bisexual:

I know that you are out there!

Please come and talk,

To a girl who feels all alone,

A girl that feels so lost.

I am bisexual,

Yes, we exist.

I am not hiding that I am gay,

I am not a selfish human being.

I just another person,

All I want is love.

Man or woman I care not.

But I need to keep it hidden,

I need to keep myself safe.

I know I'm not accept by the human race.

I am according to some "a gay in denial"

To others I am just confused,

My 'decision' repulsive in all styles.

It wasn't my choice!

What can I tell you?

I live in an in between.

I only want love,

But it is too difficult for my reality.

So here I am,

Another bisexual.

But I can never be proud.

I am just am insecure sixteen year old,

Who can't see the beauty in herself.

I can't be proud when I hate my body,

When I know I don't belong.

When something that wasn't my choice is rejected,

When I can't be myself.

split heart:

At crossroads I am met

disguised behind a mask.

A gambler would bet

I shall not beat the task.

For I am torn in two

beaten to a point.

Not knowing what to do

my bones are aching joints.

Between the girl I love

and the man that I adore

.One graceful as a dove

the other never bores

.She sees into my eyes

my pain he does sympathize

.Beautiful she is a crystal

rugged he does hypnotize.

She is scared to be alone

he feels he is unknown.

Yet for her I am there

and for him I do care.

Would she laugh at me

and would he mock me so?

I am scared to wait and see

for really I don't know.

Truly, I'm losing my mind

hiding behind my mask.

Why is strength so hard to find

to walk to them and ask.

growing up:

Life is a struggle each and every

Growing up and going astray

Lost in a world of confusion

Where people can be bisexual, lesbian and gay

And because of that they get turned away

Growing up is rough

Because even after that it's still tough

Nothing will ever go exactly the way you want

Sometimes things won't actually be what you thought you saw or heard

People lie

People will hurt you

Don't care about your feelings

Won't kiss your boo boo when you scrape your knee

Leave you behind

After they tell you that they care about you

That you make them feel wanted

And then they just stop talking to you

And it all becomes clear

Clear that they never cared

Even when you were friends

They just didn't give a damn

Everyone has to grow up some day

This is my day

I finally realized that I am naive

That i fall too easily

The lesson I learned is that not everybody will care you want them to

I grew up a little today and i am growing up with each and everyday