Warning - Mentions of suicide, but not the saddest story.

    Today was one of the best days of your life, you could feel it. Your boyfriend, Karma Akabane, had finally served the entirety of his suspension. You couldn't have been happier to have him in your class again.

    Your relationship started when you first got transferred to the E Class. Your parents had been so embarrassed and angry with you when you brought home your transfer slip that they started hitting you, promising never to feed you again as long as you were a failure. It was that night that you ran away to your best friend, Karma's, house.

    That night, after seeing your red and puffy face accented with trails of tears running down, he had confessed that he loved you, promising to keep you safe so that you would never have to feel that pain again. And ever since then, you had been happier than you could ever remember.

    Until he got suspended.

    Once he stopped going to school, you had to suffer waking up way earlier than him, barely able to get a groggy goodbye kiss from him before having to leave for school. Then, after spending all day at school, you would come home with a bunch of homework, further having to isolate yourself from him. And after eating and showering, it was pretty much time to go to sleep. By the time you got into bed, you were so tired from the day that you would almost fall asleep the second your head hit the pillow.

    It bothered you that you couldn't see him as much as you would like, but you would put aside as much time as you could to be with him. Sometimes, he would even force you, more like distract you, so that you would just have to spend some time with him.

    But now, he was back in school, and in your class no less! You could spend the school day with him, and that made you so happy!

    Unfortunately for you, that's not how it turned out.
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    Karma spent the entire day trying to kill Korosensei. You thought it was so cute, watching as he tried time and time again to kill the unkillable teacher. And it was even funnier whenever Korosensei would take care of him, doing his nails or dressing him up in frilly pink aprons.

    But finally, the day was over, and you were chilling with Karma and your mutual friend, Nagisa, on a cliff near the outskirts of the school. You loved hanging out here; the scenery was beautiful despite the dangers that lurked in the forest around you. You could honestly stare at the drop off below you for hours.

    You and Karma sat on a branch that hung over the edge. You were a little nervous about being so far from the solid ground, but with Karma there, you knew you were safe.

    Your head laid in Karma's lap, him playing with your hair when someone joined you.

    "Hm, Karma-kun? Going to try to kill me again? I have more ways to polish you up," your alien teacher teased. You could feel Karma tense lightly under you; he hated being challenged.

    He patted your head lightly, signaling for you to get off of him. You sighed, sitting up and heading over to where Nagisa sat. You had a feeling that Karma was going to try another assassination attempt.

    "So, Korosensei, you are a teacher, right?" Karma asked with a devilish smirk playing on his face. You scrunched your nose in confusion. What did he mean by that?

    "Yes," came Korosensei's short but sweet reply.

    "And you would, say, risk your life for one of your students?" Karma asked. That sentence sent a chill down your spine. What was he trying to say?

    "Yes, of course, I am a teacher after all," Korosensei replied.

    "Good," Karma smirked, "Then I can kill you."

    What?

    And with that, he pulled out his gun, pointed it at the cursed being, leaned back, and fell off the cliff.

    You gasped as you ran to the edge of the cliff, with Nagisa not far behind you. You watched as your boyfriend fell to his death before your very eyes.

    You were losing him.

    "You'll have to save me, Korosensei, and I'll shoot you before you can save me! Or, if you let me die, your teacher side will die!" you heard Karma yell up to the teacher you were just starting to accept.

    He knew he was going to die. He was willingly taking himself from you.

    And you couldn't stand knowing that.

    You watched as he fell further and further, closer and closer to the ground. The tears were pouring freely down your face now.

    But, Korosensei jumped down there, and you watched as a web of yellow tentacles formed below your boyfriend. You saw him land safely in the grips of your teacher, and you sighed out of relief once you knew he was safe. But, another thought came to you.

    Killing Korosensei was worth more to him than being with you.

    The thought brought a new wave of sadness over you, and a new set of tears started pouring from your face. Nagisa noticed this and immediately ran to hug you.

     "It's okay, (Y/N)-chan, Karma-kun's okay, Korosensei saved him," Nagisa whispered as he stroked your hair soothingly.

    "I-it's not that, Nagisa-kun...H-he tried to take himself from me! K-killing this teacher is w-worth more to him than being w-with me. He knew he was g-going to die, no matter what happened, h-he said it himself..." you sniffled as Nagisa hugged you tighter. You buried your face into his chest, no longer caring that you were soaking the bluenette's shirt.

    You were still sobbing uncontrollably when Korosensei brought an unharmed Karma back to the top of the cliff. You heard Karma gasp when he saw you locked in his best friend's embrace.

    You looked to him once you heard the sound, choking back a sob as tears continued to run down your face.

    Karma lightly gasped, his eyes widening at your current state. Your face was red and puffy, tears falling freely down your face with a concerned Nagisa comforting you in any way he could.

    But there was something even worse about the look on your face. You had the same look in your eyes that you had that first night you came to his house. That look of pure weakness, vulnerability, and even worse; hopelessness.

    You looked broken. And what was even worse? This time, he caused it.

    "(Y/N)," he spoke softly as he slowly approached you.

    You backed away almost immediately, pushing Nagisa harshly off of you so you could keep distance between yourself and the redhead. You refused to let him anywhere near you after your epiphany.

