Your face twitched as you looked
At the screen of your laptop
Cringing .you accidentally clicked
An anime and it opened .

'Bocu no pico' is the word you
Can see under the video that is now playing at your laptop .

You really have no idea what is
It and you didn't even know this
Anime nor interested to it .

Sexual scenes showed up in
The screen and you can't even
Remove or or exit it because
It hanged and continued
Playing .

You froze and warm blood
Dripped from your nose .your
Eyes are all wide and you just
Like to wash off the things you
Just watched .

First thing....you're only ELEVEN
YEARS OLD .

You were quite a good artist
And loved to watch anime and even made it as one of your hobbies .

Luckily your door is locked and
It's already midnight .you were
Really supposed to watch Death
Note .

You know that if your parents
Saw this they will gonna ground
You for years and scowl you
Like shit .

That time you really changed.
You became disgust on any
Man leaving in this world .
You don't like any guys holding
You or touching you or it will
Cause consequences to you .

*four years later*

You entered your new school
With your friend and she is
Holding your hands .

You told her what happened
And it happened that you have
'Trauma' in 'accidentally' watching a pornographic video.

Well she is shocked too and she
Always takes you away from
Boys .you can talk to boys but
You can't hold them or make
Them touch you .

You are having nosebleeds or
You are passing out when you
Are in a kind of a 'bad' situation
And boys are involved to that .

"Don't worry .just don't look at
Them." Kilari ,your friend said.
You tried to ignore the things
In your mind but just ended
Up with your 'cringe face'

After a few minutes you forgot
It and entered your classroom.
You held kilari's hand tighter
And she assured you .

She looked at the seats and saw
That there is 2 unoccupied
Seats and the back .she pulled
You there and you sat at the side
Of the window while she sat
At your side .

Being her friend was really
Lucky for you .because you can't
Have a friend that will be always
There for you but look she is
Now with you smiling and
Helping you .

Then the teacher entered ."take
Your sits!"she said as she placed
Her things at her desk .

She looked at you and got a
Weird look on her face but just
Shrugged it .

"You two new here?"she asked
And Kilari nodded ."can you
Introduce yourselves in front?"
She asked and Kilari stood up
Grabbing your hand and pulling
At the front .

"I'm Kilari hikairu .she is _____
(L

) .just take note .no boys
Here in this school are allowed
To touch her nor be that close
To her."she said while you
Looked down cringing again.

"Uh okay! _____  please take your
Seat .Kilari I just wanna ask
Something ."she told you and you
Nodded heading to your seat
Avoiding every boys you can
See .

Then Kilari sat next to you .
"So what did she asked?"you
Asked ."don't worry it's not
About...you know..."she said
And you nodded .

After school you bought a
Lollipop and ate it .you gave
Kilari one and the two of you
Started munching it sitting
At a bench .

"But seriously. How come you
Get traumatized with that?"
She asked ."I don't know .I just
Can't handle looking or touching
Them ."you told her .

"That's okay!" She said and patted your back ."hey!"you
Heard someone called and
You turned seeing a blonde
Haired girl .

"Hey"you said and she sat at
Your side ."I'm Krista .what's
Your name?"she asked ."I'm
_____ and this is Kilari."
You said .

"What do you mean by the boys not touching you?"she asked .
"Uh there is something that
Happened in her childhood and
So she get traumatized."Kilari
Said and Krista's eyes widen .

"No no no .not like that .she's
Still a virgin and clean."Kilari
Said ."what do you mean by clean?"you asked ."oh got it."
She said .

"Nice meeting you .I hope you
Can solve that."she said as she
Walked off .you waved at her
And stood up with Kilari .

"Man .I'm bored .let's play?!"
She asked you ."what?"you
Asked ."uhm .what about let's
Make cupcakes?" She asked and
You gave her a weird look .

"You said play and your topic
Is in cook .what the...but I agree."
You said ."yes! Let's go buy ingredients!"she said and you
Nodded .

The two of you got on a grocery
Store not so far and bought
Ingredients .

You got to your apartment
Holding some grocery bags
And put it on the kitchen with
Her .

You baked cupcakes the whole
Night .

-

You went to school with Kilari
Holding a white bag with lunch box where you placed the
Cupcakes you and Kilari made.

You caught some glances and
Just ignored it ."I know! Let's eat
It on the roof top!"Kilari suggested and you nodded .

"At least I'm kinda far from boys." You slightly smiled.

*time skip: lunch time*

You followed Kilari at the the stairs holding the white bag in
You arms ad she opened the
Door to the roof top .

The two of you sat near the edge
And you opened your bag getting
The cupcakes .

You hand her one and started munching yours ."hmmm .it
Tasted really good!"she said.
You nodded and tasted the
Chocolate cupcake .

