SO this poem is called "all the ways of forever" its for someone very special to me, 

I just want you to keep this poem in your heart, here goes

If a true blood bond is ever broken

Will death be in my sorrowful future. 

Will i stare into the abyss of eternal pain

Never to see true joy again

I give my all to make people happy

So much that the pain i take makes any other pain worse

I feel the blood dripping down my skin

As words like razor blades cut into it

But then i meet someone who changes all that

One who makes me wanna see true joy

I change my heart but then its wounds reopen

as those i love and care for abandon me

but you stay by my side through the night and the day

So even if im just a hollow shell of what i once was

ill know i at least had someone who cares