(Warning : Contains Vulgar language)

Disclaimer

This one shot is a piece of fiction. The characters, events and places in the shot are extremely fictional. This shot has nothing to do with the personal life of the lead casts.

Conroe, Texas

A royal magnificent BMW car stopped in front of the Conroe university. A young lady stepped out of the car wearing a pencil mini skirt paired with a crop top. She had a sling bag on her shoulders and some books on her hand. She had her high heels on. Her eyes were kholed and she had rosy lips and silky hair. She had metals rings on her fingers.

Sivaangi closed the door of the bmw car. She flipped her hair and walked inside the university with a swag chewing a bubble gum. Her eyes looked fierce. The guys mocked her, Although they drooled over her, they hated her for her attitude.

"Oii sexy?" A guy called her.

She just raised her middle finger at that guy without even looking at him.

She walked through the road when a red open car entered the university. Ashwin looked dashing as always making all girls drool over him. He drove the car near Sivaangi almost hitting her. She flinched when he howled

"Oii Catface!!"

He laughed at her and drove away.

"Fuck you Ashwinnn" she yelled making him look back and chuckle at her.

She scoffed annoyingly and stomped her feet. She walked to her classroom muttering profanities. She settled in her seat in the last row and arranged her things.

"Hey Catface?" Florence, a classmate of her stood in front of her.

Sivaangi rolled her eyes.

"Look Flo, Sivaangi! Thats my name"

"But we love to call you Catface darling"

"What do you want now?"

"Hmm would you please lend me your book?"

"For what?"

"For notes"

"I don't have notes"

Florence rolled her eyes.

"I shouldn't have expected" she said and moved away.

Sivaangi arranged her things and played with a book. A guy turned to her and looked at her. She looked at him and raised her eyebrows. He winked at her. She rolled her eyes and raised her middle finger. The guy turned back. The proffesor Mr. Scott entered the class and eyed Sivaangi who was sitting uninterested playing with the pen.

"Miss Kumar?" Mr. Scott called her.

She stood up from her place and stared him.

"Are you done with your assignment?"

She didnt reply but looked here and there.

"Answer me Miss Kumar"

"No Sir"

"Get out"

She took her things and walked out of the class without sparing a glance.

She walked to the backside of the toilet. She leaned back to the wall. She took a ciggarette out of her bag and kept it between her rosy lips. She was about to lit when someone snatched it from her lips. She tilted her head and saw Ashwin standing there with an annoying smile. She scoffed

"Smoking is injurious to health Catface"

Sivaangi rolled her eyes.

"As if you dont smoke"

"Naan onnum unna mathiri smoke panna maten catface" he said in his american accent.

"Apdi koopdatha"

"Apdi thaan koopduven.. Catface, catface, catface, catface, catface"

"Ughhh" she stomped her feet and walked away and he followed her.

"By the way.. Why are you out Catface?"

"Veliya thallitanga pothuma?"

"Athaane pathen" he suppressed his laughter.

She glared him.

"Che.. Unkitta pesave pudikala poda"

Ashwin danced mentally as he succesfully annoyed her.

"Hey hey Catface nillu"

"Enna venum unak?"

"Saturday en veetla party.. U should come"

"Yen ellar munnadiyum asinga padutha ethavuth plan vechurkiya?"

"Che.. Ithe yosikama vuttome.. Anyways thank you for the idea catface"

Sivaangi rolled her eyes.

"Naan varamaten"

"Apdilam solla koodathu... Enak intha college laye therinja ore oru tamilan... Nee illama epdi?"

"Enna kadup ethama irukka mudiyathula unakk?"

"Unna kadup ethama iruntha annaik naan sethuten nu artham Catface"

"Oho.. Apo sethuru"

Ashwin gasped and placed his palms on his mouth.

"Adipavi.. Aayiram than enemy ah irunthalum.. Sethura solviya"

"Enak nee uyiroda irukratha vida.. Naan nimmathiya irukrathu thaan mukyam you dickhead"

"Oho... Anyways you should come for the party"

"Naan varamaten....PERIODT"

"Ohh come on yaar... Collegelaye hot and populara aana the great Sivaangi Kumar.. No no.... Catface varalana epdi"

"I would rather go to a begger's place than yours.."

Ashwin shrugged

"Okay.. Your wish... Miss CATFACE"

Sivaangi scoffed annoyingly and looked behind him. She saw a girl sitting a little far and drooling over him. She smirked and called for the girl.

"Heyy Angela?"

Ashwin turned behind and frowned confusingly while angela walked to them, her gaze fixed on him.

"Did you just call me Catface" she said looking Ashwin seductively twirling her hair strand.

Ashwin chuckled nervously at her.

