"So, now that you've kissed, what are you planning on doing the next time you see him?" Irene questions as she arches an eyebrow while looking over at you. You merely bite onto your lower lip and shrug your shoulder.

"I'm not sure yet." You state before letting out a soft sigh. "I am just going to go with the flow and if we fuck, we fuck. If it's awkward, it's awkward. If it feels weird then he's not the guy meant to be my fuck buddy." You take a sip of your drink before taking a bite of your food. She merely tilts her head to the side before letting out a soft laugh.

"You know, babe, I don't know why you're just settling for a fuck buddy right now." She states, leaning forward in her seat. You make eye contact with her and see the concern in her eyes.

"I'm not settling." You state. "I'm just a strong believer that when things are meant to work out, they'll work out regardless of whether you start off as friends, fuck buddies, or start dating right away. When it works, it works."

"That theory doesn't take into account the men who never want to get married and will just keep a fuck buddy to string them along." She states.

"I'm not getting my hopes up with this one." You state. "I'm not expecting to become obsessed with him or fall in love with him. If we get to a point where we're having sex often and he's texting me whenever he pleases, expecting me to be there, regardless of whether it's for sex or other reasons, I'm asking what we're doing." You insist.

"He's already doing that." She states. "He asked you if you're going on Friday and he's giving you presents already. You haven't even fucked him yet."

"And?"

"And what if this is a set up to love bomb in the beginning only to get your hopes up and let you down when you start to feel vulnerable around him?" She questions. You tilt your head to the side as she puts more food into her mouth.

"Well, if I fuck him on Friday and his attitude changes, we'll see it." You state.

"Unless he's calculated enough to know he needs to keep up the act to at least fuck you a few more times after the first." She argues.

"Now, how many men in the world are that smart?" you question, raising your eyebrows. She laughs, rolling her eyes.

"Not many. However, he's smart enough to be a well acclaimed music producer and still have a side hustle where he uses his studio equipment just posting moaning audios. Clearly, he has a larger brain than most men." She argues.

"We'll find out." You state before sighing. "You know, if you want me to try dating this man, you're giving mixed signals."

"You know what, you're right." She states before holding her hands up. "I'll stop but what I was trying to get to is this: regardless of whether this guy is a fuck buddy or not, the chances of being hurt are still there. That's why, if I had things my way, you'd just try dating him."

You smile softly as you hear this before shaking your head.

"Well, it's my situation to worry about, not yours." You state before letting out a soft sigh. "So, enough about my problems. Tell me about your life."

Irene smiles softly before taking a deep breath. You lift an eyebrow and take another bite of your food as she does this.

"Well, there are a few updates on my love life." She says, voice eager. You smile and widen your eyes while you speak.

"Spill!"

"I went on a date the other night with this really cute guy." She states before biting onto her lower lip.

"Details, please." You say before taking a sip of your drink.

You watch as she hesitates to tell you. Her eyes are scanning everything in sight, the walls, the other people eating, the table, the floor, and many other things. However, the one thing she's avoiding looking at: your eyes.

This causes you to narrow your eyes at her, tilting your chin down slightly as you give her a knowing look. She then takes a deep breath before opening her mouth and closing it a few times, unable to say anything.

Your body tenses up slightly as your mind goes to the worst case scenario.

"If you fucked any of my exes, say it now if you want me to consider giving you any form of forgiveness." You state.

This causes her to widen her eyes and start shaking her head immediately.

"No. Not an ex." She responds, causing your body to relax.

After relaxing from that fact, you furrow your eyebrows.

"Then why are you hesitating? There's no one else that would ever make me..." you drift off before your head immediately goes to Moonbyul. You arch an eyebrow. "Moonbyul?" Irene shakes her head, this time smiling as she does.

"No, the universe doesn't love me enough to give me a shot with her." She states, causing you to roll your eyes with a small grin.

"That wouldn't make me mad anyways. I just can't think of anyone else that would make you hesitate to tell me." you honestly reply.

"Promise you won't be mad at me?" she questions.

"No exes, no prior fuck buddies..." you state while reaching your hand up. You tap your chin with your index finger. "Thinking, thinking. Nope, you couldn't hook up with anyone else that would make me mad."

"Eunwoo." She states, causing you to tilt your head to the side as you stare over at her. She physically scrunches up her face, eyelids tightly closing shut. You arch an eyebrow as her body reacts this way. Then, a laugh escapes your lips as you realize what she's doing.

