I always blamed God,
I always blamed fate,
I always blamed my parents,
I always blamed my friends and teachers
I blamed the society and the government.

Blaming isn't wrong.
You must blame the perpetrator.
But, sometimes blaming others is a way to not blame yourself.
If you are the perpetrator then you must blame yourself.
But, that's a bit hard.
No human being on earth have been able to blame themselves and acknowledge their shortcomings.

Neither have I.

But, instead I have seemed to find a simple solution for this complex problem.

Every coin has two sides.

I accepted the better, the brighter truth of my dark situation.

I learnt that if I didn't go through all those troubles I wouldn't be kind,
I wouldn't empathize,
I wouldn't be compassionate.

I would have turned out to be a person like everybody else.

If I am able to write poems because I know the emotions I want to pour in.

I don't write poems just to express but, also to help others by saying
YOU ARE NOT ALONE.

If I didn't go through those hardships I wouldn't know how dangerous the world can be.

I am happy to not be daddy's apple of the eye.
I am proud to be my mother's flaming bird.

If I wasn't the one getting pain,
Then I would have been the one giving pain.

I realised that the person at present is the person I would want the world to be.

I despise people who are carefree but, weak.
But, the pains have made me strong. If not I would have ended up being the person I despise today.

So instead of bothering how I would be. I feel I am happy to be me who is different than others.

Since I am distinct.

So no matter how much you have been hurt accept it as you like the present you better than the person you could have been.

Today I am free.
Thank you for being there.
Thank you for helping me out.

Now I must accept all my mistakes.
As I have tried my best to cope.
I have been a child. And I tried my best to help myself but, in the wrong way.

Now it's time to set everything right.
No matter how hard.

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