A/n: Okay, I have not been looking forward to posting this, Before the preference begins, I want to say that this will contain some disturbing content, so if your in any way triggered by self-harm or depression, please skip this. If any of you out there are suffering from depression, please talk to someone you trust or call your local crisis line.

Louis: "Y/n, you'll never believe what Malina dared me to do today!" Louis said as he entered your apartment. "Y/n? Where are you?" he asked when he didn't hear your voice. He entered the bathroom, and he gasped when he saw you sitting on the bathroom floor with razor blades next to you. "Y/n, what are you doing?" he asked. You let out a sob and dropped the razor blade that was in your hand and you crawled over to him. "I'm sorry Louis, I-I don't know what I was thinking, Please forgive me!" you sobbed. Louis bent down next to you and wrapped his arms around you.

"Please don't do that again Y/n, I can't lose you, you mean everything to me," he sobbed. It pained you to see Louis crying. "I'm so sorry Louis, I won't do it again," you whispered.

Malina: Malina came home from work, and she called out your name. "Y/n, I'm home," she called out again. When she didn't hear your voice, she started to worry and she walked up the stairs, and into the bathroom where she saw you crying and opening a pill bottle. "Y/n don't do it!" Malina shouted. You looked at her surprised as she grabbed the pill bottle, closed it, and threw it on the bed.

"Y/n, why did you almost do that?" she sobbed. After seeing her crying, you started crying and you held each other on the floor and you cried so many tears. "I don't know what I was thinking, I'm so sorry Malina," you sobbed. Malina held your face in her hands and she lightly pressed her forehead against yours. "If you need someone to talk to when your feeling low, know that you can always come to me Y/n, hurting yourself isn't the answer," she whispered.

Avi: You and Avi were getting ready to go out with a few friends for the night, and you were having a hard time finding a dress that you liked. As you took off the third dress you tried on, You looked in the mirror and saw your scars from when you cut yourself. You hadn't thought about them a lot since you got clean, but Avi didn't know about them.

"Hey Y/n, I have another dress you could try on-" Before Avi could finish her sentence, she saw the scars on your shoulders. "What are those?" she asked. "These were from when I was hurting myself a few years ago, I was in a dark place, but I've been clean for almost two years," you explained. Avi pulled you into a hug and you held each other close for a moment. "If your in a dark place again, you can always tell me," she said.

Dylan: You were in the kitchen balled up on the floor crying your eyes out, you had read so many hurtful and hateful comments from some of Dylan's fans and you started to feel worthless. you saw the knife that was resting on the counter, and just as you were about to grab it, you heard the front door open. When Dylan entered the kitchen, he saw you were staring at the knife on the counter. He knew what you were about to do, so he lightly pinned you on the ground and put the knife in one of the drawers.

"What Happened Y/n? Please tell me," Dylan begged, you could tell he was trying his hardest not to cry. "I-I saw the comments from some of your fans and they said mean, horrible things! you sobbed.

Dylan helped you off the ground, and he tightly embraced you. "Don't listen to them Y/n, they don't know how amazing you are, I see you for who you are, I love you please don't do this again Y/n, your my happiness," he sobbed into your shoulder.

Kitana: You were sitting on the couch with tears in your eyes, you had just received the news that your grandfather had passed away, you had been close to him and were devastated, but you were also angry at the world for taking your grandfather away from you. You slammed your glass onto the table and it shattered into a million pieces. As you struggled to pick up the broken pieces, you felt a burning pain. When you looked down, you saw that one of the pieces of glass had sliced your hand.

You thought that it felt good, and you wanted to make another cut, but before you could, you heard the front door open and saw Kitana staring at you with wide eyes. "Y/n, what happened to you? Are you okay?" she asked running to your side. "I broke a glass and I cut my hand," you answered as you continued to try to pick up the glass. Kitana saw the blood on your hand and she lightly grabbed it, and examined it. "Did you try to cut yourself on purpose as well?" she asked. You started crying almost immediately and nodded your head and she hugged you tightly. "It's okay, we'll get through it," she whispered.

Neil: You and Neil seemed to be in a good spot so far, but you were hiding something from him, you had long battle of depression and anxiety and you were worried that Neil was going to leave you because of it. You had a bad day at work, and you were in a lot of pain, and you wanted to take some of the pain away. But, the moment you picked up the razor, you heard a knock at the bathroom door. "Y/n, what are you doing?" he asked. You panicked and you threw your razor into the bathtub. Neil entered the bathroom and he looked around wondering what you were doing and he saw your razor sitting at the bottom of the tub. "D-Did you hurt yourself?" he asked his voice trembling.

You started crying and you fell onto the floor and cried. Neil sat down next to you and wrapped you in his embrace. "It's okay baby, I'm right here, I'm not leaving you," he said into your hair. You looked up at him, and you slowly leaned in and shared a passionate kiss as you continued to hold each other on the floor.

A/n: If you or someone you know is depressed and considering self-harm, please talk to somebody you trust or call your local crisis line for help. You can also Pm me, or anyone in my community You're Not Alone. Have a nice day!

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