"You thought I would hit you?" you question. This causes her to peek open one eye to look at you. Once she sees that you're still sitting calmly in your seat, she relaxes and opens the other eye. She sits back in her seat.

"I don't know, not even because of who it is but because I made such a big deal about you not going on a second date with him." She states.

"Oh, well, you are pretty stupid for that." You agree, causing her to narrow her eyes at you. "But not stupid enough to deserve a slap to wire your brain back together. Nice to know you think I'm the hitting type, Irene." You sarcastically state.

"I just wasn't sure, okay?" she says, the pitch in her voice rising as she grows defensive. You merely laugh before shaking your head.

"Well, I'm happy for you." You state. "You liked him enough for me and you would never set me up unless you knew the person had serious potential with me... so that means he's good for you too." She smiles as you say this.

She then goes into detail about their date as the two of you continue your meals.

Throughout the dinner, you kept your mouth shut while she was talking about it. Deep down, however, you couldn't help but question whether or not she actually wanted you to go on a second date with him. If she wanted him herself, you're unsure as to why she pawned him off to you so quickly.

She is the one who met him at the bar first, after all. She could've had dibs.

Regardless of whatever the reason, you're glad you won't have to worry about him bugging you anymore. He was starting to get on your nerves with the constant texts.

You two finish dinner before making your separate ways to your homes.

You get in the car and make the drive home.

-_-_-_-_

Once you get back to your place, you make your way into your bedroom.

As you're getting undressed, you're reminded of Yoongi's little present that was sitting in your pocket since Jieun gave it to you. You reach into your pocket and grab the tiny flash drive before placing it onto your bed.

Do you listen to it tonight or save it for tomorrow night?

You bite onto your lower lip as you contemplate before deciding to think about it after all of your other tasks for the night are taken care of.

You get undressed and make your way to your pajama drawer to get a fresh pair of pajamas. You then go into the bathroom and start the shower before taking a quick one to wash your body.

After that's done, you brush your teeth, remove your makeup, and do the rest of your skincare before getting dressed and making your way back into the bedroom.

Once in the bedroom, you look down at your bed and see the tiny flash drive taunting you, urging you to listen to it.

You arch an eyebrow as your mind grows wild with what kind of obscenities Yoongi could've moaned and said in this recording. You bite onto your lower lip and lift the flash drive.

Maybe you could listen to it but not masturbate tonight? Just to see what's on it. Then, you could listen to it again tomorrow when you have the entire night to yourself, not having to worry about being late to dinner plans. That way, you can take your time touching yourself to this message.

Nodding to yourself as you rationalize the thoughts in your mind, you find that that idea is likely to be the best one.

Quickly grabbing your laptop from the table by your bed, you open and unlock it. You plug the flash drive into the laptop.

Once you do, you see that, not only is this an audio message but it has video too.

It looks like your auralism kink is turning into a voyeurism one too.

Your jaw drops as you see him standing in his studio, a smirk on his face.

He's leaned over on the panel, phone propped up against something. He's dressed in the same clothing as the other day when you two made out. However, based on the disheveled state of his hair, you can tell it was afterwards. You hadn't messed up his hair this badly.

He licks his lips as he stares down at the camera. He laughs to himself softly before shaking his head.

"Hi, Y/N." he states, causing you to raise your eyebrows. "So, I just recorded the following in my studio. This was supposed to be uploaded to my Twitter page for people to hear but that damn mango lip balm of yours..." he starts before drifting off.

As he drifts off, you see him shutting his eyes and gulping before clenching his jaw.

"What..." you mumble to yourself.

"I couldn't get the taste of you out of my mouth." He states before taking a deep breath. "So, I ended up moaning your name." This causes a small smirk to form on your face as you grow proud of the effect you have on this man.

You watch as he stares down at himself on his screen before he licks his lips once more. He then brings his hand up towards his mouth, using his thumb to wipe off the side of his mouth before speaking once more.

"Enjoy." He states before reaching for the phone, giving the camera a quick smirk and wink.

The camera then cuts to black and you're left waiting.

You're not prepared for the filthy things that this man is about to say. You're certain you'll be able to hear him stroking himself in the background and his deep moans and groans.

You grow curious as the audio still has yet to play.

How did he moan your name? Did he sound demanding and firm? Like he was ready to order you around? Or did his moan of your name come out more desperate, needy for you, practically calling out to you as he wished you were there?

You bite onto your lower lip as the anticipation grows, causing your eyes to widen as you stare at the black screen now.

You hear an initial sigh and your eyebrows raise.

The audio is starting.

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