(Explicit content between Autumn and Taylor towards the end, beware)

Autumn's point of view

"Where were you two?" Ashton asked as we walked in. Calum closed the door and he laughed as he pushed me a bit.

"We went to the lake." I said and laughed as Calum walked in. "We went swimming, drank some beers, ate sandwhiches, and he took a few photos with some fans."

He doesn't have know everything.

"Taylor and Luke are asleep so be quiet and Michael is taking a shit I believe." He said and we laughed.

"Ashton, your sister is hot!"

"Calum, you are dead." Ashton said and Calum squeaked as Ashton stood up. I laughed and stopped Ashton before he could kill his bandmate.

"He's had a little too much to drink Ash, chill." I said and he glared at his bandmate. "We both did, but I can handle myself, obviously he cannot." I said and Calum cried and Ashton laughed.

"I can handle my alcohol!" He said offended. "I'll have you know," he said and then he stopped. "Oh god, where's the toilet."

My face scrunched up into disgust and he ran past us. "He has this fat ass hickey on his neck, what happened?" He asked me and I laughed, pride and guilt both bubbling in my chest.

"Like I said, a few fans were there and one was really fucking hot man." I said and bit my fist to play along to this he lie. "She had boobs bigger than Nicki Minaj's ass."

"It's sad I can actually see Calum getting with a fan like that." He sighed and I chuckled. "Anyways, you know her ass if fake right?"

"Of course," I said and sighed. "I need to help Calum into bed or else he'll like flip shit, and I mean flip shit." He nodded and I told him I'll be back in a few minutes.

I went upstairs and went right into the bathroom that I heard puking sounds from. "That's what you get for drinking so much." I said and he flipped me off.

I walked over and then turned afeway ad I patted his back. "I'm never drinking again," I laughed and he chuckled a bit. "Fine, I'm never drinking with you again." He said as he flushed the toilet.

"That's a lie." I said and helped him up. "Come on, brush your teeth and then get to bed." I said and he nodded. I walked out of the bathroom so he could do whatever he needed and then went to the bedroom I was staying in.

I stripped down and then pulled on some underwear. I slipped a pair of black leggings on and then a red sports bra. I left the room and then Calum was stumbling out of the bathroom.

"You need to take a shower." I told him and lead him to his room. "And you need to change." I said and he whined.

"I don't want to." He said and flopped down on his bed. I sighed and went to his closet. I threw some boxers and a shirt at him and then looked at him.

"Calum Hood you are going to take a shower now and then you are going to bed. The faster you fall asleep, the faster I can take a shower." I said and he grabbed my hand.

"Why don't you take a shower with me?" He asked as he pulled me on top of him. "I'll wash you, you wash me, maybe even a little more."

"You're such a horny fuck when you're drunk." I grumbled and got off of him. He chuckled and I helped him up. I forced him into his bathroom and he looked at me. "Take a shower or else you'll get a rash, lake water isn't exactly the cleanest water."

"What do I get if I take a shower?"

"Breakfast in the morning."

"Deal." He said happily and began to strip. I left his room and then went downstairs with Ashton.

"Is he asleep yet?" He asked me and I shook my head. "Have you showered?"

"I'm showering after that nimrod so I can make sure he actually goes to sleep." I said and he nodded.

"Such a good friend." He joked and scrolled through his phone as I nodded. He was about to speak but then my name was being shouted.

"Autumn! I got shampoo in my eyes and it really burns!"

"I'll get it. I'm not very keen on you going in there right now." He said and I nodded. "Also, take a shower please. You stink."

"Thanks bro, I love you too."

"Anytime."

-

"He won't go to sleep." Ashton grumbled after I walked downstairs. "He keeps singing Katy Perry." He said and I laughed as I pulled my sports bra down a bit.

"I'll go see what I can do." I said and he nodded. I went up to Calum's room and then opened his door to her him singing to the song 'California Girls' out of key.

"Calum." I said and walked over to him, putting a hand over his mouth. He looked up at me, one of his eyes red. "Please, go to sleep."

"Sleep with me." He whined like a child. "Please? Cuddle?" He asked as he opened his arms.

This fucking boy.

"Calum, I can't." I said and he just made grabby hands towards me. "I have to talk to Ashton."

"You're lying, you always play with your pockets when you're lying." He said and his eyes watered.

Oh my god no. Don't cry. Don't cry-

"Why don't you want to cuddle me? Am I not attractive enough?" He questioned and looked at his stomach. "Is it because I don't have nice abs? Or because I have these stupid squishy cheeks?"

"No Calum." I said and went up to him. "Don't think like that, you are attractive. You're perfect." I said and he sniffled.

What do I do? I have a crying and drunk Calum Hood on my hands.

"Am I? Do you really think so?"

"Yes Calum." I said and he wrapped his arms around my waist as he laid his head on my shoulder. "You're so clingy." I hummed and he sniffled.

"I'm sorry it's just you're so nice to be around and really hot." He told me and I laughed. "Does it run in the family? How attractive you guys are?"