"Yeah Angela, actually Ashwin wanted to talk to you.. But he didn't know how to approach you.. So i just helped him"

Ashwin stared sivaangi with wide eyes while Angela raised her eyebrows impressively.

"Ohh is it handsome?" Angela touched his shoulders.

Ashwin again chuckled nervously and removed himself from her hold making sivaangi snort and ashwin glare her.

"Okay guys..i will take my leave.. Have a nice day" she walked away leaving him to Angela.

Ashwin looked ahead at her disappearing figure. She turned back and winked at him making him huff.

'Sucker' he thought and looked back at Angela.

"Umm.. Angela.. Why dont we meet later... I got some stuff to do...Bye"

He ran away while Angela sighed.

Sivaangi laughed at him running.

Girls! Ashwin the great's only weakness. Ashwin had a lot of friends as girls but girlfriend? Nah! Ashwin never goes with something casual.

Casual date, casual hang outs, casual relationship, casual sex. Nothing!

Many girls have approached him in all these ways but Ashwin just ran away from them. He knew having a casual relationship was much easier than getting into a life long commitment. But he hated being casual. Thus Ashwin became the only virgin in the college. He hasn't even kissed a girl. But girls never stopped trying for him. He used to run away from girls who approached him for casual things and yeah here he is running away ofcourse cursing the catface who made him run.

Ashwin was an american born and brought up tamil guy. His parents were settled in America after they got married. He learned tamil with the help of his grandmother. He could speak tamil but in an american accent.

He was the apple of the eye for the whole college. He was sweet and nice to everyone. Every girls and boys liked him. Some girls loved his sweet nature, some loved his money while some loved his looks.

But there is an exception for this whole thing about Ashwin. It is none other than Sivaangi.

If the whole college loved Ashwin, the whole college hated Sivaangi. She had this attitude which made every people in the college hate her. Sivaangi didn't actually care about it. She dont care about anything precisely. The bullies, the hatred, the proffesors, the headteacher nothing. Its like she comes to college just because someone is forcing her but not. She has never shown her vulnerable side. They have wondered if she had a heart. She was fierce and rude.

Sivaangi never liked Ashwin as he was so celebrated in the college and as he had this annoying nature.

Ashwin loved to sing, play guitar, dance, skate, drive, and above all he loved to annoy Sivaangi. He cannot sleep without annoying her.

Next day Sivaangi was arranging her lunch in the table. Two girls came with their lunch and frowned seeing the tables full. They rolled their eyes as they saw the only two left seats was beside Sivaangi. Their walked to the table and sat beside her.

"Heyy Catface.. Looks like you got a boring lunch" one girl said looking at her eating a simple sandwich.

"Dont poke your nose into my things Ruby" Sivaangi said in a cold voice.

"Ruby you know her right? She is a bitch" The other girl said.

"Forget it Alice! Will you be at Ashwin's saturday?" Ruby asked to Alice.

"Ohh yes! I am so excited"

"Will you catface?" Ruby asked.

"Oh come on Ruby. Do you think Ashwin would invite this bitch?" Alice said making her face into a disgusting one.

"Oh thats right" Ruby said and they laughed while Sivaangi closed her eyes calming herself. That definitely irked her ego.

'I will show you girls' she thought and walked away while the boys drooled over her.

The girl rolled their eyes at them. Eventhough the whole college hated for her attitude, most of the girls hated her as she looked so hot,sexy and attractive. The fact that boys drooling over her only because of her appearance made their stomachs burn.

"Miss Catface?" Ashwin jogged along her.

"Yes dickhead?"

"You are coming for the party right?"

"What if i say yes?"

"Cool.. Wear black"

"For what? Is that your funeral saturday?"

"Haha.. Very funny...Its a colour code catface."

"I see"

"Eww whats that on your thighs?"

"What?" Sivaangi frowned and looked down.

"Oh my god its a spider!" Ashwin said and sivaangi flinched and screamed making him laugh out loud.

She mentally facepalmed and glared him.

"You bloody asshole" she started beating his arms in complete annoyance while he continued laughing.

"Ughh stop laughing you dipstick"She yelled.

"Mudiyathu" He shook his head and laughed loud much to her annoyance.

"Olivia??" She called looking behind him and Ashwin ran away making her chuckle.

It was Saturday, Sivaangi got ready in a black sleeveless v-cut bodycon dress that reached her mid thighs. It hugged her body tightly showing her curves. She wore a black high heels. She left her hair loose and applied minimal makeup. She wore a pair of metal danglers. She took her sling bag started to Ashwin's place.

