For Pandalion23

"NO STEVE! I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS!" You yelled while walking towards your shared bedroom with Steve as he quickly trailed behind you.

"PLEASE (Y/N), DON'T LEAVE. I LOVE YOU"

"I HAVE TO LEAVE STEVE. I have to leave" your voice settled as you reached your side of the bed. Your hand fell on the bedside table making you transfer your weight from your feet to your hand. Steve's feet moved him from the door to the space right next to you, with his hand falling to the lower of your back. You shrugged him off as soon as his hand came into contact with your back.

"(Y/N), please" he sat down and tried to lightly pull your waist down. You fought against him and managed to walk over to your wardrobe after getting away from his tight grasp.

"Steve, look. I love you. You know I do, but I can't live like this; I can't live with you going off on dangerous mission and not knowing if you'll come back injured or even come back at all. I could live with it earlier, now it's killing me inside knowing what could happen to you. I've had panic attacks because of how worried I get when you're away, I can't take it. I can't" you took a breath.

Steve's facial expression had turned from worried to shocked. He couldn't process the information his girlfriend of 4 years had just told him.

"Wh-what?"

"I can't do this anymore Steve. I can't"

"No, (Y/N). Please don't leave. I can't live without you." By this point, Steve had left the bed and had slowly walked up behind you. You turned your head and looked over your shoulder at Steve's face. His expression was a strange; he looked like he was a lost child at the zoo, but also like he'd been told his puppy had died, basically not a happy face.

"I honestly can't do it Steve, I'm sorry" you slightly pushed pass Steve over to your cabinets which were full of pyjamas, underwear and shorts. He watched you as you carefully picked up the items of clothing a placed them into your suitcase.

"Where are you staying?" He asked, his head lowered and his eyes staying focused on one spot on the floor.

"I don't know. Nat's probably" you shrugged while continuing to pack your things.

The last item was your warm bunny slippers, perfect for a cold night. He watched as you placed them on top of your straighteners and zipped the bag up, sealing the items in. You dragged the bag off the bed and began to walk away from your bedroom, to the stairs and finally to the door. It was only when he heard the door open the Steve had realised you were serious about leaving.

His heavy footsteps pounded as he ran down the stairs, stopping you from leaving. His breath was slightly shaky and his hand was reached out to grab yours. It stayed empty as you turned around to leave him.

"(Y/N). You're not thinking straight. Please, don't leave" he tried pleading one last time.

"No, Steve. You've left it too late, you had your chance and you blew it"

"After all this time..."

"After all this time, what?"

"After all this time, do you still love me?"

"Steve, what? I have to le-"

"No, do you still love me?"

"Well yes but-"

"Then stay. Please." His baby blue eyes looked into yours, making your entire body shiver and you felt a pang of guilt run through you.

"I can't Steve, I'm sorry" you mumbled before turning around again and leaving.

And this time, it was for good.

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I'm so, so, so, so, so sorry for not having this up earlier. You were so patient with me Pandalion23 and I can not be more grateful for that, so much love 💗

-MrsEvanStan 💕