"My dad looks like a donkey's ass right after it shits so..."

"It's probably from your mum's genes." He said and I rolled my eyes. "No but Autumn please, I want to cuddle you." He said and I sighed.

"You let me get off by grinding on you and yet you won't let me cuddle you?" He asked and I shook my head. Fucking hell, that sounds so bad once he said it out loud. "Please Autumn, please."

"You're a pain in the ass when you're drunk." I groaned and scooted down on his bed. He smiled widely and laid down, wrapping an as around me.

"I'm your pain in the ass."

"You could say that I guess." I hummed and then turned so I was facing his chest. "Calum?" I asked and he hummed. "Don't ever think you're unattractive." I told the drunk boy.

"Only because you said I'm perfect."

-

When I woke up, I was pressed against a chest and my legs were tangled with really hairy ones. I yawned and then opened my eyes a bit.

I kissed the feather tattoo that I saw and then pulled away from him carefully. He groaned and I just kept untangling us.

When I finally stood up, I yawned and went to my room. I went to the bathroom and then pinned my hair up into a bun. I washed my face and then quickly brushed my teeth.

When I finished, I went downstairs and opened the refrigerator. I owed Calum a breakfast and I may have to make one for Ashton aswell. Lord knows how pissed he'll be knowing I fell asleep while cuddling Calum.

I grabbed some eggs and then some bacon. I set them on the counter and then grabbed a pan. "Princess? What are you doing up at seven in the morning?"

"Cooking breakfast." I told Taylor and she wrapped her arms around me. "What are you doing up?" I asked, humming as she kissed my neck.

"I missed you." Of course you did, you're always with the blue eyed blonde.

"Yeah?" I asked as I began to cook the bacon. She hummed and I let out a breathy moan as her hand slid down my stomach.

For some reason, this just didn't feel right anymore. It felt good, I won't deny that, but it didn't feel right. Her hands were light and tiny and her grip was loose. It was almost as if she didn't want to do this.

"I missed you in more ways then one." She said and I let out and breathless chuckle. Get tired of Hemmings already?

"What do you mean by that?" I asked and her hand slipped under the waistband of my leggings as she grinded against me.

Before, I was upset that Calum didn't feel like her.

Now, I'm upset because she doesn't feel like Calum.

What the fuck?

"I haven't made you cum in like a year Autumn." She told me and I gasped as her hand grabbed my boob through my sports bra.

"It's okay." I said as I continued cooking. "It hasn't been that long." I said and she just hummed as she kissed my shoulder.

"Do you think that you can cook while I pleasure you baby? No one else is awake. We won't get caught, I promise." She said and I almost whimpered at the thought.

No Autumn. God knows where those hands have been; what they've touched, who they've touched. Don't give in. Think about Calum. He'd be so upset. Don't. Give. I-

"Y-Yeah, I think it can do that." I said and her fingers teased me. "Taylor." I whined and she hummed, sucking a hickey on to my neck. "Please."

"Your wish is my command." She told me as she pressed two fingers inside of me and I gasped, reaching out to grab the counter. "You feel so good around my fingers Autumn."

"T-Taylor," I gasped and she continued kissing up my shoulders and neck. She told me that she smells something burning and I immediately flipped the bacon.

"Come on Autumn, you can do better than that. I thought you could do this?" She asked me and I leaned into her touch. "Wouldn't want to mess up now, would you?"

"No, I'm sorry." I said and I heard heavy footsteps against the wood. "Taylor, someone's awake. St-"

"No one's up baby." She said and I tried to get her to stop, but she just wouldn't. "Come on, just once please? I miss making you cum." She said after she finally got her hands out of my pants. She put her fingers in her mouth and began sucking on them.

"When we're alone. This is too risky." I said breathlessly and soon, Calum walked in, holding his head in pain. "How are you?"

"Hurting and horny."

"That's why you have a hand, porn, and pain killers." I said and he let out a chuckle. "Baby, want to spend some time together later on?" I asked and she shook her head.

"It's fine Autumn. I'll be in the room." She said and I frowned as she walked away. I thought she wanted to be alone with me but okay...

"What was that about?" Calum asked as I handed him pain killers. I shrugged and took the bacon off the pan and put it on to a plate. "Who's all that for?"

"I'm cooking for everyone because it'd seem weird if I only made plates for you and Ashton." I said and he laughed as he took the pills and drank some water.

"Are you going to eat?"

"No, I'm fine." I said and he looked at me worried. "Seriously, I'm fine. I lost my appetite." I said and began to cook some more bacon.

"Are you sure?"

"Positive." I said and looked at him. "I'm fine. Don't worry about me." I said and he nodded slowly.

"What happened last night?"

"A lot of things." I said and laughed. "You sang Katy Perry, very out of key might I add, got shampoo in your eye, and cried because you thought you were unattractive." I said.

"Oh." He said and looked at me. "I remember only a little bit, showering and vomiting."

"Yeah, no more alcohol for you for awhile." I told him and he chuckled. "You're a handful while you're drunk."

"So I've been told."