Savvy: hey everyone. Some people have been asking me why the hell haven't you been to school or why are you never smiling anymore or why are you awkward as fuck? Well to tell you the truth, I haven't been myself since around March.... I have no idea why or what is going on with my head. Is it the thought of growing up? Maybe I don't know. All I can say is I'm confused and numb at the moment. I haven't been to school since Wednesday last week and honestly it was total hell. I don't feel safe at school. I don't even like leaving my home... I don't know how I can ever go back to how things were.