She entered the gate. Many guys and girls were smoking and chatting with a cup of glass in their hands. She entered inside his house. The house was filled with purple lights giving a party vibe. Some music was being played. Some were kissing and making out. Some were playing cards. Some were dancing and some were drinking. She smirked at Ruby and Alice who were looking at her with open mouth.

"You came for an uninvited party catface?" Ruby said and they laughed.

Sivaangi just stared them in a scornful way when Ashwin barged in between them.

"Heyy catface.. You are here? I thought you wont be coming... that too in black" Ashwin said.

"Ashwin you invited her?" Ruby asked.

"Yes Ruby"

Ruby and Alice scoffed and walked away.

"Ponga dii porambokugala" she said and walked away while Ashwin stood confused as if why she was cursing them.

Sivaangi settled on a seat with a glass of Tequila when Peter came beside her.

"Heyy Catface? You look soo fucking gorgeous baby"

"Peter.. I know i am gorgeous and dont baby me" she said in her as usual rude tone.

"Cool.. How about we both hanging out later tonight at my place.. We'll have fun" he said in a mischievous tone winking at her.

Sivaangi smiled in a mocking way.

"Peter your little cock is not worth to fuck me okay?"

Peter's face changed into a annoyed one.

"You know what catface? You are such a dick" he said.

"Thank you" she smiled mockingly while he walked away rolling his eyes.

"Son of a bitch" she muttered as he left.

"Lets play" Ashwin said playing with a bottle.

He placed the bottle in the high round table and some girls and boys stood around the table.

Sivaangi was staring them with her tequila shot in her hand. Ashwin looked up at her.

"Heyy Catface.. Come and join" he said.

'Etho plan pannitan paiyapula' she thought.

"Ash.. Dont let this bitch ruin our game" a girl said.

Sivaangi gulped the shot in a go and walked to the table.

"I am in" she said standing opposite to Ashwin.

They spinned the bottle and played truth or dare. When it was the 4th round, the bottle stopped between Ashwin and Sivaangi.

"Truth or Dare?" She asked.

"Dare" he said.

'Ipo epdi asinga paduthran nu paaru da bodysoda' she thought and smirked.

"Kiss a girl here" she said and all others gasped.

Ashwin stood baffled while Sivaangi smirked. Sivaangi knew that never in his life ashwin would kiss a random girl. So she wanted him to quit the game and admit his defeat.

"Kiss a girl or Admit your defeat" she said.

Ashwin looked around and all the girls were looking him expectingly. Ashwin gulped a glass of vodka and walked around the table and stood before her.

"Mudiyathu nu othuko" she said and he sighed.

He looked down at her and crashed his lips on hers making everyone gasp loudly. Her eyes widened. His one hand moved to her neck and other moved to her waist. He sucked her upper lips and her hands automatically moved to his hair. Her mind warned to push him but her heart melted in his kiss. She kissed him back. Everyone in the hall looked each other as the duo who always fight were kissing each other hungrily. She leaned back to the table due to his force. He wasn't an expert in kissing, but he kissed her as if he was used to it everyday. She moaned when his hands moved to her bare thighs and caressed there. Their tongues swirled inside each others mouth. Without even her knowledge, she enjoyed the kiss. He pulled back when their lungs begged for air.

Ashwin looked into her eyes for sometime as they breathed heavily. Sivaangi came out of her trance to reality and looked him in a shock mixed confused face.

"Dare accomplished" he said and gulped a bottle of vodka from the table and walked away.

Sivaangi wanted to process everything just happened. She moved to a room upstairs ignoring the shocked faces in the hall. She sat in the toilet and thought about his sudden action.

'Why did he kiss me? Why did he even kiss a girl? Ashwin would never do that! The man who runs away from girls, kissed a girl today.. What happened to him? Why did i kiss him back? Why didn't i push him? Why did i feel happy? Why did i enjoy it? Why do i feel like i want that more? Ughhh this is soo confusing' she clutched her hair.

On the other side, the girls and boys sat round and started discussing about the kiss.

"What the hell just happened here?" Irene, a girl asked.

"Ashwin kissed the Catface? Wierd!" Millie said.

"Yeah I thought they were enemies! Oh god My whole life is a lie" Ruby exclaimed.

"They are enemies ruby" Alice said rolling her eyes.

"Then Why did he even kiss the catface?" Ruby asked.

"Ruby, whether you accept it or not, Catface is hot and sexy" Mike said shrugging.

"I agree, She is hot. But how can you kiss a person whom you hate? Peter is handsome but Ancy hates him. Will you ever kiss him Ancy?" Ruby asked.

"I would rather jump off the cliff than kissing that arsehole" Ancy said.

"See.." Ruby said.

"Guys, screw the catface, Ashwin kissed a girl!!!!" Jackson exclaimed.

