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CUTTING AND ATTEMPTED SUICIDE!!! PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED BY THIS!!! EVEN THOUGH I DON'T CARE ABOUT MYSELF DOESN'T MEAN I DON'T CARE ABOUT MY AMAZING AND FABULOUS READERS!!!

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Peter was sitting in front of the bathroom door, making sure that no one could get into the room.

He picked up the beaker of bleach with a shaky hand and held it up to his mouth.

He sobbed loudly before chucking it across the room. He couldn't do it. He was too weak.

Peter picked up the pencil sharpener blade and held it to his wrists.

He made small cuts, not big enough that he would bleed out but there was still some blood dripping out.

Peter mopped up the blood that was on the floor, pulled his sleeves down and walked to the sink where he washed his face clean of any signs that he had been crying.

He walked out of the bathroom, pulled his Spidey suit on and went on patrol.

~~~

Peter was crying in the bathroom again. Flash had beaten him up to the point where the bruises didn't disappear nearly immediately.

Peter picked up the beaker of bleach, it was enough to kill him. He lifted it up to his mouth and poured it into his mouth.

He was knocked forward by someone forcing the bathroom door open.

Someone opened his mouth and forced the bleach out.

"Please don't do this young Midguardian."
The person said before Peter blacked out in the persons arms.

~~~5 minutes earlier~~~

Thor and Loki had arrived at the tower a day earlier than planned.

"Lady FRIDAY, where is the team?"
Thor asked.

"They are all on a mission Pointbreak, but Mr Parker is in his bathroom and his behaviour suggests that he might be swallowing the beaker of bleach in his hands."
FRIDAY said urgently.

"And what would happen if Peter swallowed the bleach."
Loki asked.

The two Asguardians didn't know much about the human body but they suspected that something bad might happen if Peter drank the bleach.

"He would die."
FRIDAY said.

Thor and Loki shared a look before sprinting to Peters room. Thor got there first and forced the door open.

He forced Peters mouth open and got most of the bleach out. Sadly, Peter had swallowed a bit of the bleach.

"Please don't do this young Midguardian."
Thor said softly and the boy passed out in his arms.

"Woman in the wall, is the boy still alive?"
Loki asked, arriving to the scene of Thor holding Peter.

"He is alive but he needs medical attention immediately. I am informing the Med-Bay and the team of the current situation."
FRIDAY said.

"We need to take him to this Med-Bay."
Loki said, putting his hand on Thors shoulder.

Thor nodded and easily lifted Peter up.

"Lady FRIDAY, where is the Med-Bay?"
Thor asked quietly.

"Follow the path of lights, Pointbreak."
FRIDAY said and lights popped up on the floor.

The two Asguardian gods followed the lights to the Med-Bay.

A doctor took Peter from Thors arms and placed him on a bed and wheeled him away.

"Lady FRIDAY, will Peter be alright?"
Thor asked quietly.

"I'm not sure if I can answer the question Pointbreak."
FRUDAY said.

Thor sighed. Loki placed his hand on his shoulder.

"The boy will be alright brother. I'm sure the doctors can help the boy."
Loki said softly.

~~~

"Where the fuck is Peter?"
Tony shouted, running into the Med-Bay.

Thor stood up and held a hand against Tony's chest.

"Stark, the boy is fine. He's with the doctors right now."
Thor said.

"What happened?" 
Tony asked.

"Me and Loki arrived early and the team wasn't here and Lady FRIDAY said that Peter was going to swallow a beaker of bleach. I managed to get most of the bleach out of his mouth but I'm afraid I do not know what will happen to him."
Thor explained. (Whatever it takes just came on. Am definitely gonna cry soon)

Tony sighed and ran his hand through his hair. He sat down on the chair that was next to the one that Thor was previously sitting on. Thor followed his actions and sat in his seat that was in the middle of Tony and Loki.

~~~

A doctor walked up to the three.

"How is Peter?"
Tony asked before the doctor could say anything. (Double fuck. Portals came on now. Am certain am gonna cry soon)

"He is stable but he has not woken up yet I'm afraid. I'm not certain when he will wake up, I'm sorry sirs."
The doctor said.

"Can we visit the boy?"
Thor asked.

"You can but please be aware that what you see might upset you."
The doctor said and led the trio to where Peters room was.

Peter was hooked up to several machines, a heart machine and a breathing machine to name a few. (Superheroes started playing. Am now crying.)

