I'm losing her

I'm losing them

I'm losing myself

But the worst part is I'm losing her

But the best part is I'm losing them

The only part that I don't know how to feel is losing myself

To my girl: I'M SORRY I GET JEALOUS OF OTHER GUYS!

To my family: I'M SORRY I CAN'T SUPPORT OUR FAMILY WHEN DAD KEEPS LEAVING

To myself: I'm sorry I can't control how I feel

To my girl: Ill love you until the end

To my family: I'll love you guys until I can't

To myself: I'll hate you until I change

To my girl: Don't leave me because I'm jealous

To my family: Don't leave because I'm stressed

To myself: Leave because I can't take it anymore