"Yeah he wont kiss a random girl guys! Its probably his first kiss" Aimee said.

Ashwin came in between them with a bottle of alcohol. He was fully drunk.

"Heyy guyss" he said chugging the alcohol.

"Ashwin you kissed a girl?" Ancy asked.

Ashwin foolishly grinned.

"And that too the CATFACE?" Ruby asked.

"Its probably your first kiss Ash" Aimee said.

"Yes aimee.. It was my first kiss and it felt soooo fucking good" he said in a drunken way.

"Ashwin why did you kiss her?" Alice asked.

"I was supposed to do so.. I was asked to kiss" he said innocently.

"You would have kissed any girl.. Why did you kiss her?" Ruby asked.

"Uhmm.. I will be back" he said and moved away making the other scoff.

Sivaangi composed herself. She looked herself in the mirror and sighed. She moved out of the bathroom and was about to open the room door when Ashwin barged in completely drunk with a bottle in his hands.

"Hi Catface"

"Ashwin thallu"

He shook his head and locked the door behind making her gasp. He chugged the remaining alcohol in the bottle and threw it away.

"Ashwin Why did you do that?"

"What?" He looked the bottle that was lying in the drugget.

"Pch.. I mean Why did you kiss me?"

"Nee thane sonna"

"Ashwin nee ipdi lam panra aal illa nu enak theriyum.. Why did you do that?"

Ashwin walked closer to her making her walk back. She hit the wall and he trapped her keeping his hands on her either sides and looked her intensely. His intense gaze did something to her.

"I dont know.. Enak apdi thonuchu..To kiss you...It felt soo good catface and i feel like i want it more" he said in a base voice making her breathing abnormal.

He grazed his lips on her jawline, chin cheeks and neck making her close her eyes.

"Ashwin stop it.. You are not in your sense.. Nee regret pannuva"

He pulled back and looked her.

"I will never regret this catface" saying that he kissed her without any warning. She widened her eyes but as usual her heart gave in, she kissed him back by stroking his trimmed beard. His hands caressed her curves making her moan. He pulled back and threw her on the bed. He hovered over her and grazed his lips all over her neck. She moaned his name when his hands caressed her bare thighs. He groaned and kissed her again. She was losing herself in his touches.

The land phone rang loudly making her come back to sense. She pulled back from the kiss and panted.

"Please" he said and tried to kiss her again but she cupped his face and stopped.

"Ashwin you hate me.... You cant do this... You will regret when you get back your fucking sense" she had tears.

"I dont hate you catface" he said and kissed her again.

She pulled him back and stared him

"What?" She asked.

"Yeah I dont hate you.. I wanted to do this to you long ago... Let me do please"

He sucked her lips again and she pulled him back again.

"What do you mean Ashwin?"

"I mean.. I uh.. I want to kiss you.. Hug you.. Cuddle with you.. Make love to you...Catface" he said in a drunken way.

"What the fucking hell.. Why do you feel like having sex with me?"

"Its because.. I uh.. I.." he laid on her and snuggled into her neck and passed out.

Sivaangi sighed and made him lie on the bed. She covered him with the duvet. She took her things and moved out of the house. All of their eyes were on her. She sat on the bmw car and drove to her house. Tears filled her eyes.

Sivaangi was an orphan in India. She was adopted by a wealthy single woman and was brought to Texas when she was 4 years old. She was a tamil lady and therefore sivaangi learned tamil. Her mom died out of cancer when she was 10 years old and she turned into an orphan again. Her mom's relatives in India hated her as she transfered all her wealth to Sivaangi.

She was bullied badly for being an orphan when she went to school. She used to cry everyday in the dormitory. The few friends she had who meant the world for her cornered her and left her. She felt heartbroken. She couldn't care any person. Every single person she cared about left her. Her mom, her friends everyone. She felt unlucky. She believed that she never deserved love.

She was so fragile and she didn't know how many times her fragile heart has broken. When she reached her high school, she decided to be bold and she put on this rude attitude. Everyone hated her for her attitude but she never cared and never got bullied. She felt it easy. Being rude, not caring about any shit was easier. Eventhough somewhere in her heart she yearned for love and care. She warned herself that she never deserved it and should not crave for it. She made her heart into a rock that breaking it was very hard.

But everything went upside down when she met Ashwin. Somewhere in her heart she fell for his warm and calm nature unknowingly. She felt a soft corner fot him and that scared her. She didn't know what kind of feeling it was. He tried to be nice with her in the beginning unlike the others but she showed her as usual rude attitude to him fearing her poor heart that always skipped a beat when he came near. He started mocking her from then just like the others and she felt it more safe to save her heart from another heart break.

