@hammyboyy17 tagged me on July 2, 2019 at 8:19 pm EST to answer the following questions:

Do I Have a Crush?

I guess that entirely depends on what you would consider a crush. If you mean is there someone I am attracted to then the answer would be yes. There are plenty of people that I know that I find attractive. Does that mean that I would pursue a relationship with them? Maybe. Obviously, relationships are built on more than just physical attraction. If the question is; am I currently emotionally attached to any individual to the point where I consider pursuing a romantic relationship with said individual? No, not at the moment.

Middle Name?

I have two middle names, one in honor of my grandfather on my mother's side, and the other is my Korean surname as commemoration of my South Korean heritage. Though I legally have two middle names, I dropped the South Korean name and only use my English middle name given to me by my adoptive parents, which is Paul.

Height?

It's been a while since I measured, but I believe I'm just shy of 5'9", or around 1.75 meters.

Shoe Size?

I am an American men's 9 1/2, or 7 1/2 in the UK.

Eye Color?

Very dark brown, almost to the point of being black.

Last Time You Cried?

On Tuesday, July 2nd, I went to see Toy Story 4 in the theaters. I won't spoil anything for those of you who haven't seen it, but if you've seen it, you probably know which scene I'm talking about. I was actually surprised that the movie made me cry though, because I usually don't cry at movies or television shows. I can actually count the number of films and shows that have made me tear up on one hand. And usually once I see it one time it won't make me cry again. The exception to that is Doctor Who. The 11th Doctor's regeneration and his phone call to Clara make me tear up every time. So, congratulations to Matt Smith and Steven Moffat for destroying my heart multiple times.

Biggest Fear?

I have three really big fears. One is super existential, the other is more emotional, and the other is something that makes me squirm. My existential fear is the concept of eternity. I just can't comprehend it. I am a religious person, and the idea of living eternally can sometimes cause an existential crisis in my life. I try not to think about it too much, and just enjoy my time on Earth, but sometimes at night, when I can't fall asleep, my brain decides to just bombard me with this existential crisis. My emotional fear is that I will be forever be alone. And I mean in a romantic way. My experiences with relationships hasn't been the best, and because of this I sometimes fear that I'll never find someone to love and be loved by. My friends always tell me what a great guy I am, and that anybody would be lucky to have me, but it seems to me that nobody wants me, and I'm genuinely afraid I'll die alone. My purely physical fear is fingernails and toenails, more specifically things being jammed underneath them. It's a form of torture actually, where people have needles and things just dug up underneath their finger and toenails. My mom was once scrubbing a pan and got a bit of dried pasta jammed underneath her fingernail. Seeing it happen makes me squirm. Hearing about it makes me squirm. Thinking about it makes me squirm. I'm squirming right now.

Last Song You Listened To?

I honestly don't remember. There's a lot of songs that just play in the background of my everyday life, like when I'm at work or when I'm watching a movie. I think the last song that I consciously decided to listen to was Hostage by Billie Eilish. She's such an amazing artist, made even more impressive by her youth. Hostage is by far my favorite song of her's, When the Party's Over and idontwannabeyouanymore being tied for second. Much of the relationship between (F/N) and Pyrrha in The Wings of a Valkyrie was actually inspired by Hostage.

Last Person You Texted?

One of my best friends. Actually, this is a great time to give you all some more information about my story Frozen Heart. I have said that Frozen Heart was a fictional retelling of a real event that happened in my life, and that is true. I think that a lot of people, however, are confused or mistaken in what they think I went through. That's entirely my fault though, as the story is a little misleading, and I don't like to talk about that time in my life, both to protect my anonymity on Wattpad, and because it's just a moment I'm not proud of. So, even though Frozen Heart discussed suicide and depression brought about from a bad relationship, I myself was not in a relationship at the time of my depression. In fact, I've never been in a romantic relationship, which is maybe one of the factors contributing to my fear listed above. Frozen Heart was written the way it was because my stories are exclusively Reader x Female Character stories. I apologize for the confusion this may have created, and if you feel that I have mislead you I am also sorry. Though my depression was not brought about due to an unfaithful partner, there was a time when I was severely depressed. In Frozen Heart, Weiss was meant to represent whom I considered my friends at the time. People that loved me and wanted to help me, but ultimately gave up and moved on. Left me behind and made new friends and forgot about me. I don't talk to those people anymore, and it's not because I resent them for giving up. I might have given up too. I did try to give up. I did try to kill myself. But then there this one girl, who I didn't know that well and didn't really consider my friend. She came into my life and everything changed. And I tried to push her away like I had everyone else, but she was just so persistent and wouldn't give up on me. She saved my life, just like Pyrrha saved (F/N)'s in Frozen Heart. To this day she is one of my closest friends, and she is also the last person I texted.

Favorite App?

I honestly don't know. Unlike a lot of people in today's age I don't live on social media. I only really use it to keep in touch martial arts events happening in my association. I only have two games on my phone, one which I only touch once a day and the other I haven't opened in at least two weeks. Google is honestly the app I use the most, but I wouldn't consider it my favorite. Maybe Wattpad? I love reading, and maybe if there were some better quality fanfictions on Wattpad I would like it more, but honestly I write more on this platform that I do read, and I only write on my computer, not my phone. I guess I don't have a favorite app.

Tag 20 Accounts

No. And this is just a general rule of mine. I'm not going to tag people to participate in anything, I just won't. It's not that I have a problem with it, I just won't do it myself. But if you've read this and want to do one yourself, go for it. You can tag me if you like so that I can read it, but I'm not going to call anyone out.