The rehearsal for the upcoming
Competition was quite hard and
You don't really know how to
Dance ,mostly cotillion or what.

You accidentally stepped on Jean's foot and you sighed as
You slowly let go of his grasp
Hopelessly .

"Ugh....I'm really sorry .I really
Don't know how..."you said as
You looked down .you heard him
Chuckle as he held up your chin
Gently .

"Well I can teach you .just look
At me okay .at the eyes."he said
And you looked at him and
Blushed turning away .

"First rule in dancing is look at
Your partner in the eyes ."he
Said and you nodded and looked
At him .

It made you calm down and your
Heart almost matched the rhythm of his .once the rehearsal
Is done you change your clothes
And head to your locker to get
Your shoes .

When you closed it you saw eren
Leaning at the next locker ."hey"
You said and smiled ."uh like to
Hang out?" He asked .

"Oh...uh sorry .I need to go to the
Office to plan for the upcoming
School fair ."you said and he sighed.

Since childhood he really liked
You but he can't say so because
He don't like your friendship
Getting ruined .

In your case you really like him
And same goes for you ."yeah .
You're with Armin right?"he asked and you laughed pinching
His cheeks .

"I really love pinching you .yeah,
I'm with Armin .why?"you asked.
"Okay .just asking"he said and walked off .

There is something you felt in his
Aura .it's just like jealousy? And
The sound of his voice sounds
Unusual .

You walked to the office as you
Waved goodbye at eren .you
Saw Armin getting out and you
Jogged to him .

"_____. I've been waiting you for
Like years ."he said ."oh I'm so
Sorry I just talked to eren ."you
said scratching the back of your
Neck .

He nodder and let you inside .
you sat in your chair opening
Your computer ."you're assigned
For the events right Armin?"you
Said and he said a 'yes' .

"Okay .I'll go working right now."
You said and proceeded to your
Work .after few hours of working you head to your dorm
Really tired and exhausted .

You grabbed a glass of cold water
And chugged it .you slumped yourself on your bed removing
Your shoes .

You heard your phone rang so
You picked it up yawning .
"what?" You asked rather annoyed.

"Um hey are you free this night?"
Eren's voice echoes on the phone.
"I'm sorry but I'm not .I still have
Lots of work."you said and in an
Apologetic voice .

"Hehe .o-okay,good luck ."he said
And hanged up ."I'm really sorry
Eren .if I can maybe I'll be appearing unexpectedly in your
And Armin's dorm ."you sighed
As you closed your eyes drifting
To sleep not caring if you still haven't ate.

-

It's the day for the 'dance competition' and you really felt
Nervous .you almost thought to
Yourself that you have a stage fright .

You held Jean's hand slightly
Sweating as you guys walked to
The stage .the music started and
They started moving too .

You almost stepped on Jean's foot
Again but he called you ."first
Rule okay?"he said and you nodded as you looked at his bright eyes .

The world just likely get to fade
As the two of you dance in there
Like you're the only one in the
World .

Once the competition is done you
Guys got the second place because there is a 'guy' that really dances good and is amusing .

But it is all okay and everyone's
Contented on what they got .you
Sat on a table with Sasha and Krista who is the one who kidnapped you to use the beautiful gown you're using right
Now .

You felt someone tap your shoulder and yiu turned seeing
Levi and Petra ."oh .hey Levi-kun" you said as you smiled .

"Hey .I just wanna say thankyou
Again ."he said and Petra smiled
Sweetly at you ."he is really a nice
Guy, isn't he?"she said and you
Nodded .

"You're lucky to have him ."you
Said and they nodded as they
Sat on a table with 3 more people.

Then someone climbed up on the
Stage .you looked who is it seeing
Levi with Petra at his side .
"I like to offer this song to my
GIRLFRIEND Petra Rall ."he said
As he started singing .

Others clapped and others danced at his 'angelic' voice .
You heard footsteps and you
Turned seeing Jean .

He hands you his hands and
You took it .the two of you started dancing ."are you a runner?"he asked .

"Why?" You said ."because you
Make my heart run ."he said and
You blushed at his cheesy pick up
Line .

"Here I got another one .are
You a wall?"he asked ."why?"
You asked giving him a clueless
Expression .

"Because I'll look up at you." He
Said and you blushed again .
"Do you mean sexually?" You
Heard a familiar voice ask and
You turned seeing Eren .

"Oh eren"you said and smiled.
"Can I dance with you?"he asked
And you nodded as Jean walk
Away .

'How dare you! You horse faced shit!'Eren cursed in his mind
Looking at Jean who is having
A smirk but he decided to put his
Attention to his FIRST love .

"So how are you?"he asked you.
"I'm okay .you?"you said as you
Put your hands around his
Neck while he placed his on your
Waist.

"Same. Wanna go with me in the
School fair?"he asked and you
Nodded ."I'm really sorry .I didn't
Get to hang out with you guys .
I have lots of stuff to do eh."
You said and he shook his head .

