Grace Xiu

I got these sudden butterflies just by being in a dark room with Jimin and him only.

The way his jaw was tightened and how his eyes didn't look pure.......how his breathing was heavy and that just made mine heavy too.

He looked 200x better than how he did back when we were dating. He grew up a lot. He glo-ed up even though he was already handsome before. He somehow got million times hotter and-

I had to stop these type of thoughts. I have to learn to forget everything.

And I have. I've learned to forget about my feelings for him for months, but being a bedroom with him brought back some lustful thoughts.

That was a slap in the face.

I had to be loyal, though.

To Seokjin.

"You're killing me, Grace." He holds his hands out in a tensed manner. "You're really....killing me."

I shook my head. "I don't know what you're saying."

I did.

Because I've been trying to make him feel that way ever since we broke up.

"Don't play dumb with me, Grace. It's over. No more games. I'm being honest with you because I'm getting tired of it and you keep testing me." His finger was now in my face.

I gulped, lowkey scared of what he was about to say.

"Do you know how hard it is to see you like this?" He asks, cocking his head. "The ball, the beach party, anywhere on the media......there's you. You with your nice body and little clothing. It actually kills me Grace."

I crossed my arms, smiling proudly. "I did look good at those events."

He didn't look amused at my response.

"Why does it matter? Why should I care anyways?" I shrugged, still being cocky. "You were the one that lost all of this. The only person you should blame is yourself, Jimin."

"I loved you!" He shouts, out of nowhere. "I loved you so much when we were together."

Bish wha.

"How can you say that?" I stood up, almost bumping into his face. "How can you tell me you loved me after how you treated me?"

"I LOVED YOU TOO MUCH!" Jimin bursts, coming close to me.

I jumped and my eyes widened.

"When I went out with you, I never wanted wanted a serious relationship. I've never thought we would actually be happy together. I just thought you were hot and wanted to get some. Then we started to get closer and closer. We were practically a married couple. I hate commitment. I hate being serious with someone. I just wanted someone who was like me and didn't want anything more than just....dating and se-"

"YOU ARE SICK!" I screamed, letting out a slight gasp.

"Grace, listen-"

"YOU LED ME TO BELIEVE YOU WERE THE BEST GUY IN THE UNIVERSE, BUT ALL YOU WANTED WAS MY VIRGINITY?! YOU LED ME ON!"

Jimin's eyes widened as if he was shocked to hear me say that, but he didn't deny me in time.

"We've been together for 2 years and my love for you only grew and you were only in it for the sex!?" I was getting too overwhelmed.

I wanted to slap the face off his head, but I was more sad than angry. I just wanted to cry and be away from him.

"2 years we've been together, Jimin! 2 years of my life I thought you were happy with me! 2 years of my life and you tell me this now!?" I paced around in circles with my hands tugging at my hair. "You are ruining my life, Jimin. You're making me go crazy!"

"Grace, listen to me-"

"Why?!" I snapped, glaring straight at him. "So you can confess something that happened while we were dating? What else do you want me to know? That you have a secret child?! MAYBE A DAUGHTER TOO?! ARE YOU MARRIED TO SOMEONE ELSE?!"

Jimin took a step away from me with his hands out, shielding himself from my outrage.

I groaned out loud and kicked the bed leg.

I had to leave. I'm going crazy the more I look at Jimin. I was this close to screaming my head off at him.

I head for the door and before I opened it, I turned back.

"I HOPE you die alone, Jimin! I HOPE you don't find another girl that's stupid enough to....f-fall for you." I choked on my tears.

"Grace..." Jimin's face was softener and he walked closer to me.

"Don't come near me!" I warned him and held my hand out.

He stopped, frowning.

"I pray to God that NO other girl will EVER feel the way I felt when I first saw you with another girl." I coughed out and rushed out of the room.

Jasmine and Ashley were the first people I see when I walked out.

They were pressed against a wall, being nosy.

But I'm used to it.

They tried to act natural when they saw me coming out, but once they saw my "I'm about to cry, get out of the way" face....they knew not to ask questions yet.

I finally let go of my wall and cried my eyeballs out. I cried so hard so suddenly, I felt my cheek bones rise.

Jasmine pulls me to her chest and strokes my hair.

"Let me go in." I hear Ashley cracking every bone in her hand.

Jasmine catches her wrist before she could completely destroy Jimin and kept her in one spot.

"Let's go home." Jasmine says, softly.

I nodded, still not able to speak.

Ashley, Jasmine and I made our way downstairs and we kept getting stuck in the middle of drunk people.

"How are we gonna get out?" I hear Jasmine whispering to Ashley.

"Grace!?" I heard Seokjin's voice.

Oh, god, I forgot about him.

I felt a strong pair of arms pull me away from Jasmine and Seokjin's cologne filled my nose.

I cried even more on his chest and hugged him tighter.

"What the hell happened?" Seokjin asked my girls.

"Jimin." Was all they said.

I felt Seokjin tense up at his name and he held me tighter.

"We're taking her home." Ashley says.

"I'm coming too."

"You can stay here at the party, Seokjin."

"I'm not staying at this party. My girlfriend is upset. I'm coming with. End of conversation."