Warning! mentions of abuse and depression, if you do not like these topics then do not read further.

Namjoons pov
I took my keys out to unlock my door and carefully bought Jin inside placing him on my bed. Honestly this boy looks like an angel when sleeping.

Jin stirred a little in his sleep while i tucked him in the blankets and quietly left the room leaving the door a little open. Luckily I remembered to grab myself a blanket before I left the room so I could sleep on the sofa, I gently layed my head on the pillow and drifted to sleep.

Time skip- bought to you by Jimin's nonexistent jams
I woke up to the sound of someone sobbing and grabbed my phone to check the time. My eyes quickly adjusted to the brightness of my phone and read 3:44am. Wow it's pretty late but who the hell is crying?.......OH CRAP JIN IS HERE. I dashed out of the living room and ran upstairs to find Jin curled up on the bed crying his eyes out.

I walked up to him and sat on the bed gently hugging him and patting his back. "hey why are you crying?" I asked softly but he didnt respond. He cried and cried until he had no more tears left to shed and eventually spoke up.

"Namjoon" Jin said with a hoarse voice from all the crying and I nodded in response. "I'm sorry, i had a nightmare" Jin sniffled a little more and i laid back with him still holding him tight. " Don't worry Jin whenever your scared or need someone to talk to remember that I'm always going to be here for you okay?"

Jin let out a small hmm before drifting back to sleep. I stayed for a while, listening to Jins breathing feeling his breath against my face and decided to get out of the bed. As i slowly got up I felt someone grab my wrist tightly.

Jins pov
I felt weight lift off the bed and immediately knew Namjoon was leaving. I know i only just met him a couple of weeks ago but i feel safe around him and don't want him to leave me so i grabbed on to the first thing i could which was his wrist.

"Please don't leave" I whispered and Namjoon got back into the bed cautiously wrapping his arm around my waist. The contact made me blush but i liked the feeling.

"Jin what was your nightmare about?" "I looked at Namjoon straight in his eyes and said "It was about my dad" " what about him?" Namjoon asked curiously and I paused thinking wether i could trust him or not. Namjoon seems trustworthy but i don't want to see the look of disgust or pity on him.

I sighed deciding to tell him "When i was younger my dad used to take drugs and beat me and my mum from time to time, he eventually got caught and put into prison" I paused remembering the time when my dad beat me for coming home 5 minutes late bringing tears to my eyes.

"After that I thought that life would get better but it didn't. I was young at the time but as i grew older i knew i couldn't  leave my mum on her own so she lives with me but she is under deep depression and I'm struggling to help her. She refuses to get any professional help and I'm not very wealthy either so if i don't pay my rent soon me and my mum could get kicked out causing her depression to get worse, sometimes i feel like i can't do it anymore but i need to stay strong for my mum"

Namjoon looked astonished and held my cheek softly wiping away any tears threatening to fall. "Jin no matter what happens i promise to stay with you and help you get through these though times, you don't smile much but when you do the world seems so much brighter. I want to be the one to make you smile and take all your problems away so if you will let me then i will do everything i can to help you"

I shed another tear and Namjoon quickly panicked, i grabbed his face lightly and whispered "these are tears of joy and thank you namjoon for everything you've done for me"

Namjoon smiled and I lightly smiled back. Those were the last words we shared and im sure Namjoon fell asleep. I brushed his hair away from his eyes and looked out the window seeing a shooting star zoom by.

'I wish i could stay like this forever, happy, with Namjoon' I thought before going back to sleep.