When I Was Your Man-Peter Parker (pt. 2)
Another six months had gone by now and after all this time, Peter was still lonely. Sure he had Tony and Aunt May and Ned to hang around with, but none of them were Y/N. It was a whole year since you had broken up with him and it still hurt Peter till this day. Peter of course tried to move on, for about a second he had taken a liking towards Liz Allen, but that didn't work out. Her dad tried to kill her and she still couldn't compare to Y/N.
A lot has changed over the year, he had his heart broken, had to go to Germany to fight Captain America, and hunted down alien weapons. Today he had nothing to do, well except just sit on his bed and stare at the wall. He kept going back and forth in his mind, debating whether or not he should just go talk to Y/N and convince her to take him back. But last time he checked, you were still dating Flash.
Peter sighed and ran his hands over his face out of frustration, he wanted you back, even if you didn't date he would be okay with having you as his best friend again. He shook his head and stood up from his bed, he already had his shoes on just in case he decided to make a decision like this. And he went to go find you.
Arriving at your apartment half an hour later, Peter made his way up the stairs to the front of your door. He had decided to walk to your apartment, he needed to think over what he wanted to say to you.
Nerves were running through his body, his heart racing against his chest, and his hands starting to get clamy. He was definitely nervous. But he gathered up the courage to knock on the door a few times, and as he waited he rocked back and forth on his heels. This was a terrible-
"Peter?" He heard his name come from her lips, man did he miss that voice. His eyes widened and his mouth fell agape, "I uh...I-I just wanted t-to talk..." He watched as her arms crossed over her chest and let out a sigh, "You can't just show up here anymore."
"I-I know. But please...please I-I just need to talk to y-you." You sighed once again and nodded your head, you moved aside for him to come in and when he did you shut the door. A lot was going through your mind right now, it's been a year since you two had dated and there was still tension in the room. Like always Peter made his way to your bedroom, it was the place where you two always talked, and he noticed that your room was the same. After closing the door behind you, you turned around to face Peter, "Why are you really he-"
"I still love you." Peter said to you and you thought your heart stopped, "W-What?"
"I-I know that's crazy but please, Y/N, I can't stop thinking about you, I never stopped loving you." You almost couldn't comprehend what he just said to you, he still loved you? After all this time?
"Peter-"
"No wait, just, let me say this..." He took a deep breath and exhaled slowly and looked down at the floor, when he told you he loved you still, it was like a weight was lifted off of his shoulders.
"Y/N, it's hard for me, all of this is hard for me because I know that you're not mine anymore, but god I wish you still were." Peter started to say, and when you stayed silent he just kept on going.
"I see you in the hallways now with Flash, I see how you look at him and how he makes you feel and it hurts. I should be the one that makes you feel that way, all the time. I wish I could go back in time and show up to our dates on time instead of getting side tracked with school or bad guys. And I know that I wasn't making you happy anymore and I know I wasn't there for you, but Y/N I swear I'll be there for you now." Peter's voice was starting to crack and tears were forming in his eyes, everything he's wanted to say to you he's letting it out now. And he was stupid enough to wait this long to say it.
"Peter, just stop." You begged him, it was hurting you to hear him say all of this to you.
"I won't mess it up this time. I-I'll take care of you when you're sick and not at school, I'll show up to our dates on time, your happiness will come first. You know I'll protect you from anything-"
"I got over you." Liar. You knew that was a lie, in the back of your mind you knew you still had feelings for Peter, but you just ignored it. You pushed it away and created distractions, distractions like Flash. Now that you look at it, you were just using Flash to get over Peterx and for a while it worked, but then Flash cheated on you with another girl. And as bad as you felt back then, you realized that you were playing him.
"You're lying." Peter said simply, his eyes completely red now and his cheeks stained with tears. It broke his heart a bit more when he heard you say that, but he's known you for a long time, he knew you were lying.
"Jesus Peter what do you want me to say?!" It was your turn to cry now, you sniffled slightly and quickly wiped away your tears. "Do you want to hear that I love you? Because I do okay! I love you Peter and I-I don't think I ever stopped."
Taking a deep breath you looked down at your hands, "I was lonely Pete, I didn't know if you were ever going to come back to me. Hell when you were late for a date, I was so scared because I knew you were out saving the city, but I was always afraid you had died." Your voice cracked at the end and you had to stop yourself from saying anything else, afraid you wouldn't be strong enough to say it.
"Y/N..." Peter said softly and took a small step towards you, he was being cautious around you, not wanting to rush things to fast. He took one more step and he was directly in front of you, his hand found his way to the side of your face and he said, "Look at me."
You took your time doing so, when he cupped your face that same jolt of electricity ran through your body like it used to. When you looked up into his eyes however, you felt at ease. "I promise I'll be there for you. I'll be with you for every moment, no matter where we are. I'll always be there for you." All you did was nod your head and give him and small smile, you had to wipe away your tears once again and sighed. "I love you Pete."
"I love you too Y/N" And with that he leaned in and planted a soft kiss on your lips, it was slow and passionate. It didn't need to be rushed or rough because you two already knew how much you loved each other. Peter pulled away from the kiss first and just wrapped his arms around tour waist, his head resting on your chest. "What are you-"
"Shhh, just let me hold you, I've missed being in your arms." You couldn't help but smile and run your hands through his hair. Everything was fine between the two of your again, and for that you were very greatful.
A/N: okay y'all this was part two!! I gave in and decided to write a part two because well, I hate sad endings. I hope everyone liked this and enjoyed reading it. Please let me know your thoughts on this, I love the criticism and all of your comments make me smile!
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