"Yeah. It does."you said then
You felt someone sat on your
Side .you looked who is it seeing
A guy .

"Hey watcha doin'?"he asked
And you cringed again .you
Stopped eating and Kilari pulled
You near to her .

"I just told you boys that you're
Not allowed to be that near to
Her nor touch her."Kilari said.

"Is she not a virgin anymore?"
He asked and you just cringed
More ."of course she's a virgin .
So please leave us now."Kilari
Ordered him .

He smirked and licked his lips
Making you scratch yourself.
"Stop it .it's only us here .it's
Okay .let's just continue eating."
Kilari said and you continued
Eating with her .

After the two of you ate ,you
Proceeded to your classroom
But she's with other class .

You gulped as you enter the
Classroom after waving to Kilari.
All gazes are on you as you
Seat on an empty chair at the
Back .

The teacher entered and he seemed to be small .he put his
Things on the desk .you felt an
Uncomfortable feeling about this.

He looked at you and you are
Cringing again ."introduce yourself brat."he said and you
Stood up from your chair shaking.

You walked at the front he looked at you weirdly ."is there
A problem?" He asked and touched you .

When his skin contacted with yours warm blood dripped from
Your nose .

"Eh? Eh?! She's bleeding!" A
Bald guy said standing up from
His chair same with the others.

You touched your nose and looked at the blood ."oi! You okay?" The teacher said and
Held your forehead looking
If you're sick .

You just cringed more and
Hugged yourself backing away.
You felt like your soul was taken
Away from you and memories
Flashed through you mind .

"Is she sick?"someone asked
Then you blacked out...

-

You woke up feeling something
Soft at your back .you opened
Your eyes seeing Kilari .

"Hey"you called her and she
Looked at you ."what happened?" She asked ."my teacher touched me..."you said
And sat up .

"Eh? Sir Levi?"she asked and
You looked at her ."the short
Teacher?"you asked. "Yeah .
What happened?"she asked you .

"Uh I am cringing again."you
Said and she laughed ."what
Are you laughing at?"you asked.
"Do you ever saw a dick?"she
Asked laughing even more .

"Huh!?I'm going to strangle you!"
You asked as you stood up and
Started chasing her .

"Ha! What the hell are you talking about!?" You asked .
Until you tripped and fall on top
Kilari .

You strangled her playfully then
She stopped laughing .you looked
Up seeing a group of guys
Looking at the two of you weirdly.

You chuckled nervously and
Get off from her awkwardly .
"Um...it's not what you think."
Kilari said standing up and
Putting a poker face .

"Aho .let's go"you said putting
A poker face too .the two of
You grin like an idiot as you
Walk out of the place .

When you're out of the public
You looked at her ."that was close!" The two of you said in
Sync .

"Anyways I need to go ."she
Said and you nodded as you
Walked at a bench seating on
It .

You pulled out a book in your
Bag and laughed slightly at the
Things that just happened.

Then you felt presence so you
Looked up seeing a blade guy .
"I'm Connie"he said and you
Didn't feel the feeling of cringing.

He sat on your side and you let
Him ."what happened to you?"
He asked ."i-i just don't wanna
Get touched by boys..."you said
And his eyes widen a bit .

"Can I take you to a date?"he
Asked and this time you cringed.
He touched you and you punched
Him in the face without even
Knowing .

Then reality comes back to you
And you saw him holding his
Face but didn't decide to walk
Away .

You completed your courage and
Touched where you punched him. "I'm sorry .are you okay?"
You asked and he is slightly shocked .

"For your humanity i will help
You to get over this fear and
Disgust of yours ."he told you
And you can't understand what
Is he saying .

"Kilari told me what happened."
He said and soft tears escaped
Your eyes .

"Why are you crying?"he asked
With a worried tone ."I felt dirty.
I don't know what to do when
I'm with you guys .I felt like i'm on green town."you told him
And his eyes blinked a bit not
Getting what were you saying .

But soon he got it ."let's make
You clean and make those things
Disappear .there are lots of things you can discover .just let
Yourself move on."he said and
Smiled at you .

You slowly nodded and smiled.
"We're still going on a date right?"he said ."yeah .but I'll
Never drink wine or beer." You
Said and held his hands without
Any hesitation and letting him
Touch you forgetting things
You shouldn't know about or
Care about .

******

Yeah I've met two wattys in
Personal by keeping mumbling
About anime and Wattpad.

One of them likes 1D and the
Other one loves K-pop and J-pop. They were a way older than me but we are only schooling in one school and they are my best friends .

The one that likes k-pop is the
President of our club (English
Club) and my job in there
Was being a cartoonist and
Journalist for the school .

That's all! Thanks reader-chan!
(You know why) ^~^

~Christy