"Imagine: Audrey invites you on a surprise date by the lake and is surprisingly nervous." 

warnings: please note this has detailed sexual content so do not read next to your mother or in the middle of class like I probably would (because I'm an idiot)

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The text came while you were brushing you teeth, almost ready for bed. It was Audrey, as usual, except this time she had a very odd request. Why did she want you to meet her down by the Oak Lake? You hadn't been there since your cousin had taken you fishing once when you were ten.

It was a popular place for students to hook up or do drugs a few years ago that you knew of, but you hadn't heard of anyone actually going down there in a long time. In fact, you were almost worried that someone had stolen Audrey's phone and was trying to pull a prank on you.

You texted her back and told her you would just be a moment to get ready, deciding to trust that Audrey had a good reason to want to go down to the lake. It sounded like it was supposed to be a surprise by the short text, so you changed out of your pyjamas and into shorts and a pretty blouse you had gotten for Christmas. The air was warm but not suffocating, allowing you to wear the outfit without being attacked by the weather.

It was only a fifteen minute drive there with the radio keeping you company. You pulled into a small dirt parking lot by the lake where you saw Audrey's vehicle parked. Hopping out of your car, you noticed that she was just sitting patiently, doing nothing. You were surprised to see she that she wasn't even using her phone to pass the time.

Was anything wrong?

You walked towards her and when you opened the passenger door, her head jerked up in surprise. You hadn't meant to startle her but at least she didn't look upset.

"Hey, Auds. Fancy meeting you here in the dead of night," you joked while curling up in the seat, facing her with a smile.

"Very funny, Y/N," she said with a strained voice, though seemingly attempting to sound amused.

She pursed her lips as she searched for the right music on the radio station. Your lips instantly spread into a smile as you watched her deep concentration and the way her hair bounced slightly as she moved her head. You could tell she was trying to stay calm in your presence but was secretly nervous. The fact that she was trying to hide it was adorable.

"Are you going to tell me why you brought me out here in the middle of the night for this secret rendezvous?" Your tone was teasing but that seemed to do nothing to ease Audrey's nerves.

She finally picked a radio station and put it on low, letting the soft rock music fill the car.

"Can't a girl just want to surprise her girlfriend?"

You nodded thoughtfully and reached for her hand, hoping to calm her nerves a bit. It was endearing to see her so nervous but you still wanted her to know that there was nothing to be nervous about. She pulled her hand away from you and your lips formed an 'o'.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it like that. I just wanted to grab this," she said apologetically while reaching into the back behind her and grabbing a shopping bag. It looked quite heavy and when you curiously glanced into the bag you raised an eyebrow.

It was full of coolers and junk food? Your night was looking a whole lot better.

"I know you're a fan of peach coolers and I brought your favourite chocolates as well. I just wanted you to know how much you've helped me this year. Ever since Rachel, I'd been a ghost of who I once was. I changed and not for the better. And yet when I met you, I became something better. Someone better than who I used to be."

Your throat felt thick with emotion and you just blinked at her, unknowingly holding back tears. Audrey reached up wiped a single tear from under your eye and then leaned back in her seat. She stared straight ahead and was obviously trying to regulate her breathing.

It had taken her a lot to admit that to you.

"I don't think anybody has ever said anything like that to me before," you said in a low whisper. "You have no idea how much that means to me."

She turned her head towards you with a smile and you swore she was blushing. Had you ever seen Audrey blush before? You had a strong desire to reach for your phone and snap a picture despite the dark sky.

"I was thinking we could sit by the lake and just see where things go," she whispered back. You nodded and the two of you exited the car, her carrying the bag full of goodies.

She seemed less nervous after admitting her feelings towards you which made it easier for you to snuggle close to her once sitting. You fit perfectly next to her, your head resting in the crook of her shoulder. Some days it felt like Audrey was made for you, no matter how cheesy that sounded in your head.

"I can't believe you bought me coolers," you choked out between laughs, realizing how absurd it was once she handed you a can. "I thought you hated this 'prissy alcohol'," you quoted.

She scoffed and opened a can for herself anyways, taking a long sip like she was trying to prove you wrong. "It's not that bad," she argued.

"Well I'm not the person you need to convince. Obviously I'm the one who loves them." You drank the entire can of sickly sweet peach liquid in under five minutes. You had an addiction to sugar, but especially sugar mixed with alcohol, no matter how small the amount.

Three cans later, you were feeling the alcohol begin to affect you in small ways. Sure, you'd have to drink two packs of four to actually get smashed, but three was sure enough for you. Audrey only drank one, presumably because she was driving home and also because she definitely hated them.

"Everything feels great," you commented while studying different ripples and movement in the water. It was a peaceful area surrounded by trees and covered in moss, protecting the small area like barriers.

"Y/N? Can I ask you something that might come out as a little bit awkward?"

You pulled back from her shoulder and wrapped your arms around your knees that were drawn to your chest. "You can always tell me or ask me anything, don't be silly Audrey."

She nodded and lightly chewed on her lip, clearly conflicted again about what to say. You wanted to tell her, again, that there was nothing she could say that would make you upset but she already knew that. You decided to just give her a moment to collect her thoughts.

"We've been together for a year now, and I know we both agreed on waiting for anything serious because of everything that has happened in the past. I was always so scared I'd wake up one day and lose you. But I'm not anymore and I'm ready to be with you like I wasn't before."

