Warning for young readers, if you are young I advise not reading there will be lemon but I can't stop you. If you honestly don't like lemons then stop reading when the POV switches to Mikasa's there is seriously no important information just lemon.

Third person narrative

As the girls body flew lifelessly off the building she felt a tight grip on her hand and then an agonising pain coursing through her back.

The boy holding her would never let go, he pulled at her arm lifting her high enough to be carried bridal style.

Her body shook violently as his grip tightened on her.

She forced her eyes open tears streaming down her face.

"Don't, please don't Mika." He said to her a solemn expression and aura surrounding him.

"No Eren, I can't! I wanna die!" Mikasa screamed trying to escape his arms.

His hold tightened as he bit his lip holding back tears of his own.

"Too many people love you, there are so many reasons to live." Mikasa nodded then cried into his chest as he carried her away from the roof and back downstairs.

As they walked down toward Levi's room Mikasa started shaking.

"No! No, I don't want to please take me back home, please. I just wanna go home."

Eren nodded carrying her out to his car and gently placing her in the passenger seat.

"Let's get you back home, yeah?" Mikasa nodded quickly still fighting tears.

Levi died that night as soon as Mikasa found out regret flowed over her instantly. She should have been with him.

She was so angry and stressed and pained.

She needed help and Eren was more than game.

"Eren..." upon turning around she pressed her lips to his kissing him passionately.

He was shocked but knew she needed the support for she was crumbling apart.

Mikasa's POV

"E-Eren have you even done.....it.....with someone before?"

"What do you mean?" He asked innocently.

"Y-You know. Have you ever d-done THAT with somebody?" I looked up and laughed at how embarrassed he looked.

"Don't you think it's a bit too early for that?" He asked with his face turned from me.

"But I need you, please..." With that leaned my head forward and kissed him on the lips.

He did nothing for a while but soon He kissing back full force.

We continued the kiss for a few moments though it felt like it was much longer. I sighed when he broke the kiss and laid me on the couch.

"Are you sure you want this Mika?" Eren asked me still uncertain.

I leaned up and kissed him on the lips and nodded my head slowly before laying back on the couch.

I didn't care about anything else at that moment. Eren slowly slid my shirt up which intensified my blush.

"Don't stare." I said trying to cover my breasts from his sight. They weren't very big.

However Eren didn't care and gently moved my arms. He started to lick around my chest instead of going straight for the peak like I expected him to.

He paid careful attention not to try to be overly forceful, something I appreciated since I was so nervous.

"You taste delicious." Eren said he started to suck on my breast which made me suck my breathe in sharply.

"Not so hard!" I squealed out as a warm sensation flowed through my body. Before I knew it my shorts and my underwear were down. My blush was probably going over my whole body by now.

Eren pulled down his pants and boxers to reveal his erect member.

It stood at seven inches and while most people would have said they've seen bigger I gasped in shock.

I didn't know if I was truly ready for this anymore. However I went along with it as Eren picked me up and placed me on his lap. Slowly he began to rub me against his shaft. I took in another sharp breathe as even more pleasant sensations flowed through me.

"Are you ready Mika?" Eren said quietly as he continued to tease my body. I nodded my head slowly giving him the go ahead.

Slowly Eren picked me up and began to push me down on his shaft. It felt wonderful as it went in until he hit a barrier.

I knew that this was the point of no return. "Are you sure you're ready for this?" Eren asked again.

"Just shut up and fuck me already!" I shouted as I leaned my body back onto Eren.

He waited a few moments before plunging into me.

I bit my lip to keep a small scream in. It hurt much more than I imagined it would.

I felt a few tears flow from my eyes. Eren was rubbing my head and talking to me softly.

Finally I looked up at him. "Go on." Soon after Eren pulled back before plunging in again. I once again bit my lip to stop any noise from leaving my mouth. After he went in the fifth time the pain stopped and slowly it began to feel good. I gave out a small moan which encouraged Eren to go faster.

Soon he had a smooth rhythm going and all the pain I was feeling disappeared. I pushed myself back against and rode out the wonderful sensations that were drowning me.

Soon the pleasure was too much for it and suddenly my vision went white as I climax.

Eren followed soon after though he manage to find the will power to pull out right before he did.

I leaned back against Eren and sighed happily. I was even more tired than before but I was extremely happy.

"I love you Eren." I said before I started to fall asleep.

"I love you too." He said before he gave me a small kiss on the lips.

In all the pleasure I had completely forgot why I was so upset in the first place.

Me and Eren laid down on the couch, I way laid on top of him, our bodies still deprived of clothes.

Eren ran his hand through my hair as I snuggled closer to him.

"Please Mika, promise me?"

"Promise you what?" I asked sweetly as he ran his hand through my hair and then down my back.

He brought his hand back up and repeating the gesture, he ran his hand in a heart shape on my back and I smiled at him.

"Promise me that you'll never try to, hurt yourself again, ok?" He cried grabbing my wrist and gently stroked my red wrists, red from scratching.

I kissed him again rubbing his cheek.

"I promise I'll try, ok?" He nodded holding me close.

The next day I went to live with Eren his mother welcomed me with open arms.

Well that's about it for this chapter what did you think? This was my first Lemon and therefore it wasn't a very detailed one. I tried. I hope you're enjoying!

Au revour kittens
Kat xoxo 😽