This is going to be discontinued
This story is going to be discontinued.
I haven't updated it in a month.
And I know a lot of people love this story, but honestly; I lost intrest in Undertale around a month ago, but I kept denying it. Now I can say I have officially drifted away from the fandom.
I stayed in the fandom for a good 3 years, which is a long ass time. I'm definitely a veteran.
But there's nothing new in the fandom, no drama, no sans fangirls to toy with, no new animations, nothing from Toby Fox (I follow him on twitter and haven't seen him tweet in months)
It's just kind of... dead.
Some people are still very much active in the fandom, and I stuck with them, but I kept pushing myself in forcefully, and even when I lost interest a few months before I knew what Wattpad was, I forcefully shoved myself in and gained interest again. I didn't want to let go of this fandom, because it's done so much for me, but I discovered that I'd feel better about not leaving things on my shoulders;
It was hard for me to let go of Christianity, forcing myself in it just for salvation, a comfort, and so my parents won't hate me (It's a mix of religions in my family, all forms of Christianity except me. I eventually told my mom I was an atheist, and she says that she respects my opinion, but says I'm to young to make decisions about myself, such as my sexuality and my religion. She also occasionally talks to me and tries to convince me back to being a Christian- only when she's drunk, but still- knowing full well I'm perfectly happy being an atheist.) but once I became an atheist, I felt happier, knowing I wouldn't be punished and there's nothing above me constantly judging me. I also felt stuck, because Heaven sounds boring, and Hell is fucking hot. Knowing there's nothing after I'm dead provides a comfort, like I'm going to be eternally at peace.
It was hard for me to let go of my past, but god damn do I feel better now.
It was hard for me to let go of FrameCast, but after I left that god damn app, I felt happier. Trust me, don't download it, it's so toxic. Especially you, Lonely Trash Bag. It makes people's depression worse. My good friend on there left feeling suicidal, and was pissed the hell off, saying she was mad at us all. I already left Framecast by that point, but damn. I'm happier now after I left.
So I'm letting go of this fandom too. I don't regret it.
This book is able to adopt.
Thank you to everyone who asked or dared, you did this book justice.
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