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    I prayed to God before entering inside of my flat for keep Avni in a good mood. Avni is angry on me and I don't know the reason. I called her many times after she went out of my cabin angrily but she rejected everytime. So to pacify her I brought her a new soft toy and her favourite chocolate.

     She is not in living room nor in Kitchen. Our room's door was closed. That means she is really very angry on me. She always locks her inside our room when she is angry on me and doesn't let me to come inside. Then I have to pacify her standing outside of room. If she forgive me for my mistake ( most of the time like 90% time I don't have any fault ) she let me come inside or else I have to sleep on sofa in living room.

     I only slept 2 times on sofa, once when I promised her to take movie but I got a emergency case and I couldn't fullfil my promise and second time when I complimented one of my colleague. Avni thought I was flirting with her but in reality she was flirting with me. We were in a party and she asked me how she was looking  and I had to compliment her. Avni heard that and took it in a wrong way.

     She doesn't like when I praise or compliment any other girl in front of her. She can't understand that if we praise or compliment anyone that doesn't mean you love that person or person is more important to us. If we like anything that doesn't mean we love that. There is a huge difference between like and love. I love her and no one can take her place in my heart nor in my life.

     I took a deep breath and knocked the door taking God's name.

" Princess " I called her knocking on door. I didn't get any response from her. " baby please open the door " I again called her.

" Why " She asked from inside.

" I want to come inside " I replied.

" Why you want to come inside ? Do you need anything ? " She again asked.

" Um...I..I need to use washroom " I said biting my nails.

" There is another washroom in this house you can use that " she said. I frowned. Now ?

" But my clothes " she didn't reply. I waited for 2 mins and then she opened the open. My idea always works.

" Now don't disturb me " she said after throwing my clothes on my face. She closed the door on my face.

                                    *

     After making dinner I again came to called her. She again denied saying she was not hungry. Why she is so stubborn ?

     Now there is only one way to go inside and that is balcony. I sighed.

    I climbed through the pipes and came to my balcony. Thank God I'm a trained police officer or else it would be difficult for me to pacify her.

     As usual the door of balcony was open so I came inside silently. She was  laying on bed holding her teddy. She was saying something to her teddy. She was  laying facing other side and I was on her back side. I silently sat on floor near the bed to hear her.

" I won't talk with him. He took that Aunty's side " she said to her teddy. Ohh, so this is the matter. I frowned.

" I hate that Aunty. She is such a bitch. I really wanna kick on her ass so hard that she can't sit for weeks " she said making me shocked. Since when she started using such words.

    My innocent Avni is not more so innocent. I have to do something otherwise she will be spoiled. Being little naughty is acceptable but I wouldn't allow cursing. 

" Avni " I called her in a stern voice. She sat up with a jerk. I got up and she looked at me with horrified expression.

" How you came inside and when " She asked.

" Through balcony and when you were cursing " I said folding my arms over my chest. She bites her lips  nervously.

" I'm not talking to you " she said and turned other side. I sighed.

      I sat on bed and pulled her to my lap. She was not looking at me. Her eyes were fixed on her hand. I lifted her head by her chin. She looked at me.

" Do you really think I took her side " I asked her. She didn't reply but then nodded her head.

" Avni, I was realising you your mistake. I was not taking her side. Both are different things and why would I take her side. She is nothing to me but you are. If you are doing something wrong it's my responsibility to guide you " I stated.

" But I don't like when you takes anyone's side in front of me or praise them " she said angrily.

" Why " I asked. I know she feels jealous and insecure but how will I fix it if she wouldn't share her feelings with me.

" I don't know but I don't like that " she herself don't know her feelings.

" And you know that very well but you do that intentionally to hurt me " she said with moist eyes.

" What nonsense Avni...I never did anything intentionally to hurt you "  I said. I never can think of hurting her.

" Yes, you did. You got a new friend na and now she is more important to you than me. That day too you wanted to go when she joined but I stopped you forcefully. I'm really very sorry for that and for today too. I disturbed to both by coming in your ' working hours ' " what is she saying ? My head is literally spinning after hearing her. She hurted me very badly today. How can she thinks like that ?

" Avni, I had female friends or colleagues and will have in feature but they can't take your place in my life. You are different from them. Why you even compare them with you ? Do I ever compare you with them ? Then why you ? You yourself know what you are for me, what you matter for me, what place you have in my life but still you feels insecure for no reason. Why Avni ? "

    I bursted out all my frustrations. I'm angry, frustrated, hurt and what not. She was silently listening me. She didn't outer a word after that.

" Fine, if you thinks like that about me. I can't change that. " I said when I didn't get any response from her. " I didn't expect this from you. You hurted me today, Avni. You gets angry on me without any reason but still I pacify you. Today too I came here to pacify you as I can't stay away from you or see you upset with me but not more. I didn't do anything wrong and I won't come again to pacify you "

    I sat her on bed and got up to leave.  I'm feeling like punch something to vent out my anger. I never leave a chance to show my love for her. I always tries to make her feel special. Still she don't trust me enough.

     I took a step towards to leave but stopped when she held my hand and pulled me towards her such a way that we both fell on bed. I was top of her and she was hugging me. I tried to get up but she was holding me very tightly. I heard her mild sobs. I stopped struggling and stayed like that.

