After what happened with Destiny, exactly a year ago, I'm Trying to not lose control, so every time, I practice with this power with the electricity of my house, when I wake up, I flick my fingers and turn 'On' the lights and with other flick I turn them 'Off', when I make breakfast, with my eyes I focus in the electro domestics to do what I want, it's been good, I haven't feel the necessity of release a great amount of power.

My family hasn't discover what I can do, I still use my wig and contact lenses, and it's really uncomfortable, in the last year, my black hair disappeared, and now my entire hair it's blue, I'm more pale than usual, mom thinks it's because I spent all day inside, she once tried to take to the doctor to check me, of course I refused, since that day, I've been using make-up in the visible parts of my body: face, neck, and arms, for the legs no because I don't use skirts, I don't like them, anyway, my eyes still are the electrical blue, including the Iris and pupil, and when I focus really hard on my powers, my eyes glow electrical blue, making me a little scary, with blue hair and pale skin.

After the 'incident' of Destiny, I'm trying to not get angry, I don't want to hurt anybody, sometimes, I hate this, I hate being a mutant, I can't have a normal live, I can't be around anyone like myself, not the black haired, green eyed girl, no, that was the old me, and the one I have to pretend to be all the time, I can't show anybody who I really am, or I'll end up in a laboratory.

Those were my thoughts 'I can't be myself, I don't want to end up in a laboratory' while I was doing my homework, my parents and my little brother went to the park, they wanted me to come, but the wig was getting more uncomfortable so I decided to stayed, they told to be careful and they will come back by 5 o'clock, right now is 2:34, and it's really relaxing to take off that wig, and contact lenses, I try not to see me in the mirror when I'm in my normal appearance because I don't like it, maybe at the beginning I did, but now I don't.

"Come on, Kat, what is the main theory of molecular biology"

I was studying right now for my biology exam tomorrow, I was concentrating too hard, I didn't realize the focus lamp started to flick, I had my eyes close, concentrated, I furrowed my eyebrows in concentration, and relaxed my body, I took a deep breath and started to remember the answer, the lights of all my bedroom started to flick rudely, suddenly I heard static and opened my eyes, my eyes widen of the scenario in front of me, I stood abruptly and some lights broke rudely, I took deep breaths, by now I could feel my eyes shining, I close them and concentrated in stop the flickering, when I thought I did it, I opened my eyes, I think I made it worse because when I opened my eyes, I could hear the TV down stairs in static, the microwave, the coffee machine, the refrigerator, the toaster, the computer and all the electronics starting to go crazy, I ran to the living room and saw everything going crazy, I started to have a panic attack, but I remembered myself to remain calm.

It didn't work, I wanted to get out of all this mess, so I opened the front door and stepped out of my house to take some fresh air, I closed my eyes for a couple of seconds and then I opened them, my eyes widen seeing all the lights of street flickering, I started to breath fast, I fell on my knees and then put them in my chest, my arms surround them and I put my head between my knees, I started to cry, wanting to everything stop, suddenly I heard some lightbulbs break, and then all the light, all the noises stopped, I wiped my eyes and slowly raised my head, in the street were shattered glasses, some cars had their lights on, some electrical cables were in the floor burned, I stood slowly, not wanting to start the craziness of lights again, I looked around, some neighbors were outside their houses complaining, I hid behind the bush in front of house to listen their conversations.

"I heard it was in all the town"

"It was a blackout, suddenly the lights of all the house started to go crazy, I feared of my children safety, what could possibly caused this?"

"No, it wasn't only in Evanston, but in all half of Illinois, let's hope it doesn't spread more than Springfield"

"I can't believe this, this was a big blackout, what are we gonna do?"

"Mommy, what happened, why it's there not light in home?"

All this kind of statements I heard in 15 minutes, and I don't want to hear what else they have to say, no one can't know I did it, no one can't know I caused this blackout.

I can't believe I lost control again, and when I thought I had it control, if I hated being a mutant, after this I hated more, I can't even try to concentrate in a stupid Biology Exam, because I'll lost control and cause an Electric blackout.

I Hate this !