With numerous thoughts, she laid on her bed. She closed her eyes. Their intimate moment and his love filled eyes splashed on her mind making her jerk and sit up on the bed. A lone tear escaped her eyes recalling his words.

Next monday, Sivaangi went to college in a short bora dress. During the break, She went to smoke when Ashwin appeared before her from nowhere. She avoided him and walked ahead but he jogged behind her.

"Heyy Catface????"

"What do you want?"

Ashwin stood before her with his hands on his pockets. He was trying to say something and Sivaangi guessed he was about to ask sorry if at all he remembered the last night happenings.

"Shall we.. Um.. Hang out later?" He asked.

"Wait.. What?"

"You heard that"

"Ashwin do you even remember what happened that night?"

"Yeah! I am not an amnesia patient"

"But you were drunk" she said rolling her eyes.

"Alcohol doesnt affect my memory"

"Whatever... So you remember everything?"

"Yeah"

"Everything you said?"

"Yes and i meant it"

"What the fuck? It cant be Ashwin! You hate me"

"No... No... Thats not right... "

"Yes you hate me.. Everybody hates me"

"I dont hate you Sivaangi... I just pretend"

"Pretend?"

"Yeah.. I wanted to be so nice with you sivu..I wanted to spend time with you.."

"But why?.. No body wants to be nice with me"

"I do.. I love this bitch attitude of yours.. I admire it... I tried to be nice with you.. But you never talked to someone being nice.. So I started annoying you.. Just to talk with you... I dont hate you catface.. I pretend like hating you just like you pretend like hating me"

"I dont pretend like hating you.. I hate you"

"No you dont mean it. I know"

"Ashwin just stop this ok? I dont want anybody to be nice with me. It is scary"

"I know.. I know why its scary for you catface. You are afraid of losing people"

"Yeah you are right! I lose people who I love and care. Everybody leaves me.But I am not afraid! I am being cautious. I am sure that people will leave me one or the other day so I am saving my heart from a heart break"

Ashwin stared her for some time and left a huge breath.

"Sivaangi... Your mom! She loved you so much.. She cared for you.. She didnt want to leave you"

"But she left"

"Thats not her fault sivaangi"

Yeah he was right. She never wanted to leave Sivaangi but she had to. It wasn't her fault.

"Nobody who loved you left you purposefully"

"What about my real parents? What about my friends?" She asked as tears flowed down her eyes.

"They didn't love you.. And so they left you.."

Sivaangi's breath hitched as realisation hit her.

"Sivaangi.. Nobody hates you.. Its just your perspective... Have you ever smiled at anyone.. Here?"

She shook her head.

"Have you ever talked nice to anyone?"

She again shook her head.

"Try it! You will see a different environment around you"

He walked away leaving a baffled sivaangi.

Sivaangi washed her face and stared herself in the mirror. She sighed and walked to Mr. Scott's staffroom. Ruby, Ancy and Alice were walking opposite to her in the corridor. Sivaangi smiled warmly at them and walked past them making the trio stand rooted to the ground.

"What the fuck just happened now?" Ancy said.

"Catface knows to smile?" Ruby asked.

Sivaangi looked back and saw them looking at her astonished. She smiled internally and walked ahead. She saw Florence sitting by the steps sketching something aesthetic in her book.

"Hey Flo, thats amazing" she said and smiled at her.

"Did you just compliment me catface?"

"Yes flo" she again smiled at her and walked away.

"Wierd" florence muttered with her eyebrows raised totally flabbergasted.

Sivaangi knocked Mr. Scott's room.

"Excuse me sir?"

"Yes" he looked up and saw her in the door step.

"Miss Kumar? Come in"

She nodded and sat inside.

"What brings you here Miss Kumar?"

She took out the assignment from her bag and kept it on the table.

"I.. Uh.. Mm.. I am done with the assignment"

"Ohh" he raised his eyebrows impressively "as soon! I thought you are never going to submit this"

Sivaangi smiled.

"That smile looks good on you" he said.

"Thank you sir" she said and left the room.

It was lunch break, Ruby, Alice, Jackson, Mike and Ancy were sitting in a table and eating their lunch when Nancy rushed to their table with her food.

"Guysss!!"

They all turned to Nancy.

"The catface just smiled at me" she exclaimed.

"Ohh" ruby, alice and ancy chorused.

"Aren't you guys surprised?" Nancy asked.

"Ohhh Nancy Drew she surprised us already in the morning" Ruby said.

"What are you guys talking about?" Jackson asked.

"Well, jack today a miracle happened.. That catface.. She smiled at us" Alice said.

"Yeah she even gave me a compliment for my artwork" Florence said from the adjacent table.

"Yea jack.. She is changing.. She is being normal" Ancy said.