"It's okay as long as I'm with you."he said and the two of you
Continued dancing listening the  the 'Short' man's voice .

"You're just like my sibling."he
Said and your heart was just like  Pierced by a knife hearing that
Statement .'just a sibling?'you thought to yourself as you forced
Yourself to smile even if you
Felt like nearing on the verge of
Crying which you held it in.

After the little party held after the competition eren drove you
Home which you thanked him
Gracefully for doing so .

You told him to stay because he
Really look exhausted but he
Refused .you gave your best
Puppy eyes and he gave in .

You pulled out HIS clothes and
Tossed it to him who is sitting
On your bed ."where'd you get this?"he asked you .

"Uh I'm always aware of situations like this .get no suspicions ."you said and head to
The bathroom to take a quick shower .

You dressed into house attire
Before walking out of the bathroom holding a brush .
You only saw him there watching
At your little TV .

"Hey"you said and sat beside him. He looked at you and smiled .you smiled back then his expression turned serious .

"Are you seeing anyone?"he
Asked the same question you asked Levi ." um no"you said and
Slightly chuckled .

"Why? How about you?"you
Asked but you oy saw him leaning on your shoulders  sleeping soundly .

You smiled and lay him down
Gently before sleeping hugging
Your pillow .

-

You are now walking with Jean
In a mall to buy some ingredients
For baking .you saw a shop full
Of stuffed toys and you walked
Over the glass pane looking at the large teddy bear .

When you looked at its price your mouth slightly hanged open. "Do you like it?"Jean asked
You .you nodded and started
Walking to your destination .

"It's so expensive. I can't buy
Such stuff."you slightly pouted
Leaning on his shoulders .

-

You got home after going to Sasha's house because that's
Where you used the ingredients.

Because tomorrow is the school
Fair and you are assigned to make some sweets and cakes .
You got really tired that you
Almost tripped opening your door but a large cute teddy bear
Surprised you .

It was the the large cute teddy bear you saw on the mall .you
Walked over it after closing the
Door and carried it .

There a letter was attached near
Its neck .you pulled it out and
Saw a letter .

I think you really like this so ....

                                                -Jean

You dropped it and smiled hugging the Teddy bear .

-

It was now school fair and lots
Of booths were posted .you walked over eren who is looking
At the place amazed .

"Wow .you and Armin really did
Great ."he said and smiled at you.
"Wanna play games?"he asked and you nodded .

The two of you walked over a
Game where you have to target
The bottle and if it is shot directly falling off the table you
Will win a stuffed toy but if you
Don't you'll still receive one .

"I'll get you a large stuffed toy!"
He said saluting as he grabbed the 'toy gun' .'it's my time 'he thought to himself.

He shoot it and it missed the target. "Oi eren!"you heard someone called and you turned
Seeing Connie with Sasha at his
Side .

"Connie"you said and hifived with him ."I'll get it this time"
eren said but the gun was stolen
Away from him by Levi .

"Tch"he said and pulled the trigger and it's a bull's eye .a large stuffed toy was given for
Prize and he gave it to Petra .

"Me! I like to try it!"you said and
Get the gun but someone get it.
"Boys should be the one..."Jean said and pulled the trigger effortlessly shooting the target.

He gave you the large stuffed toy
That he got and walked away .
"Let's just go to the horror booth." You said and he nodded
While a smirk is forming in his
Lips .

'It's the time!'he thought to himself as he walked beside you
Expecting that if 'someone' will
Jump in the front you will hold on his arms .

But what had happened is that
You just laughed at those people
Who is on the scary costumes .
"Eren! Eren! Picture us please!"
You said as you hand him a
Camera .

You smiled as be took the picture
Awkwardly. After the horror booth which you just laughed and laughed on .

"I'm hungry. You?"you said and
He nodded ."I'll just buy okay?"he
Said and you nodded as he left
Tot buy some snacks .

You heard someone calling you 
And you turned seeing Sasha
And the other girls .

"Hey"you said and smiled at them."hey .who are you with?"
Krista asked ."uh eren .he's just
Buying some snacks ."you said
And heard eren walking holding
Lots of food .

"Here .I have burgers,hotdog,
Juice, waffle .what do you want?"
He asked ."uh just an ice cream ."
You said .

"Oh wait. I forgot it ."he said and
Went to get some but someone handed you an ice cream.

"Here .I accidentally bought two.
One's yours." Jean said and you thanked him .eren gritted his
Teeth as he hand all the food he
Have to Sasha munching the Belgian waffle he's holding .

"Thanks Jean"you said and he
Nodded ."let's go to the Ferris
Wheel. "Annie said and you guys
Nodded walking over there .

You walked over Eren ,your best friend and took his hands who
Is slightly frowning .you smiled at him and he just smiled back.

