It was the third year of their Highschool year. You were happily walking in with a smile as you headed towards the front doors.

"Good morning." Usual teachers say as you pass by them and head upstairs. You smiled happily as you went up hastily. When you were finally on your floor you immediately knew where to go. You followed the loud laughter and talking until you came to a group.

"(Y/n)!" One says making all the other guys look. You smile and then they go over and hug you. You chuckled a bit as you hugged back. Then as they pulled away, one stayed. You smiles as you hugged your boyfriend.

"JinJin, dont suffocate me." You say jokingly. He then chuckled and let go as all of you began to talk as you and JinJin held hands. Then you guys went to class which separated all of you.

~~A Few Months Later~~

Recently you've gotten more distant from everyone. Everyone seems to be hitting it off with new friends. You felt, alone. It was lunch time, you sat down as people began to fill up. You watched with your headsets in from the corner of the table. It seemed like no one ever sees you. You sighed and then looked down.

"(Y/n)!" JinJin called out as he was on the other side of the table. You didnt notice as you looked at your hands. He then tapped you. You looked up and then took out an earbud.

"Yes?" You say. He then tilted his head as he gave you a look.

"You okay?" He asks. You then nod and gave your best smile before putting your earbud back in. He then rested his cheek on his hand as he sighed observing you. Until someone called his name and he joined the conversation whereas you sat there quietly. You then observed them talking, when someone would look at you, you'd just smile and wave. On the inside though, you felt scared that they were talking about you. But they were your friends. They would never. Right? Your thoughts were eating you up as you started to feel small and alone as you turned your music up.

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You were now home. You went upstairs to your room and then threw your book bag on the ground and then laid on your bed. You laid there for a bit. Then you slowly lifted your head and grabbed your phone. You went through social media. Somethings made you laughed and smile as you sat up feeling better about everything. That is until you wanted to share it with others. You looked at your friends names and gulped a bit. You shook your head and then pressed on JinJins name. You stared at the send button for a while.

"He's probably busy.. I shouldn't bother him with useless stuff.." You say as you got rid of it and just kept it to yourself. You then put your phone down. You didnt know who to talk to.. You were afraid that whoever you wanted to talk to would tell you they're busy or just ignore you. You laid back down.

"Im pathetic.." You mumble to yourself as you close your eyes and bite your lips not wanting to cry. You slowly fell asleep after you just had to let it out.

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When you woke up it was about 12am. No one had bothered to wale you up for dinner or anything. Everyone was now sleeping. You got up ans changed into a pair of shorts and one of your hoodies since that was the most comfortable thing your mind could think of when it was half asleep. You went downstairs and to the kitchen. You observed the fridge but then closed it.

"Nevermind.." You say. You were hungry.. But you weren't hungry.. You didn't understand why you didn't want anything but just grabbed a water bottle and began to drink it. You sat downstairs and watched TV quietly. You then went upstairs grabbing your phone and going back down. When you plopped on the couch you then looked at your phone. You saw you had a few messages. When you checked who it was, it was from JinJin. You clicked on it and read it.

💕JinJin💕

<(Hey, what are you doing now?)
<(Heyyyy)
<(Are you ignoring me? :,[ )
<(My babyyyy)
<(My Loveee)
<(Does this have to do with earlier in the cafeteria??)
<(If there is something wrong tell me!!)
<(Okay.. I'll leave you alone..)
<(I change my mind! I cant leave!)
<(Talk to me please!)
<(I miss you..)
<(I know I saw you at school but I still miss you..)
<(Please Answer.)

And that was it. His last text was 11pm, so an hour ago. You went to the keyboard.

You sure you want to bother him?

What if he is sleeping?

You'll ruin his sleep.

Dont ruin something else for him.

You'll be such a bother.

"I know I saw you at school but I still miss you.. Please Answer.."

JinJins voice sounded so real in your mind as you proceeded to text him.

💕JinJin💕

(Y/n): Im sorryy I was sleeping, I woke up a few minutes ago >~<

JinJin: Go to the park.

(Y/n): Its so late though

JinJin: I miss you..

(Y/n): Okay fine.

JinJin: I'll be waiting.

(Y/n): Okay?

You were a bit confused as you decided to just go out. You put your shoes on and went out with your attire since the park isnt that far and it'll probably be quick. You walked for a bit, it was kind of quiet with cars here and there but you didnt feel bothered when you saw the park and then saw JinJin sitting on the slide. You smiled softly as you went over quietly and then took small soft steps from the playground and to the slide. Then you slide down the slide and immediately back hugging him as he was pushed at the edge.

"Im here!" You say as you giggled softly. He smiled softly as he stood up when you let go of him. He then observed you.

"Yah! What do you think you're wearing?!" He says as he took off his jacket and put it on your legs. You blinked and then laughed lightly as he looked away with a pout.

"So what is it?" You say as you smiled softly at him laying down on the slide looking at the sky. He sat down on the slide that was next to the one you laid in.

"Whats wrong." He asks as he laid down and faced you. You looked at him.

"What do you mean?" You ask. He then gave you a blunt look as he sat up and looked down at you.

"You've been distant.. You dont talk or smile as much as you used to.. You just sit their with your earbuds in and ignore everyone.." He says. You then sat up and looked down at bit as you fiddled with the stitched logo on his jacket.

"I just.." You stopped as you bite your lip and started to feel guilty seeing he noticed how you've been acting. You closed your eyes and breathed.

"You know.. I haven't made any new friends." You says as you looked up at him. He was going to say something but you covered his mouth knowing exactly what he was going to say.

"The friends you guys make.. I don't know anything about them and they dont know anything about me.. They aren't my friends.. I tried but I failed. So I haven't made any new friends." You say as you slowly moved your hand and down to his hand holding his hand tightly.

"You guys.. Seem so happy with your new friends.. I feel left out.. And I dont want to be a bother so.. I stay out of the way.." His mouth slightly opened as his expression softened and he gripped on your slightly shaking hand.

"Recently.. There is this voice in my head.. Telling me that I'll ruin everyones happiness or whatever.. And I dont want to do that.. So I cant be in the picture.. And I understand that.. I just want you guy to be happy.. I'll be fine.." You say. He then brought his hand up to your face and wiped away the loose tears that fell from your eyes that you hadn't noticed it. He then pulled you in for a hug.

"You should've said something sooner.." He says. You dug your face into his shoulder as you frowned.

"Im sorry.." You say. He sighed as he rubbed your back softly.

"Dont listen to what that voice is saying, we all miss your presence. I miss your smile and your beautiful laugh.. Your happy voice. Just Everything.." He says as he hugged you close. You frowned more as you felt tears swell up in your eyes.

"You aren't a bother to anyone.. You have to tell us these things.. If not tell us then just tell me.." He says. You then nodded a bit. He then pulled away as he looked at you and rubbed your cheek.

"Okay.. Im sorry." You say as he sniffed. Put both hands on your cheek and then kissed your forehead.

"Its okay, I am glad that everything will be okay now. Trust me.. Trust all of us. We love you.. I love you." He says. You then blushed a dark red as you looked away. He then hugged you again.

"Awee dont be shyyy!" He says as he planted a few more small pecks on your crimson red cheeks. You pushed him away and hid your face with your hands.

"I love you too." You say with a small pout as he laughed softly at you. The two of you spent a bit talking before you got cold and he insisted on sleeping over your house to keep you warmer than ever.

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This is the last update for this book

More information will be give on the next info chapter.