Tony sat down on the chair next to the top of the bed. He took Peters pale and cold hand and started stroking Peters hair.

"Oh kid. Why didn't you tell anyone?"
Tony asked.

~~~

It had been a week since Peters attempt to take his life and there was some improvement.

He had healed completely and it was only a matter of time till he woke up.

Tony had only left Peters side once and that was to tell the others what had happened.

Thor and Loki never left, they felt that if they had arrived earlier, they could have stopped the whole thing completely and Peter wouldn't be lying in a hospital bed possibly dying.

The others have visited several times and Steve, Pepper, Rhodey and Bruce tried to get the three to eat something.

Steve managed to lift Tony out of the room but Tony ran back in a few seconds later. If it was under a different circumstance, Thor would have laughed loudly but he didn't even look towards the two, just keeping an eye on Peter.

Bruce had threatened that the Hulk would make an appearance but the three just ignored him.

Pepper threatened to ban Tony from his lab but he ignored her.

Rhodey tried to drag the three out, he got Tony and Loki out but couldn't budge Thor and Loki and Tony just went back into the room.

~~~

It's been three weeks since Thor and Loki found Peter and he still wasn't up. Tony had been dragged out by Pepper a few days back and was told to sleep and when Steve and Rhodey tried to get Thor and Loki out, they were met with an umbrella and knives in their faces. (Just as ah stop crying, Caledonia starts playing. Beautiful song btw, ah suggest you all listen to it)

Peters hand twitched slightly. Loki noticed this and nudged Thors arm.

"What is it brother?"
Thor asked.

"Peters hand twitched."
Loki said.

Peters hand twitched again and Thor saw it as well.

"Should I get one of the doctors?"
Thor asked.

"Yes you moron."
Loki said and Thor ran out the room to find a doctor.

He arrived back a few seconds later with the same doctor that was in charge of looking after Peter.

"What happened?"
The doctor asked.

"His hand twitched several times."
Thor said.

The doctor checked Peter over before turning to the brothers.

"He is waking up." 
The doctor said.

"Lady FRIDAY, alert the team please."
Thor said.

A few minutes later, the entire team was squeezed into the room.

Peters eyes twitched before opening.

"What happened?"
He mumbled.

"You tried to kill yourself."
Thor said.

"Oh."
Peter said.

"Why didn't you tell anyone Pete?"
Tony asked.

"Because I didn't want anyone to know."
Peter mumbled.

"We could have helped you Pete."
Tony said.

Peter looked away from Tony's face.

"Young one, why do you wish to die?"
Thor asked softly.

"Because I thought everyone hated me and that I was doing everyone a favour in killing myself."
Peter mumbled.

"Nobody hates you Pete. We all love you."
Tony said and everyone nodded.

"I suggest giving Mr Parker some space now, it can be very overwhelming with so many people here."
The doctor said and nearly everyone left.

Only Tony, Thor and Loki were left.

"How long was I out for?"
Peter asked.

"Three weeks Peter."
Tony said.

"Oh."
Peter said.

~~~

It had been a week since Peter had woken up and he was now released from the Med-Bay.

"Mr Stark, I'm fine. I don't need someone hovering over me 24/7."
Peter said.

"Sorry, I just don't want to let you out of my sight."
Tony said.

Peter went into the living area where everyone was.

"Hey."
He said.

Thor scooped Peter up into what would be a bone crushing hug if he didn't get bitten by a spider.

"Thanks Thor."
Peter said.

Thor put Peter down and placed his hands on his shoulders.

"You are loved Peter. Just remember that."
Thor said.

"Thanks Thor."
Peter said.

Everyone else gave Peter a hug but not one that was quite as bone crushing as Thors was.

"Thanks."
Peter said.

So, kinda a happy ending.

I just want to say that I love every single one of youse and I thank you all from the bottom of my frozen heart. (Shit, Portals started playing again.)

I want to thank you all for reading this book and reading them all. I love you 3000, every single one of youse, doesn't matter if you've never commented or voted, I still love you all if you made it to the end. (Am crying now)

I have a new one shot book coming out, it's called 'Avengers One Shots Part Two' so if you want more one shots, please go check it out once I've got it out, which will probably be tomorrow hopefully and it'll have more Spiderpool and Parley! And Peter and Shuri and Loki and loads more! (Am nearly ready to press the 'publish' button)

For the very last time in this book,

—Penguin🐧🖤🧡