    "I-I hope it's worth it...K-killing him, even if it means l-leaving me..." you choked out before turning on your heel and running away from the three boys that stood there, almost entirely dumbfounded.

    Karma went running after you before a yellow tentacle on his shoulder stopped him.

    "Give her some time alone," came Korosensei's authoritative voice.

    "I hurt her feelings! I've got to make it up to her!" Karma yelled as he continued to try to run. But it was no use; the yellow octopus was stronger than him.

    "Do you even know what you did wrong?" Nagisa spoke almost accusingly, the stains of your tears still present on the blue vest of his uniform.

    "She was enjoying laying there with me when I made her get up to try to kill Korosensei?" Karma asked more than stated.

    Nagisa shook his head at the coldblooded killer. "No, she's upset because you were willing to kill yourself if it meant killing him, rather than being with her. You didn't even think about her before you made the fall, didn't say you love her, didn't even look in her direction. You were just going to go. And that was okay with you," Nagisa sighed as a slight fire burned through the smaller male.

    Karma stood in silence, his hair covering his eyes as he kicked defeatedly at the ground. He wanted to kick himself; he was so angry! How could he have done something so careless, just in the name of killing one stupid creature?

    "Give her some time to calm down, and then go talk to her," Korosensei spoke softly. Karma sighed before nodding.

    The other two males left, walking back to the classroom and leaving Karma alone with his horrible thoughts as he waited until he could see you again.
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    Finally, nightfall was starting to descend around the disgruntled assassin. Karma decided that he had given you enough time to yourself.

    It didn't take long for him to reach his house. He sighed as he opened the door quietly.

    He didn't see any sign of you, except for your book bag that sat in front of the door. He bent over to pick it up before setting it in a chair.

    He walked up the stairs, assuming that you were in the bedroom the two of you shared. He walked up to the door, knocking lightly before turning the knob. However, it didn't turn.

    Locked.

    He groaned inwardly before knocking a little louder.

    "Baby? It's me, Karma. Can I come in?" he spoke softly through the door.

    Silence.

    "Love? Please open up, I want to talk to you," he spoke a little louder, but still was as soothing as he could be. Again, he heard nothing.

    He sighed softly before walking downstairs and grabbing the key to the door that he kept in his drawer. He climbed the stairs again, coming back to the locked door. He spoke again, giving you one last chance to open the door by your own free will.

    "Gumdrop? I just want to talk. Open up, or I'm coming in," he spoke somewhat authoritatively.

    Still, silence.

    He exhaled before pulling out the key and sticking it into the lock. He opened the door, hoping to see you curled up under the covers in the bed.

    But he didn't.

    He frantically searched the room, only to find you sitting precariously on the edge of a windowsill, half of your body hanging out of the open window.

    "What are you doing?!" he gasped as he rushed over to you.

    "I just figured you decided to know how it felt to have the love of your life taken away from you right in front of your very eyes," you smirked, before copying him and letting yourself fall backward.

    He gasped, rushing over and grabbing you by your forearm before you could fall over. Your eyes widened with fear; you were not emotionally prepared for what you were planning to do.

    The moment you saw him, you broke down into tears.

    He quickly picked you up, and you replied by wrapping your legs tightly around his waist. Your face found its way into the crook of his neck as you continued to cry. He shut the window before heading over to the bed and pulling the covers back, laying you down and crawling in next to you.

    "Shh, shh, I got you baby. You're okay," he whispered over and over again as he stroked your hair.

    "I-I'm sorry, I-I wasn't t-thinking-"

    "I told you to shh, you're okay, no one's mad," he littered the top of your head in kisses.

    "S-still..."

    He pulled you on top of him, hugging you tightly while you cried until you had no more tears left to give.

    However, throughout all of that, Karma never left. He just kept rubbing your back or stroking your hair until you were finally done crying. Thankfully, all of that crying tuckered you out, and you were able to start to doze off.

    "Hey, sweetheart?" he whispered as he shook you.

    "Hm?" you hummed sleepily.

    "I'm sorry I nearly took myself from you. I'm sorry I scared you so badly. I'm sorry I made you cry as much as I did. I'm sorry I drove you as crazily as I did. I'm just sorry," Karma apologized over and over again.

    "It's okay, I'm sorry I was so unreasonable," you mumbled as you leaned your head on his chest.

    "No, it's not okay. The truth is part of me knew it wouldn't work. I knew I wouldn't kill Korosensei. I knew he would find a way to save me before I got to shoot him. I knew I would get to see your beautiful face again. That's why I wasn't worried. I'm sorry," he babbled, seeming worried that he wouldn't be able to get the words out in time.

    "Wanna hear something funny?" you smiled for the first time since earlier that afternoon.

    "Of course," Karma smiled back, sighing contentedly when he knew you were better.

    "I knew you were going to save me, too," the smile on your face was humungous, and Karma could make out the light pink that was starting to tint your cheeks.

    "I would do anything for you, Mi Amor," he smiled as he leaned down and pressed a sweet kiss to your now burning cheeks.

    "I know you would," you sighed before pulling him in for a real kiss.
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