soonhoon au

in which they broke up a month ago and jihoon's still not over it

because how in the world did kwon fucking soonyoung think telling someone else that he's given up on their love is a "better way" to say that he's getting too tired of jihoon being too shy and dense and cold around him, and still having the audacity to ask jihoon to be friends again, when jihoon himself has already put down all his defenses, just to be embraced in the latter's arms, is acceptable?

if he had known loving the kwon fucking soonyoung would have that much consequences, he wouldn't have said yes to him when he proposed.

because damn it, seeing him smiling so brightly just like the sunshine that he's always been, but not with him, shouldn't hurt this much.

and hearing all the reasons why kwon soonyoung fucking gave up on them from a complete stranger, too, shouldn't hurt that much.

every now and then, jihoon thinks about how is it possible, for soonyoung, to be the first sun-ray that ever came in his dark life, but still managed to burn his heart that bad.