me lecture our sons. Why on hell would you praise them?! Scammer kang loko ka, naka-isa ka na ah! Do your promise!" We watched how they bantered in front of us, trying not to laugh.

"I know my limits at isa pa, ayaw kong magpakasal. I have no plans to." I said seriously. The last thing I want is for them to worry about me.

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"Kuya Eludes, why did you break Sahara's heart?! Tingnan mo tuloy, the modeling agency is pressuring me to collaborate with Sahara! These people and their cravings for money, I can't!" I was watching Acades swim in the mansion's pool while I stood and held the glass of rum in my right hand.

"I don't know anyone named Sahara, Acrotis," I don't keep track of those women I met.

Tiningnan ko ang busangot na mukha ng kapatid ko. Nagpapadyak ito sa inis. His face is red, clearly annoyed with what's his reading in his mobile pad.

"She said on an interview that you two dated once. What an opportunistic bitch. Akala niya siguro mapapabango niya ang pangalan niya with the mention of your name. Ha, makita ko lang siya at sasabunutan ko talaga siya hanggang sa makalbo siya. I hate her guts ugh!" Hindi na ako nagulat ng binalibag niya ang mobile pad sa tubig.

"Hey, tone it down, will you? I'm making harap here sa Instagram live ko. If you don't want another issue, make your bungaga tigil, Acrotis." Joxiah said, inside the glass gazebo giving Acrotis the death stare. Pinanood ko silang magtagisan ng tingin. They would not stop, not until I groan in annoyance. Pareho silang nag-ikutan ng mata at bumalik sa mga ginagawa.

I sipped on the glass of rum in my hand at binigay sa isang maid na naka-abang sa amin. Pinanood ko si Acades na umahon sa pool, bitbit ang mobile pad ni Acrotis.

"I saw your latest magazine cover, Acrotis." Acades said, handling the mobile pad on the maid.

"I look amazing, and it's sold out, I'm that famous. No need to remind me, kuya." Busangot na sagot ni Acrotis dito.

Lumapit si Acades dito at ginulo ang buhok nito, "I'm reminding you to wear clothes in those photoshoots. Men will lust over you if you show your whole self to them. It's not worth it, Acrotis."

Padabog na umupo si Acrotis sa sofa at busangot na tiningnan si Acades. Tiningnan ako ni Acades at sinenyasan na sundan si Acrotis.

I sighed and walked closer to where he was seated. Kapag hindi ko 'to pagbigyan, magagalit na naman to sa'kin at sisirain ang natitirang araw ko sa mundo.

"I'm sorry, okay? I don't know anyone named Sahara, I keep forgetting their names, that's why." I apologized at hinalikan ang tuktok ng ulo niya. Tiningnan niya ako at inirapan.

"Of course you won't remember. You're the type to fuck and go. Hindi na kayo naiba sa mga nakilala kong lalaki. Kaya naka-karma na kami ni kuya Joxiah dahil sa pambabae ninyo ni kuya Acades." Nasali pa talaga ang pambabae ko.

"What do you want? I'll buy it for you. Do you want another yacht? Private jet, or a chopper?" Ibang klase ang mga kapatid ko. They don't need fancy clothes and designer bags, instead, they want those that I mentioned.

"Mom is keeping Pixie for himself, kuya." And he wants another chopper. Kinuha ko sa bulsa ko ang phone. I called my secretary.

"Buy the newest chopper in the market. Named it after my brother, Acrotis King Villamayor-Zapanta." I ended the call. Binalik ko ang tingin sa kapatid ko. Acrotis smiled at me and hugged my waist.

"I love you," Acrotis said and walked away, entering the house with his maid on his tail.

I went back to giving Acades my attention, "I saw his last magazine cover, bro. It was too much! I had to buy all the magazines just to control the media." Acades controlled his voice, not wanting my older brother to hear our conversation.

Natawa ako sa sinabi ng kambal ko. Acades is too protective of our siblings. My twin brother keeps me sane in this household. All our family are insane!

"That's good, keep yourself occupied. What about the issue concerning me and the woman he mentioned, Shaira? Shakira? Can you clean it for me? Also, find out if the woman was lying, and take her out of the picture." I want to keep my image clean. Tumango lang si Acades.

"Sahara, bro." Yeah, right.

Thinking of the reason why I wanted my brother to clean my mess is something I never thought I would do. Gusto kong linisin ang pangalan ko, just so I could impress the boy, Havoc, when I see him. Havoc mentioned that he knew me. He called me manwhore.

"What about the business? I heard the news that the Rusciana and Xaverio's are in heat with each other right now, do you think it would affect the business trade?" I asked Acades.

Tinawag ni Acades ang isa sa mga kasambahay at kumuha ng isang stick ng sigarilyo at sinindihan ito. Bumuga siya ng usok bago binalik sa akin ang tingin.

"Everything's fine. The mafias are losing balance, but if we keep our support and shares, the black market will sustain. I heard that the Xaverios are back in the country, I'll be meeting them soon." I heard that the underworld is in heat. I will leave Acades on it.

"The man that Acrotis mentioned earlier is a family nemesis. Matagal ng tinik ng mga Villamayor ang lalaking 'yon sa negosyo." I spoke. Acades nods his head.

"Don't kill him, know his moves first. If he's serious with our brother, then don't kill him...yet." I seriously want to talk to my brothers about their escapades, but they won't listen. I know their minds. All of us are crazy, we are just good at hiding it.