If her soft, passionate tone wasn't enough to make your heartbeat speed up, the way she licked her lips certainly was. Audrey had a habit of turning you on with one look, but you had always kept your thoughts under control by taking care of things yourself once you got home from dates. It was becoming a guilty habit of yours to think about her while you were alone so that you wouldn't have to talk about sex face to face.

Though if you were hearing her right, then you wouldn't be going home and imagining her body against yours.

"Would you like to be more specific," you taunted lightly. You could tell Audrey was trying to stop herself from smiling and stay serious, but she was failing miserably.

"Well, I guess I was a little vague..." She pushed her bangs out of her eyes and appeared to be in deep thought. "Maybe we could start with buying a place together considering we're going to the same college next year. I suppose then we could think about where we want to live after school. Would you want to move to a different country, perhaps? And then one day I'd be the one to get down on one knee, and ask in the most passionate way possible, 'Would you--"

"Take me by the lake?" you interrupted calmly. Audrey's head jerked back to you and she completely lost all seriousness, letting out a gasping laugh. You began to laugh as well before grabbing her hand and kissing it affectionately.

"I love you," she said, sobering slightly to say the impactful words you had never heard her say. Those words were not what you had expected to hear that night. Who knew that begrudgingly forcing yourself to meet her at the lake instead of sleeping would lead to Audrey confessing her love for you?

Perhaps you had known she loved you, but the way she said them out loud made your entire body hum with happiness.

"I love you too."

And then she was finally calm, every nerve released from her body so visibly that you could have sworn you saw her nerves floating away. That was what she had been so nervous about and you hadn't clued into it.

You pushed her gently against the elevated ground, her hair falling over her green eyes that were illuminated by the moonlight. It was a breathtaking setting to be apart of, but you couldn't be more thankful that Audrey was apart of it too. You took a moment to appreciate the memorizing sight beneath you; your girlfriend perfectly calm and beautiful you.

You wanted your hands to explore every part of her body and never have to leave the little piece of heaven by the lake.

Your hand grazed the hem of her shirt and you looked up at Audrey questioningly. She nodded and she shrugged out of her jacket before you tugged her shirt over her head. The jacket was like a blanket beneath her and you couldn't help but smile at the realization that you were going to have sex on her damn leather jacket. Not that you had ever fantasized such a thing.

You tugged down on her simple black bra, having no time to fumble with claps, and gingerly touched her skin, cupping the warm swell of her breast. She fit perfectly in your hand as your thumb skimmed her hardening nipple, earning you a sharp intake of breath. Her skin was as soft as flower petals and just as mesmorizing too. Audrey was hardly a patient person though, her hands grabbing your waist with a sly smile on her lips.

"May I?" Her voice was low and the words came out in a rumble that resembled thunder. Her fingers were playing with the waistband of your shorts and you held your breath while nodding a little too enthusiastically. It was a pure feeling, watching her so willing to give you pleasure.

She sat up effortlessly and your knees settled on either side of her thighs. As her hand slipped further down the front of your shorts, you shivered in anticipation.

Her grazed the damp fabric of your underwear and pushed it the side with two fingers. "Your shirt," she said, the words coming out more like a demand than a suggestion.

You pulled your shirt off in a singular motion just as her fingers swept through the wet folds at the centre between your legs. Your back arched and Audrey took the reaction as an invitation for her to put her lips on your skin. Her lips pressed against your ribs and kissed your body gently. You fingers became tangled in her hair as she focused on swirling her fingers in a circular motions, teasing you.

"Please," you begged in a breathy whisper. You could just imagine the smirk on her lips as she realized the absolute control she had over you.

Just when you managed to catch your breath, she slipped a finger inside of you while gently biting your skin. You gasped loudly and tugged on her hair, not minding whether or not it hurt her. She certainly had it coming. She inserted another finger and moved both of them in and out slowly. The motion was tantalizingly slow and frankly, mocking. She was trying to frustrate you.

"Is it more fun when I'm the one inside of you?" It was another thunderous rumble of words that matched perfectly with the hammering heartbeat in your chest and the lightening of thoughts in your mind.

What had she said? Oh, fuck. "How did you know?"

"You told me once when you were drunk how much you love--" She was cut off by the moan that was released from your lips. Her voice seemed to make everything more excruciatingly vivid. You heard, felt and saw every single detail so clearly that it felt as thought your mind was never going to stop spinning.

"I love you," you promised with a hint of guilt.

Her free hand slipped under your bra, palming your breast and humming in appreciation. There was a short moment where she just stopped. "You are the most amazing thing I've ever felt in my life," she swore soothingly.

"Oh," you whispered while her fingers continued to glide in circles, rubbing agonizingly slow. You tugged on her hair again and she laughed almost breathlessly. Her hand squeezed your breast in a gently way and you felt electrified, like every cell of your being had been waiting to feel her skin against yours.

She finally gave into your body's pleas, curling her fingers in a beckoning motion in just the right spot. You came gasping her name, your thighs tightening around her and your body completely void of a single rational thought.

That was what heaven felt like.

You watched her carefully with half lidded eyes, your pupils blown. She pulled her hand from your shorts and licked her fingers clean without any hesitation. Watching the pure adoration written across her face was poetry as she placed a soft kiss on your lips and smiled.

You wanted to frame the look she gave you; it as though she had experienced the best thing in the world when she had been giving you pleasure. Knowing the incredible feeling she had given you with just her fingers and lips, you found the energy and confidence to say just two words.

"My turn."