"And thats wierd" Ruby said.

"Yeah may be the kiss is the reason?" Alice said.

"I dont know.. But she is being soo normal" Ancy said.

"Come on no way" Jackson said.

"You think that we are lying??" Alice asked.

"No.. I mean she might have smiled at you.. But she is definitely not changing" he said.

"Ok let's see" Ancy looked around and saw Sivaangi coming with her food.

"Heyy catface" ancy waved at her.

Sivaangi looked around and saw ancy waving at her. She walked to her.

"Yes Ancy?"

"Umm would you like to sit with us for lunch?" Ancy asked.

Sivaangi looked everyone who were smiling at her. She felt a positive vibe. She was feeling this positive vibe right from the moment she smiled at the old lady in the neighbour hood morning. When ashwin told her that if she smiled the environment around her would change, she definitely wanted to know how it would change. And it indeed changed. She was amazed by the fact that her smile could bring such a positive vibe.

"Yeah cool!" She smiled at them and sat beside Ruby.

The others looked each other smiling while Jackson's jaw dropped. Sivaangi opened her lunch and had a bite of her sandwich.

"Hey, if you dont mind, shall i ask you something?" Ruby asked Sivaangi.

"Yes"

"Umm.. Why do you eat this simple lunch? We have heard that you are rich.. You even own a bmw.. But you are so simple.. Your dressings, your house, your lunch...except for the bmw you are so simple"

Sivaangi went silent for a minute.

"I am sorry did i ask something wrong?" Ruby asked.

"No..um.. Well, Its not mine...The wealth, the bmw.. Its not mine.. Its my mom's... It doesnt belong to me.. I dont deserve it.. It belongs to her relatives in india.. I dont want to use it lavishly... I want to be independent by getting a job and return all these back to them"

"Umm.. Who was there by your mom's side when she was on her death bed?" Nancy asked.

"Relatives?" Ancy asked.

Sivaangi shook her head "No they actually didn't care about her.. When she was affected by cancer"

"Oh.. So they didn't care about your mom but they care about her wealth?" Alice asked.

"Catface, why do you think that you don't deserve the wealth?" Jackson asked.

"I am not blood related to her" she said.

"Oh Come on catface, you really cared about your mom and you were the only one who was with her when she was in the death bed.. You fucking deserve it... Not some relatives who never cared whether your mom existed..You got that?" Ruby said.

Sivaangi nodded smiling at her.

Ashwin watched her from afar and smiled.

Next day, Sivaangi was walking to the library. Camillus was standing by the corridor reading a book. He looked up at her and gazed back to the book.

"Hey Camy, nice jacket dude" she said walking past him.

'Holy shit' he whispered with wide eyes. He tilted his head and saw her smiling at him.

"Thank you catface" he said.

Sivaangi walked ahead to the library when Ashwin jogged along with her.

"Hey" he said.

She rolled her eyes and walked faster. He too walked faster along with her.

"Hey catface.. I have booked 2 movie tickets for us... Cool right?" He said.

"Not cool"

"Why... It would be fun.. We will hang out later at my place"

"Ashwin i know you are trying to get me into your pants"

"What? No.. I mean.. Yeah..I would love to...But only after marriage"

"Marriage? You are talking like a typical Indian girl"

"I am an indian.. You are an indian"

"Well i am not going to marry you.. I am not going to marry anyone"

"Oh come on.. It would be so nice to marry.. Yosich paru.. You and I getting married, living under the same roof, cooking together, cleaning together, watching movies cuddling, fighting over silly things and end up kissing, sleeping together, making love, having kids.. How dreamy" he said looking the sky dreamily.

Sivaangi imagined all these in her mind and blushed but soon covered it with a glare.

"In your dreams Ash" she said walking away blushing hardly.

Everything changed, She started talking to her colleagues in a normal way. She got friends. Haha! Thats cool right? Everybody teased her with Ashwin which she actually enjoyed by inside but pretended like getting annoyed and irritated outside.

Ashwin too never stopped teasing and trying to impress her. From the day when he met her in the high school, he was head over heels in love with her. He loved her attitude, he knew that there was a beautiful broken sivaangi inside this rude catface. He wanted to give all love to her. She deserved the whole world and he wanted to give that to her. Pretending like hating her was also fun. He enjoyed when she got annoyed. But if somebody would have dared to hurt her he would definetely punch their nose. No matter what!

One day, Ashwin appeared before her with a foolish grin.

"Enna?" She asked.

"I have brought you something"

"Ennathu?"

"Tan ta dan" he showed a box which had a cute kitten.

Her face brightened and she smiled cooing it.

"Heyy...Cute uh" she cooed.

"Yeah... Just like you catface" he said.