"Micarpio Allistain Bonavik, the man is huge in Europe. I must make sure he's under the privilege of the Rusciana Mafia. I can't help you clean the mess if the man is protected by the mafia." Tumango ako sa sinabi ni Acades.

Acades oversees the underworld business we have. This started when we inherited the Zapanta's wealth. It had been ever since our ancestors started the trade.

Walang nagsalita sa aming dalawa. The silence ended when my phone rang. I answered the call, it was my secretary.

"Sir, we found the location of your watch. It was sold to a store downtown, while the one who sold it was a taxi driver. I will message you the name, sir." The call ended.

I smiled when I received the name. Now, all I need is to locate where you're hiding Havoc.

"You're looking for someone? You never look for someone, unless you want to kill them personally?" Natigilan ako ng magsalita si Dad sa likuran namin ni Acades.

Sabay kaming humarap sa kaniya. Nakapamulsa si dad at casual na nakatingin sa kapatid naming si Joxiah who's talking excitedly in his social media live.

"Name the person, I'll have my men locate them for you," Acades suggested.

Umiling ako at tinago ang ngiti sa mga labi, "No need, I'm only looking for someone who took my wristwatch." I reasoned.

Naninimbang ang titig ni Dad pero binitawan niya rin kaagad dahil napunta ang usapan sa mga negosyo namin.

"My friend, Jakob Buenavista is planning to build a temple for his husband. It makes me wonder if your mom would want something like that as well?" Nagkibit-balikat kaming pareho ni Acades. Damn, if a man can't be more in love with his husband, I don't know what anymore. Fuck love, I don't even want to bother entertaining the idea.

"You have given our family everything we could want, Dad. I don't know if Mom would even want more." Acades answered after a long silence between the three of us.

I appreciate Dad's efforts, but I won't voice it out. I'm not the type to do so. He spoils the family too much to the point that we are uncontrollable. I guess that's his way of loving us. 

Damn love, a waste of money. 

To see no regrets in Dad's eyes every time Mom would spend his millions makes me scared for myself. I can't let other people aside from my family spend my money.

Naunang pumasok sa loob si Dad at Acades habang hinintay ko munang makapasok si Joxiah bago ako sumunod sa loob ng mansion. I sleep the night, thinking only of the memory that haunts me in my sleep. 

Havoc, baby boy, what are you doing to me?

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Afternoon and I'm walking inside a hospital named St. Augustus Hospital. Smiling, I located the elevator and proceeded to the private one, dedicated only to the director's office. Wearing my business suit, I opened my necktie and the blazer I was wearing, letting the cold air sip through the open fabrics.

This hospital is one of the competitors of the hospital chains we own. Matinik sa lalamunan at mahirap kalabanin dahil malalaking tao lahat ang mga pasyente. Though I have to admit that ours is making more profit compared to this one.

The elevator opened and I walked the hallways leading to the only office. Enough with the business talk, I reached the secretary who was waiting for me.

"Magandang hapon po, sino po sila at may schedule meeting ba kayo?" I gave the woman a dead-stare bago ko pinakita ang card ko.

"Pasensiya na po, sir, hindi po tumatanggap ang Director kapag walang schedule. Kung gusto niyo po ay gagawan ko kayo ng schedule sa susunod na buwan."

Patience thin, I moved to the double door to barge in, but the secretary was fast to guard the door.

"Get out of the way," I warned.

"I'm sorry sir, but you can't come here with no scheduled meeting." Fuck schedule, I want to see the boy I have been craving for a month now!

The boy was good at hiding that he made me look for him for a whole damn month! Mababaliw na ako kapag 'di ko makita ang lalaking 'yon! 

"Grace, I need my schedule today, plea—" The door opened and there I saw the boy my mind seeks. 

"E-Eludes..." He said, shocked to see me standing outside his office. That's right baby boy, be shocked because I am done playing hide and seek with you.

Binaba ko ang tingin sa kaniyang gulat na mukha at pinagpantay ang tingin namin, "Baby boy, I found you."

Napasinghap siya sa sinabi ko. My sight was quick to dart to those open lips. Weeks had passed yet I can still remember that smart mouth. Those innocent eyes begging for more.

Padabog niyang sinirado ang pintuan. Napangiti ako at binalingan ng tingin ang sekretarya niya na inis akong tiningnan.

Inayos ko ang tayo at nakapamulsang naglakad paalis, "I found you, Cervius Havoc Buenavista."

I never felt this amount of desire for a person. Fuck spending money, I want to buy everything that would make Havoc desire me. I want you, Havoc.

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Note: Some of the names would appear unfamiliar to you. In order to understand other details, you must read my other stories. For example, Devil's Luscious Temptation is the story of Eludes' parents. On the other hand, Romancing Dominance is the story of Havoc's parents. Other details from my other stories will occasionally set in. 

You can read them in this order: 

1. Devil's Luscious Temptation (Lance Zapanta & Ace Villamayor)

2. Romancing Dominance (Jakob Buenavista & Ishie Sandoval) 

3. Affection of Betrayal (Rusell Buenaventura & Cymon Montero)

4. Eloping Our Chances (Rusell Rusciana & Cymon Xaverio)

5. Avoiding the Devil's Desire (on-going: Eludes Zapanta & Havoc Buenavista)

6. Heel, Scars to Your Soul (on-going: Achilles Sanchez & Jaxxon Aquino)

7. Eliciting the Demon's Arousal (on-going: Acades Zapanta & Elorde Concepcion)