On January 2020, exactly at 12am, I had published the first chapter of my first book, hence starting my journey of writing. But I then started another book called Suicidal Boss on the same month and discontinued the first one.

Yet the characters Lilith and Orson had already in engraved their impacts in my heart and I couldn't have helped but to replace the characters of my second book with them. Honestly, I never thought this book will get any read or a true reader. Yet here it is with 10.9k reads. I couldn't be enough grateful for you guys.

Honestly, I feel so relieved to finally have finished my book. It had been almost 3 years since I am writing it and it felt like a never ending lope at times. I would admit, I had taken full advantage of writer's block and that's why it took so long to finish.

I know this book wasn't perfect, heck whenever I read the old chapters, I cringe at it. But at the end, it's like my child. I have wrote it a lot of care and love. Even though it's imperfect, I love it with all my heart.

Also, I want to let you guys know that, suicide is never the answer. As a Muslim, I believe that God doesn't burden us more than we can bear. So if you ever get bombarded with suicidal thoughts, remember you are stronger than you think.

Another thing, there might be a sequel of this book, centered on Orson. But that will happen after a very long time because currently my life is a mess due to my IGCSE exams. Also I am am kinda feeling embittered towards writing, so I am not writing anything anytime soon.

Lastly, thanks a lot for always being there for me💛💚💙💜🧡🤎❤️