They all got in two by two OR three. Krista and Reiner .Sasha and Connie .Petra and Levi .Ymir
And Bertolt .Annie and Armin.
Mikasa...she's alone and she said
She like to have some time alone.
For the last .you guys have no
Choice so...Jean,you and Eren.

Yiu entered and you sat down facing the two of them .you looked at and your mouthed slightly hanged open seeing the
School .

"Wow .I didn't thought it's this
Large ."you said your eyes glimmering in amazement .

Then it stopped for a second so
You got out of balance but someone caught you before you
Could fell.

You opened your eyes seeing Jean. "U-uh arigatou"you said blushing madly looking deeply
In his eyes .

You heard a clearing of throat
And you didn't realize that eren
Is still there so yiu quickly sat
On your seat looking down .

Once the ride was done eren walked out saying no word or
Giving a glance to you .

When you got home you sat on
Your bed with beet red cheeks .
'Why do I feel so weak when Jean
Is with me?'you thought to yourself and your heart started
Pounding .

'Do I love him?'you thought to
Yourself .you lay down closing
Your eyes thinking of something
That could make 'Jean' put of your mind .

-

It's already summer break and
You received a message from
Eren .

'Let's go to the beach at 3:00 pm .
I'll fetch you .it'll be fun'

You agreed on his text and the
Beach he was talking about was the beach where you guys always
Go .

One time the two of you escaped
With the age of 13 and got to the
Beach without any of your parents knowing .

-

The two of you arrived at 7:00 pm. It was quite a long ride but
You enjoyed sleeping and playing
With your best friend .

One time when you were kids ,
Your cat (insert pet's name) died
And you were really sad that
He would do anything just
To make you stop crying .

One time the two of you fought and you cried so did he .he walked up to you and made a
PEACE OFFERING .

Your childhood times with him
Are really fun that you couldn't
Leaved him but there is someone
That you like too?

You stretched getting out of the
Bus and throw your bag in the
Cottage the two of you reserved.

You removed your clothes but
You have a swimsuit underneath
It .you jumped on the beach
And swam childishly .

"_____! We're still going to take
A picture before that!"Eren said
Pulling his camera out .you nodded and ran to him .

You posed as he prepared the camera .he pulled you closer making him wet too but the two
Of you didn't care .

"It's been like 3 years since we
Got here ."he said and you nodded smiling pulling him to
The beach after placing some stuff on your cottage .

The two of you swam like what
You did when you were kids.

-

"_____! Go later at the restaurant
Where we always go okay!?
After 1 hour!"he told you from
The other side of the door while
You were taking a bath .

"What?! I'm not that slow to take
One hour to go there or prepare!"you shouted but he was
Off .

-

You were really surprised that
Krista and some girls are there
More like make up artists who
Dressed you up and put make up
On you .

You walked up the stairs only
To see eren waiting for you
In a good summer outfit .
Same goes for you .

Your hair was untied and a flower was connected on some
Braids on your hair .you walked
Over him and he guide you
To your table doing the chair for
You .

Your food came and you just starred at him ."uh eren what's
Happening? Why is Krista and
Her alipores (other language) here?" You asked and he just
Shook his head .

"I want this night to be the two
Of us only ."he said and you smiled at him and started eating.
'Come on eren! Don't be stupid!
You can say it! Just...say that you
Love her...'Eren thought to
Himself looking at your beautiful
Figure .

Once you were done eating eren
Stood up and offered his hands
To you to dance .you nodded
And a song started playing .

You wrapped your arms around
His neck while his on your waist .
"Do you love anyone?"he asked
And you looked at him .

"Well uh yeah... Jean...I didn't
Really expect it but I feel really
Happy with him just like when
I'm with you .you said that we
Are just like siblings yeah?"you
Said and smiled .

"You know what I really love you
But...I don't like our friendship
To be ruined you know?"you
Said looking deeply in his
Emerald eyes .

His heart started shattering and
He felt his throat tightening .
before he knew it he was crying.
He turned and hugged  you but
It was too late .you already saw him crying .

"Hey what's wrong? Why are you
Crying?" You asked but he
Shook his head .the song was
A really sad song that his lips
Curved hugging you tighter .

This is my last dance with you

This is my only chance

To let you know that what I feel for you is real

This is the last chance of us

This is the moment that I cannot just let end

Before I know that there's a chance we're more than friends

"I just want to hug you. Please let me..."he said between sobs. 'She
used to love me but I'm too numb
To feel it .'eren thought to himself
Burying his head on your
Shoulders .

You were his first love .the first time he saw you he felt an uneasy
Feeling so decided to hide first.
Every time he sees you with other guys he can't resist taking
You and make you his .

He wanted you and him to be more than just friends a but he
Was afraid to ruin your friendship .

But...it was too late .someone got
Your heart which he held in his
Hands until this moment until
This night ends...

So don't let go, make it last all night

This is my last chance to make you mine...

****

So that was a little sad...
Anyways Arigato!

-Christy