Welp today's been kind of a shitty day lmao

I cried a lot. I don't even know why. And I'm super stressed since I have a track meet tomorrow and I'm doing the 800 meter race. Which is two laps around the track which is half of a mile. Doesn't seem to long, but it is when your racing. But anyway lmao

This is just a rant type of thing and I'm not going to edit this so I'm sorry if it sounds shitty.

Grace-Grey I love you so much. You are such an amazing person and you don't even realize it. I'm going to respect what you want and not try to give you advice or anything of that sort. But just know that I'm always here if you need to talk. And I will listen. I want to make you happy just like you deserve to be. And I know it's really cheesy but it's true. I realized today just how much of an amazing person you are. Like—your pretty fucking great. And I love you dearly. Your a badass bitch and I miss talking to you and everyone else on here. I pray for your happiness.

I love all of you guys. So much. I miss hanging out with y'all, I miss the laughs and the dumbass inside jokes. I miss Mark, I miss Fuzzy, I miss Madi, I miss everyone that we've lost within the past couple of years. I miss people that I still talk to.

Please, just know that you are loved. And if you don't feel loved by your parents than you are loved by your family here on wattpad. Or Viber, or wherever you choose to hang out.

And if not there, you are loved by me. I promise. I can't put it into words how sad it makes me hearing people talk about killing themselves, or the goodbye messages I've received lately. Or people simply talking about how depressed and trapped they are.

I know it seems like it'll never go away, but it will. It really will. One day you will meet the person that'll change your life for the better. Whether it be a lover, a best friend or a co-worker, whoever. It'll happen.

Please keep fighting. Please. I've already lost someone this year and I don't want to lose another. You are loved more than you think.