Tagged by Nash_Stormrage

This is going to be my real life

Warning:
Might be crappy and shit stuff

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My real name is Grachelle Anne O. (Ordoña) Ho. My name Grachelle is pronounced like 'gray shell'. My birthday is on August 28, 2002 and every birthday I don't have class cause that its my school's founders day too. I'm 13 but turning 14 this year. I'm a violinist. The best class treasurer of my section in grade seven 😂😂😂😉😄.

My mom and dad are divorced. I'm living with my mom together with my sister. I hate my sister. She's like a bitch to me and others thinks she's so responsible and a great person just because she is the valedictorian of high school 2014-2015 and a star scholar in college. But the truth is, she may be smart but she is fucking lazy. She doesn't even flush the toilet. I am like her personal slave/maid.

At home I feel like I'm in hell and prison most of the time. I don't even get to relax. All I do there is work, work and work. Why work? Because I'm going to be the next person in line of our family business. My mom is the boss and I am the manager... Literally, right now I'm a manager. So I have a part time job when I have school days. Also my mom doesn't let me hang out whith my friends unless it is their birthday or fare-well. See its like hell and I have to work. I have been working for my freedom. And yet I still don't have my freedom. My sister doesn't even work and she gets to have all the freedom. Its shit right?

When I'm outside of my house, I feel free like bird (hehe Nash). But I mostly feel free and relaxed when I hang out with m friends Graffiti and Haddock Sisters. Ahru, Autumn, Kiri, Chrissel, Zam, Nash, Zedd, Jung, Jaxx, Kylax, Jamesy, and Tesa. But Jaxx left to New York, Jung will be at Manila (I'm gonna miss that panda even though he has a dirty mind. But he's funny) and Tesa is leaving soon. I'm gonna miss you guys a lot. I also have a few more friends or a gang. 'The gang' (we don't have a name yet haha) are me, Zam, Carson and Andrea Baylon. I also have a band called Ketch'up. I'm the violinist; Autumn is the pianist; Victor is the drummer; Megan and Summer are the guitarist; Daunwill, Lana, Lailex and Josh Despite are the singers and Jaxx an Kerrv are our manager. But we're breaking apart. Well... At least we had some good times. I'm mostly thankful to have you Graffiti and Haddock Sisters. You guys are the ones that makes me happy. You guys are like my second family. If it wasn't for you guys.... I might be suicidal or will commit suicide.

School is both hell and heaven. Hell because of my classmates (who are always misbehaving and noisy) and also because of failing (but I don't really fail that much. I mostly pass). School is not about learning anymore, its about passing. Heaven because I get to see my friends again and hang like we usually do. Especially Graffiti xD. Also Haddock Sisters xD.

My life has been a heck of a hell and I relate my life to Tokyo Ghoul. I mostly look like a happy, fine, no problem person like Kaneki. But in the inside I'm not. I'm mostly sad and hurt like Kaneki. I've been treated like a maid for 11 god damn years! I'm so sick of people blaming me even though I did nothing wrong. I'm sick of people putting the blame on me. The first time I felt that people are putting the blame on me was since I was grade 7 and that was just last school year. My classmates put the blame on me. I'm not the freaking class president. I'm just the treasurer. The only people that doesn't blame me like that is Graffiti.

I almost died. When I was 5 I wanted to stab myself with a knife. I was freaking 5 years old! No 5 year old wouldn't want that. I suddenly became very emo and lonely when my closes best friend left. Her name is Abigail A. Anderson. She's living in Florida now and her school there is Winter Haven School (hehe I jut realized that my oc me is there). We were close best friends. We planned to build a hospital and a restaurant. Every time I think of her I cry. She left at the year 2012. We always communicate in Facebook. Then at early 2015 was the last time we communicated. When I chatted with her again somewhere at June I think, she haven't replied yet. I was thinking that she was busy with her school. But it has been almost a year now that she haven't replied so I was getting worried. I was worried that she forgot about me and found someone better than me. I couldn't stop crying every time I think of her. My life has been a big heck of a hell when she left. She's like my twin, my other half. We always had a good time. She helps me with my problems a lot...... She mostly understands me the most (no offense to my friends out there hehe ✌✌✌).... I just miss her so much.

Tesa I thank you for showing me Tokyo Ghoul cause hell it relates to my life.

So that's all I have to say.

I tag:
xoAutummLayHxo
Tesa-Call_me_Eto
Shelbies14

Ya just the three of them and people that read this chapter hehe