I've made a sad choice. I'm not only able to update on weekends because of how busy I've become. I apologize and thank yall for the patience you have given me.

"I'm sorry. But I must go."

Connor says as he turns his back to me.

"No connor! Don't go!"

I shout as I walk up to him. But he turns around and slaps me.

"Ahhh!"

I shout as I shoot up out if bed. Connor is already awake and sitting next to me.

"(Y/n) what's wrong? You were having a nightmare."

Connor asks as I try to calm my racing heart.

"It's nothing connor, just a nightmare."

I tell him and he gives me a small smile. He rubs small circles on my back as he trys to calm me down.

"Why don't you tell me about it?"

Connor offers and I sigh.

"Connor, it was about you. You were going to leave me and when I tried to stop you, you turned around and slapped me."

I tell him as tears begin to fall down my cheeks.

"(Y/n) you know I would never hurt you or leave you. I love you too much to do so."

He says as he wipes the tears off my cheeks. I smile a sad smile and he returns it.

"Why don't I sing you a song?"

Connor offers and I chuckle.

"My big cuddle bear can sing?"

I ask in disbelief.

"No I cant, but I thought it would make you laugh."

He tells me with a chuckle. I chuckle again at his smile.

"Wait.... did you call me cuddle bear?"

Connor asks and I blush. The nickname I gave him, and only used in my head, finally came out.

"Y-yes."

I say and he smiles.

"I like it kitten."

He tells me and I smile at his nickname for me.

"I don't think we're going back to sleep."

I tell him and he shakes his head no.

"I don't think so. So what do you want to do?"

Connor asks and I smile.

"I want to hear you sing."

I tell him and he sighs.

"Okay, but only because I love you."

He tells me as I sit up and cross my legs indian style.

'The snow blows white on the mountain tonight, not a foot print to be seen.'

He starts but I stop him.

"Something else that's not so Disney."

I tell him and he chuckles.

"That's the first thing that came to mind."

He tells me and I chuckle. Just then we hear the rooster.

"COK-A-DOOTLE-DOO!!!"

the stupid bird blares and we sigh.

"Well looks like we should get to work."

Connor says but I stop him before he can stand.

"I still wanna hear you sing."

I tell him and he chuckles.

"Maybe another time."

He says and he pecks my lips. We then get dressed for our jobs on his farm.