I have three beautiful adopted children all male mind you, a set of twins called Sebastian and Ciel who are now twenty three years old and both of them are in a relationship, not going to say any more on that as I've promised.

I adopted them from an orphanage close to where we live and I only went there to give them a donation like I always did every month or so. I loved it there and all the children loved it when I came, I feel at home when I'm there as I was an orphan myself many years ago.

Both of them had only been there a few days, weeks to months when I came along and noticed them hiding in the shade of the oak tree that was there, away from the other children. They didn't like to interact with the other children because of what they had been through, poor dears, just like my past really.

Sebastian was quite harsh to anyone that came near him or his brother all due to what had happened to the pair of them and because of this he had severally burnt hands and started to wear gloves to hide this fact, and still does to this day, I have to admit these gloves are custom made and each pair is different.

His favourite are a pair of white gloves that I first gave him all those years ago, when he was five years old. He has put them into a box to keep as these means a lot to him, being adopted after the accident. He's kept everyone I've given him in a box. Ahh he's not going to be happy I've said that *laughs*

He has black hair and bright red eyes; he wears the opposite of his brother i.e. purple top and grey trousers to Ciel's grey top and purple trousers. He also has a Spirit Animal called Kazune who is an Ice Bird meaning that he has to stop being so hard on himself, he's capable of much more.

He loves his younger brother more than anything and felt out of place when his brother started interacting with their new adopted siblings, he didn't even know about Spirit Animals until Kazune was born a week after they had come into my home.

Ciel on the other hand was very outgoing and lively but he too didn't get off lightly from the fire that broke through their home when they were only five years old.

His right side of his face was burnt and he had lost his right eye due to this and he always and still does wear a jet black eye patch, he like his brother has many different types and his favourite one is the first ever one that I gave to him at the age of five years old. He's kept everyone I've given him in a box. Ahh he's not going to be happy I've said that *laughs*

When they first came home Sebastian didn't like it but Ciel fell in love with it all the moment when he saw a picture of me when I was younger, I think I was about nine years old then.

I was dressed in a blue dress, my fringe was a lot shorter then it is now and my hair was tied up in a bun or something with a matching blue ribbon in my hair.

Ciel wanted to know more about me and so I told my story to them and when I finished Sebastian started to settle in afterwards, I never knew that the pair went though the same thing me and Duo went through all those years ago, poor boys.

They turned out better than I had hoped they would, just like me and Duo, just the same, two peas in a pod, now that I really think about it, perhaps that was why I was drawn to them at the orphanage really, I think I saw myself and Duo in them, two scared children, lost in the big wide world.

I still find it slightly funny how then young Ciel knew more about Spirit Animals then his brother did, mind you it did really help that Suzune appeared to him first of all.

I can still remember how Sebastian screamed when he finally noticed Kazune on him, it was funny but at the same time it was shocking that Spirit Animals were appearing out of nowhere that I knew off.

I had researched my family line all the way back to Isaac and I also researched his line and I couldn't find anything on the family's Spirit Animals issue. I just wanted to know if somewhere along the line the family history was somehow hidden from the world, but nothing came up, it was like Isaac never even born.

After much research and I mean much research that has taken me years to finally track half of it down, it says that the family had completely split up, the family that had Spirit Animals and one without.

It appeared that Sebastain and Ciel were born into the latter of the family side while I was born into the other, no wonder nothing could be found on them, but finally I knew.

Why are families so hard to deal with, I will never know the answer to my question but I'm just so grateful that I have my family and my friends to help me get through anything that stands in my way. Arigatou Minna-san.

My last adopted children is little Ayame or it should be Shiki Renjou Tsukiyomi, my little joy that was sadly left behind by his mother in our flower garden, in amongst the Isis's that were blooming, my birth mother's favourite flowers as well as Cherry Blossoms.

He had beautiful cerulean blue eyes and bright blond hair, I've never seen hair like it not even with my own children, sorry everyone but it's true.

I knew I had to do the right thing and find his birth parents, his rightful family and it took a few months but I was finally able to do it, he was the son of a seventeen year old girl, she was still in school.

She had gotten pregnant by an unknown male; we think she might have been raped but we don't know; and when her parents found out about his eyes, his cerulean blue eyes they told her that he wasn't welcomed at their home and told her she had to get him adopted right away or leave the house and never come back.

The poor girl; poor Melissa Kino Tsukiyomi; she so wanted to keep her baby but knew her parents; mostly her father; weren't happy about the baby as they already had three young triplets to deal with: six year old Kazuya, Kimiko and Kyouya.

She took it upon herself to look for a family that would take her son in, but found no-one until she spotted my family and how much we cared for each other and so she hid her son in the Iris' that were in bloom in the flower garden at the back of the mansion. Just don't ask how she got in there with all the security around, I'm still wondering to this day as I'm writing this while Ayame is playing with his panda toy that me and Quatre got him when we first found him.

It was a member of staff that had found him first and brought him into the mansion and told me right away, but everyone else wanted to know more before I came out of my study. All kinds of questions were asked about the baby but none could be answered until I came into the room.

Oh my god his eyes were so beautiful cerulean blue and blue I've hardly ever seen in all my years, they didn't even compared to Quatre's eyes, they seems more mysterious than anything else.

He was dressed in only a diaper and a light blue baby romper suit and nothing more, he was sleeping so peacefully when I looked in the basket he was sleeping in and only awoke when I picked him up wondering if he was ok.

He just smiled at me and grabbed a hold of my top and looked right into my eyes. Everyone stopped right away when they knew I was holding him and just looked at me and said nothing more on the subject until Quatre noticed his eyes.

As both Ayame and Quatre looked into each other's eyes, I did notice something flash as cross his eyes but I kept it to myself until I was certain about the whole thing.

Everyone wanted to name him something completely different but when I said my two names everyone just looked at me all asking the same question: why those names?, and I replied with Ayame was my mother's name and Shion was my father's name and plus he was found in the Iris' and we lived by the sea, so it just fitted perfectly if I do say myself. J

From then he was named but only for the time being until we found his true parents. It did take me time but I finally found her and so I went to her school to find why she had done that and so her story was told (she has asked me not to say anymore than that).

We met up at her parents to get them to sign over little Ayame or should I say Shiki Renjou Tsukiyomi, he was named after his uncle, his mother's older brother who sadly died. (oops let that slip) as we were doing this something happened and I rushed into the living room to find out what had happened to him and then a new Spirit Animal was born right in front of Melissa and her parents.

The Spirit Animal was yet again another wolf that made five in total now; three females and now two males; he was bright orange and white and had little amber eyes and right there and then Ayame had named him Shiki.

We don't know why but as I recalled his uncle was called Shiki and so was his birth name, we all thought it was because of that but both of them are going to keep the reason to themselves letting us image what we like about the name.

Over the years his birth family has visited us many times and they have got to know Ayame and have finally told him why he is here with us and not with them and he's said to them and I quote here "don't worry I know the reason why, I remember everything from that day even though I was only a baby at the time, Shiki has kept the memory so that I always knew you've loved me and I glad to call you mother as we as Violet-sama here who was become my mother".