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Rudra's hands snaked around her waist as he pulled her closer. Ishani froze feeling him against her body. She looked up at him with those beautiful eyes. His eyes clashing with hers as she watched his eyes turn into a darker shade. She gulped feeling all hot under those gaze.

She couldn't lie about her attraction towards him. Who wouldn't dream about a 6'4ft brooding man? But she was scared and afraid. She went through a lot and being physical with someone was not something she would feel comfortable but she wanted his touch. And seeing him care for her, she craved for him more.

For rudra she was nothing but a salvation for him. From the moment he saw her he wanted nothing but to kiss her. But more than that he wanted her to be comfortable before he can initiate anything. He didn't want to enforce something on her.

"Do you want this?" his husky voice fell upon her ears and she felt her throat dry. Her consent was asked and she wanted to jump in joy. This man was something else. "You consent matters meri jaan." His hand caressed her cheeks as he stared deep into her soul. Ishani slowly nodded even her eyes and body crept with desire.

His eyes were still looking down at her eyes. His fingers slowly dropped to her lips. He rubbed her lower lip and saw her lip tremble. He smirked. She gulped hardly and seeing that rudra pulled her more closer. "Did you have your first kiss?" he asked.

And she nodded. She freaking nodded. Rudra's inside burned with jealousy at the thought of her having her first kiss already. At the thought of another man touching her. But he controlled himself he knew better than to act like a caveman in front of her and traumatize her again.

His other hand rubbed her waist a bit making her tremble and melt in his embrace. "Avyan." His movements stopped. He stared at her with wide open eyes. His brother? His freaking brother? What the heck is happening here? He gulped preparing himself for the answer she was going to give to his next question. "Do you love my brother jaan?"

Ishani stared at him for a moment. How can everyone call him dangerous when he is looking like a kicked puppy? She burst out laughing. She never laughed this much in these days. She clutched his shirt and dipped her head laughing and looked at him. She stretched her hands and cupped his face. "Ohh my god look at you. You look like a baby."

"I am not." He huffed removing her hand. Ishani stopped her laughing and looked at him. "That was like two years ago ansh. And I was like experimenting my sexuality. Yeah something like that. I was never attracted towards any men and therefore I wanted to know if I was interested in men or not but I realized I didn't found the correct one at that time and after that we burst out laughing. It was so funny."

Rudra heaved a relief sigh. The intense mood was back. "Stop me if you want to."

And ishani kept mum she didn't say a word. And taking that as a signal rudra cupped her face and leaned down. Their breaths got tangled as he softly placed his lips on hers. Her insides flipped and twisted in excitement feeling his lips moving on hers. He kissed her softly wrapping his arms around her lifting her a bit. She even propped on her toes to kiss him.

The air around them carried a romantic essence and it made them shiver. The kiss was filled with passion and vulnerability. He kissed her with tenders and it connected them. It contained an unsaid promise and a deep connection.

And when he realized she was out of breath he released her. She stood back on her feet and panted softly. Rudra looked at her emotions he never showed to anybody. And with the look she gave him it was unbearable for him to control. The soft innocent look was seducing him so much.

His self-control broke as he gently pushed her to the nearby wall. He placed his lips on her again and this time the kiss was deep and rough. His hands wrapped her waist and lifted her a bit holding her against the wall and he pressed his body against her.

His neck ached to bend down to kiss for long. Ishani's legs instinctively wrapped around his waist a bit. His tongue poked her mouth and she opened it giving entrance to him. His tongue rolled and sucked her mouth tasting her. Her hands found themselves into his hair as she tugged them.

He groaned. The tugging and the ecstatic feeling was too much for him. Ishani never had something so passionate in her life. The way he was holding her was so tender yet the way he kissed her was dirty and sinful but she loved every second of it. One hand rotating around her waist, rudra's another hand roamed on her back. Her smooth back.

Ishani had her eyes closed feeling the moment but something snapped in her as she opened them. His hands brushed against a scar on her back. Although he didn't mind nor noticed it but the scar meant so much to her. The night she lost everything. Everything came rushing down to her mind and she tried to remove it. She clutched his shirt trying to focus on the way he was kissing her but in vain.

Her mind hazed around and panic filled her chest. She flapped her palms on his should making rudra tense and break the kiss. He look at her anxiety ridden face and snapped back to reality. Her breathing became heavy. Immediately he set her down. Ishani dropped to the ground.

"Ishani." He moved forward to touch her but she flinched back cowering more to the wall. His heart broke. Everything was going right so what happened suddenly. He stepped back seeing her panicking. "jaan please focus on me." Ishani looked at him, her eyes filled with dread and tears.

"pl...please please." She mumbled.

"Please what?" rudra questioned tensed for her.

Ishani gulped and sucked in a huge breath. "out." She whispered. Rudra nodded and was about to come forward but ishani nodded in no. "but love you cannot walk on your own. Do you want me to call somebody?"

Ishani nodded. Anybody but not rudra. She disappointed him. She can't even kiss him without thinking of her past. She can't face him now. Rudra immediately dialed his phone calling somebody. "Drop whatever you are doing avyan and rush to my room now."

Rudracut the call and looked at his wife who was crying and trembling. His mindblurring with thoughts of what he did wrong. Everything was so right. His ownhands fisted together as he raked his eyes over her trembling shaking figuresobbing in a corner with her legs pulled to her chest