Umm hey guys....

I'm sorry for not updating in a wile, I've just been going through some stuff and I need some time to myself.

To start off....I've lost my best best friend that I've been friends with sense 2nd grade. He's like my brother, it's hard to see him with another person and say to me "huh Ash you wonder why I don't like you anymore and why I'm not your best friend anymore...it's because your a loser. It's supper sad that you can't even get anyone to like you!, plus I've got a new best friend and he's way better than you, you scum!" Yeah no joke he said all than and more but I don't want to make anyone cry like me....

There was more said and done but to sum it up I lost my best friend, brother, and the other half of myself. Also my other friends have left me
(except for the people in my other chapter).

It really is hard to go through all of this...I'm sorry.

But to top it all off, I went to the doctors about 2 weeks ago and the doctor said he wanted me to take a test for depression. I said what the heck why not? It should be fun to see them be like 'I was wrong your perfectly fine:)'

Well they said it should take a little wile for them to get back to us about the test and they did today......the doctor said that I'm suffering with extreme Depression and Anxiety. Witch now explains a lot now...
I mean a lot of stuff and yeah I thought I could maybe be a little depressed but never extremely.

So please now understand why I need to take a bit off. I might come on to read a little BC I'm off school for some specific reasons and I won't have a lot to do.

Just remember I love ya guys and I love to hear what you have to say about anything....

Ily Bye.