" I'm sorry " she said sobbing hiding her face in my crook of neck. I couldn't control and hugged her as I can't leave her in this condition. She is my first priority it's doesn't matter how hurt or angry I'm on her. If she need me I'm always there for her.

" You can do whatever you want to do. You can take anyone's side or anything you want to do but please don't leave me. I don't have anyone else besides you. I'm sorry I won't angry on you from next time. Please don't leave me. You are all I have " her words pricked my heart. I never ever think of leaving her.

     I changed our position, now she is over me. I sat up taking her on my lap. She was still holding me wrapping her hands around my neck. I unwrapped her hand and cupped her face.

" Jaan, you have every right on me. You can angry on me, shout on me, scold me, love me, everything. And one thing get inside your brain very clearly that I won't leave you ever not let you go anywhere " I said honestly looking into her eyes.

     She hugged me but didn't stop her sobs " I can't lose you " she said sniffling. " You are my everything and I can't live without you " 

" You won't, Avni. You will always find me beside you holding your hand "  I said holding her tightly.

" Promise " she said looking at me with lots of hope.

" Promise " I promised her. I wiped her tears stained face and kissed on her forehead.

" Jaan, why you feels so insecure ? Don't you trust me ? " I asked in disappointment.

" I trust you, Jaanu but you know na I don't like when you takes anyone's side or praise them in front of me " she pouts and looks down. I lifts her head up making her to look into my eyes.

" I know that princess and you should know one thing that you only matter to me. You shouldn't get effected by such things. You have a special place in my heart. You are only I have and I won't leave you ever "

     She was looking into my eyes without blinking and after I done saying my feelings she had a smile on her face. She kissed on my cheek and whispered " I love you " making my heart flutter. " I love you too " I whispered back kissing near her earlobe. This is called getting your life back. Without her I'm lifeless.

     I hope I would say the real meaning of my love for her soon and she too realise her real feeling for me.

" I have a gift for you but should I give you that or not " I said making her eyes widen.

" Yessss .... please I want my gift " she said bouncing on my lap.

" But I brought that gift for my cute little innocent good girl. Are you that one ? " I asked and she nodded immediately.

" I'm, jaanu. I'm your cute little innocent good girl " she said making an innocent face and batting her eyelashes.

" Do good girls curse using bad words, princess ? " Her eyes widen in shock. She bites her lips playing with her fingers.

" Okay, I won't do that again " she said but with crossed fingers. I frowned.

" What is this " I said showing her crossed fingers. She huffed and unfold her fingers.

" That bitch deserve much more " she murmured but I heard that.

" Princess " I glared at her. She give me a toothy smile. What I'll do with this girl.

" Princess, you know na good girls don't use those words and where you learnt it " I asked. " Did you hear from your friends " she shook her head negatively.

" Social media " she replied in a low voice. I have to check her all social media accounts today itself. I don't want my princess to get spoil or influence by social media.

" You are not allowed to use any social media application for next 1 week " I said making her shock.

" Nooo.... please don't do that. I won't use those words again.... I promise " she whined.

" Promise " she nodded unwillingly. 

" Okay...now can I get my gift " she pouts folding her arms over her chest. I pulled to my chest and held her face.

" Princess, I don't want you to spoil your cute little mouth. I want you to be stay as my cute sweet and innocent princess " I kissed her forehead.

" And a little bit naughty too " she said giggling.

" Your are not a little bit naughty you are too naughty, princess " I said tickling her.

" Jaanu please don't tickle " she fell on bed laughing and I kept on tickling her. She was rolling rolling on bed and trying to stop me. She was on edge of bed. She pushed me and fell on floor couldn't balancing herself.

" Ahhh..ouch " she started crying " jaanu " she said sniffling looking at me.

" I'm sorry princess " I took her to my arms and rubbed her back to calm down her. " Shhh... it's ok " she is not that weak to get hurt by falling from bed but still she is my princess and I can't see her tears in face, not even fake. She is doing this to get my attention and pamper by me and I don't have any problem. Honestly I love to pamper her. It feels so good to hold her in my arms. It's the best feeling in the world for me.

" Jaanu..my gift " she said still sniffling. I chuckled.

    I carried her to living room and sat on couch with her on my lap. I gave her a beg and she grinned widely. She took out the teddy immediately and her hugged that.

" A new teddy.... thank you Jaanu " she kissed on my cheek. I smiled. " Chocolates " she said suprisingly taking out the chocolate box. I nodded.

" But you can't have it now " I said taking the chocolate box from her. She pouted.

" Plissss " She said cutely. My cutie pie.

" After dinner princess " she huffed.

" Okay " she pouted but soon she forgot about chocolate and got busy with her new teddy.

                                    *

Avni

     I was so stupid. Jaanu loves me so much he won't leave me ever. I shouldn't behave so impulsive. But I understand now. I'm his only princess and his first priority. No one can took my place or replace me and I won't ever let that happen. He is my Jaanu. Only mine.

    I kissed on his cheek and hid my face on his chest. He tighten his grip around me in sleep. This is my place. I love being in his arms. It's feels so safe and peaceful. I love you Jaanu.

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