'Did you ever love any at before him?'

From Hollycatwriter

No.

I didn't even THINK about breaking the medicine cat code before.

I did have a crush on him when he came.

But I knew that me and Firestar would never be mates.

I was a medicine cat, and I didn't want cats to see him as a kittypet and a warrior code breaker.

I still do have a crush on Firestar.

But unlike Mapleshade, I don't get jealous of Sandstorm, I know she makes Firestar happy!

If Firestar had feelings for me than that is great.

But I will never have the same bond him and Sandstorm have, and I am totally fine with that.