Sivaangi glared him.

"I mean its cute like you" he said and a corner of sivaangi 's lips curved.

"Ok this cutie is our first baby okay?" Ashwin said pointing the kitten

She snatched the box from him and walked away cursing "dickhead".

She caressed the kitten sitting on her bed at night.

"Unak enna peru vekkalam?" She thought.

Suddenly a conversation with Ashwin striked her mind.

Sivaangi was writing her notes sitting on a bench in the garden when Ashwin sat beside her.

"Hey.. Whats up?" He chirped.

"What do you want?"

"A kiss?"

Sivaangi rolled her eyes

"Enna da un prechana?"

"Hihi"

"Sirikatha"

Ashwin chuckled and saw a couple kissing under a purple umbrella. His eyes caught the umbrella.

"Hey catface, purple is your favorite colour right?"

"Yeah"

"Ok fixed"

"Fix what?"

"I was wondering what we would name our first baby... Now i got it.. We will name her purple if she is a girl" he said.

Sivaangi fake glared him and started hitting his shoulders with her book.

She blushed at that memory and looked at the kitten.

"Ok i am going to call you purple"

The kitten just looked at her.

"Good night purple" she kissed the kitten and laid on the bed.

Next day, Sivaangi went to college. But she never met Ashwin that day. He was absent. She missed him badly and wondered why he was absent.

'Why do i miss him? No Sivaangi.. You should not miss him.. These feelings are dangerous' she warned her heart but it never listened. Her heart missed him like hell.

She went back and sat on the bed pouting at purple who was playing with a ball.

"Konjam aachum poruppu irukka?"

"Meowww" she complained.

"Unna illa da... Ungoppana sonnen"

"Meowww"

"Haiyoo ipo naa en ipdi ellam pesren" she face palmed.

"Should i call him baby?"

"Meow"

"No no no.. Why should i call him? Avan enna enak boyfriend ah.. Hmm naan ellam call panna maten"

"Meow"

"Apo message anupalama?.. Chi chi venda.. Ipo enna panrathu" she bit her nails and groaned.

Purple was looking at her with doe eyes. She took purple in her hands.

"Yen baby naan ipdi ellam feel panren? Intha feelings lam romba danger theriyuma? Naan paatuk sevane nu irunthen aana avan naduvula vanthu ellathayum mathitan.. Paaru ipo enak thookame varala" she pouted.

"Meowww"

"Ada podii"

The kitten smooched her making her giggle and kiss her head.

The next day she went to college but he was absent. She thought of asking to his classmates but didn't because if she did they may pull her legs. So she remained silent.

4 days passed, but Ashwin never appeared in college. He neither called nor messaged her. Somewhere she started panicking as she didn't had any idea where he was or what happened to him.

She was literally blabbering all her missings to purple at night. Dear purple, I feel pity for you.

5th day, Sivaangi thought of enquiring to Ruby.

"Ummm.. Ruby?"

"Yes catface?"

"Umm.. Uh.. I.. Uh.. Mm... I was wondering... Uh.. Amm"

Ruby was staring her wierdly.

"Why is Ashwin not present?" She asked.

"Why do you care catface?" She asked with a teasing smile.

"Ugh Forget it Ruby" she walked past her.

She felt frustrated. She went back home and sat on the bed rubbing her temples.
Tears filled her eyes.

"Meow" purple called her with its doe eyes.

"Purple babyy" she cooed her and kept on her lap.

"Meow"

"Enna baby ipdi konjam kooda poruppe illama irukkan ivan.. 5 days aachu.. Oru call illa msg illa... Daily night flirt panna mattum koopduvan.. But ipo ivlo naal aachu... Ennala mudila baby.. En mela irukra interest poyirkuma? Summa vilaytuk thaan pinnadi suthunana... Is he fed up of me.. I dont know.. I am out of my mind" she cried hugging purple.

Next day was a sunday, she went to shopping in a super market. There she saw Mrs, Collin, a psychologist who had worked with her mom.

"Hey Mrs Collin?"

"Hey Sivaangi.. Devi's daughter right?"

She nodded with a smile.

"Oh How are you dear?"

"I am fine Mrs Collin" she said with a fake smile but Mrs collin frowned at her.

"Can we talk Sivaangi?"

Sivaangi frowned at her for a brief second and then nodded.

They both settled in couch at Mrs Collin's house. She looked around the house while she forwarded a cup of hot chocolate.

"Now tell me whats bothering you dear?" Mrs Collin asked.

Sivaangi was startled for a second but she thought of seeking help from her.

"I dont know Mrs Collin, I was leading a simple life without any complication. Just me and nothing else. But then this guy came and turned everything upside down" baby tears formed her eyes.

