Shot 8:What was she to everyone?

She was shattered,how she wish to be dead right now than hearing all those accusations on her. A history cheater,Characterless,that's what she was to everyone. Illegitimate,that was everyone knew about Avni Ayesha. But no one knew about her sacrifices, her sufferings,her sorrows,her miseries nothing. Everyone only blamed her,for the mistake that wasn't hers.

Avni Ayesha,being tortured by her grandmother and was nearly dead,rose up again like Jesus rose up,like a Phoenix. To burn all those evils,to crush all her enemies,to kill those ones who destroyed her mother,her childhood,her father. She came back as a lioness hiding that original innocent and chirpy Avni,behind a mask of Ananya Verma. The fire in her eyes,which was ignited by Dayawanti never fell into Ashes. It was always with her,only her eyes were enough to make Neil fall and to burn those enemies who stated her as an illegitimate,who tried to harm her loved ones. She dedicated her life for her family,her Neil,her loved ones. And I bet there is no other selfless human being than Avni Ayesha exists in the world for sure.

Avni Ayesha,who came back after 15 long years to take revenge from the person who was the reason for all her miseries and sufferings. Did she ever thought,coming back to Mumbai would change her to Avni? And yes,a guy named Neil Khanna, entered to her life. He was more than friend to her,he was a good husband, who didn't thought twice about taking a stand for his wife,Avni. After getting married to Neil also,her past came in between her. Her so called cousin Riya,caused it. The whole family was always like that,behind hurting her. Again her past was disclosed by bebe and Shwetha. She cried,begged for not call her that. But without any humanity they threw her out of the house. But Neil stood beside her. And then,she saw her husband getting injured right infront Of her. She again rescued him from the hands of death. Still she wasn't able to understand her feelings.

Avni Ayesha,after understanding her feelings for him,decided to tell him everything. But-her every dream was left incomplete. She received the biggest shock in her life,her husband's daughter with his ex. Again,she saw her whole Past in front of her eyes which broke her vulnerably,but she didn't gave up. Fought,like Neela ma said,fought for her love,hiding her insecurities,her sorrows no deep sorrows everything. Did anyone understood her feelings?No! Did anyone thought about her? No! Again she fought with the next devil,Vidyut.

Avni Ayesha,who decided to leave her life,who decided to destroy her life,by leaving her family just for saving them. She never thought that decision would end up pricking her deep sorrows which she buried inside her heart for such a long time. After 10 long years,she saw him. He wasn't in a state to understand anything,to depict anything. Suddenly he felt a different feeling towards her,a betrayer,a cheater,he hated her. Hearing about his son,he wasn't Able to handle his emotions that he hated her to a long extent,hiding the Neil who always loved his Avni. He became a Neil,whom she scares. Did he hated Juhi,when she came back after 5 years,with their fake daughter?no!

Avni Ayesha,became Neilanjana an exact opposite version of Ananya Verma. How long will she fight,for how long? Even she is also a human being,who have emotions inside her,but still she tried fighting but everyone have am extent for it, and Avni Ayesha's  extent reached and now she is tired of fighting,SHE IS TIRED!! How much she heard by now,the family whom she left to save hated her,she kept silent even when her love was accusing her. And then her fears became true,he decided to end this relationship,to snatch their son from her. And today, she lost all of it. Did anything changed now? No,the same accusations,the same name for her,the same people who now hate,what changed was Avni. She became Neilanjan who is silent,the fire in her eyes cooled. Her whole body went weak. Her heart don't have the support to carry another deposit of pain,but did-did the society understood her? No! They again accused her. His lawyer repeated again and again,"A history cheater,A najayaz women,a characterless." Her heart broke now very badly,it started bleeding in the form of tears. Her tears didn't stopped and she knew she won't be able to stop it. Her heart broke,the support system of her fighting broke. Everything broke. She broke completely. Neil's continous yelling towards the lawyer for accusing her didn't reached to her ears. Now she is thinking of her sorrows for the very first time in her life. No she can't fight like this. She lost everyone,everything. Her Ayesha ma,Aman,Her Neela ma,Her perfect family,her Neil,and now,her son. The reason why she was alive. She ran out of the courtroom cupping her face,crying continuously, what can she do rather than that?

Now you say what was she to everyone,a burden. Sometimes on herself. And now, she isn't going to carry it along. She stood up,moving towards the edge of the cliff,remembering all the good and bad moments of her life. Now she wants peace,which could only get from her mother's arms. She needs peace now,solace now. Her heart is bleeding,but no one's seeing it. Her mind is going towards darkness,no one's trying to bring her back,her body is getting weak,all the nerves are getting weak,but!

When she was flying in the air,she heard a yelling "AVNI!!!" She could clearly depicts the voice. As she splashed on the water,her lips had a content smile of hearing his voice for one last time. She started drowning,deep and deep,again deep and deep,with her deep sorrows.

Avni Ayesha is tired!!

The story is not closed,nor continued,that's what her life was always.

Avni Ayesha is tired!!

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I just wanted to convey Avni's feelings,hope it's good enough.

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