Hello! I'm not the one to post negative things but this has been bothering me for a long time :(

I know many may not see this as something "major" but...

So, in school- well I feel so alone and pratically non-existent. When I walk around in school, I feel so... invisible ;-;

People don't seem to want to associate themselves with me and I can't seem to pin-point why. I don't bully people nor do I behave badly.

I always try to find a free classroom to hide in so I don't look like a "loner"
Today, I sat on a bench and I watched as people in my year walked pass me.. almost as if they didn't see me.

Honestly, I was close to tears but I managed to hold them back. I just pretended I was on my phone to hide my... sadness :/

I mean, I can make friends- I know I can, but I'm ignored a lot.

I'm not saying nobody talks to me at all but even the people I conisder as my friends sometimes walk off without me :/

Maybe I should forget this whole friendship thing in school and just do well and move on with my life >:'(

I feel a bit better but then again, I'm back to into the hell-hole tommorow </3