"What do you feel about this guy?"

"I dont know, I met him when I was in my High school. He was cute, warm and very polite. He was really nice to me. I felt so warm around him. Somewhere in my heart i felt a soft corner for him and that scared me. I avoided him, I abused him. And you know what Mrs Collin, he started pretending like annoying and hating me just to talk to me! (Chuckles) Unbelievable right? He changed everything. He changed my perspective. He changed the whole world around me"

Mrs Collin listened keenfully.

"How is this guy bothering you?"

"He loves me. Loves me to the core"

"Do you love him?"

"I dont know... I can not accept him because I cant live without him after accepting him.. Its been Just 6 days since i met him but i feel like 6 years...... What if i lose him forever? I cant" she cried.

"Sivaangi why do you think that you would lose him?"

"Because it happens every single time... I lose my loved ones... I can't tolerate another heartbreak"

"Dear look at me...You have only one life Sivaangi.. Losing him is just a probability.. It may or may not happen.. You should not lose your happiness thinking of a probability... You know what.. You are a pure soul..You deserve this whole world.. So something good is waiting for you and maybe thats him... So stop overthinking and live the moment Sivaangi"

Sivaangi stared her with tear filled eyes for sometime and then nodded. Mrs collin hugged her and she hugged her back.

"Thank you Mrs Collin"

Mrs Collin just smiled at her.

Sivaangi left home and started thinking deeply what Mrs. Collins told.

'Kanna ulagathulaye perusu enna theriyuma? Un santhosham thaan.. Atha nee vittukudukave koodathu.. Innaiko naalaiko nu irukra vaazhkaila future ah nenachu bayapada koodathu.. Live the moment.. Unak antha nodiyila enna thonutho atha pannu.. Yen na adutha nodiyila nee uyiroda iruppiya nu entha guarantee yum kedaiyathu.. Seriya?'

Sivaangi's eyes blurred recalling her mother's advise that she gave when she was a little child. She decided to call him or visit him if she failed to find him the next day.

Next day Sivaangi opened her mom's wardrobe. She touched her clothes and smiled. She took a white churidhar amd hugged it. She freshened up and wore that churidhar. It was a full sleeve churidhar with a chudi bottom pant. She wore the white shawl and admired herself in the mirror. She went to College and everyone looked her amazed.

"Hey catface you look soo indian.." Mike said.

Sivaangi smiled at him and searched for Ashwin but failed to find him. She lost her cool. She went to the Principal's office.

"Excuse me sir?"

"Yes?"

"May I come in Sir?"

"Please"

"Sir, Ashwin Ramaiah, he has been absent for the whole week. May I know the reason"

"Ohh Ashwin! He is on his medical leave. He got cold"

"Ohh.. Thank you sir" she fake smiled and came out of the college.

She felt bad. She thought of going to his home after college.

She was waiting for a cab as her car was in service when Ashwin's red open car stopped in front of her.

She felt emotional and tears formed her eyes seeing his pale face but she soon wiped it and kept a straight face.

"Hey Catface missed me?"

"No.. Naan yen miss pannanum?" She shrugged.

He noticed her dress then.

"Heyy you look like a typical north indian girl babe"

"Yen nalla illaya?"

"Mann you look sooo gorgeous"

She blushed slighlty.

"Why are you waiting here? Where is your car"

"Its on service... I am waiting for a cab"

"Hop on.. I will drop you"

Ashwin thought she would refuse but to his surprise

"Okay" she said and sat on the passenger seat.

Ashwin grinned and started driving.

"Aprom.. How is our baby"

"Avaluk enna meow meow nu kathit irukka" she said casually making his eyes go wide.

Is she accepting me?

Sivaangi noticed that Ashwin was driving to a different route.

"En veedu antha pakkam irukku" she said.

"We are going to my home"

Sivaangi didnt say anything. She sat silently. After sometime she saw him driving ahead of his home.

"Hey Ash.. Stop the car.. Un veedu vanthachu"

"Intha veedu illa... My parents' home"

Sivaangi's eyes widened but before she could say anything he stopped the car in front of a home.

Ashwin got out of the car and walked to his house while Sivaangi followed him fidgeting her shawl. He stood before the door and rang the bell. He casually turned and saw her looking here and there.

"Nervous?" He asked.

"Why did you bring me here?"

"Ennod vaa veedu varaikum.. En veetai paaru ennai pudikum" he sang.

Sivaangi stared him in disbelief but he frowned when no one opened the door.

He started ringing the bell continously.

"Entha poramboku da athu bella ah adichunde irukrathu" an old lady ranted before opening the door.

Ashwin smiled at her while Sivaangi hid behind him.

"Yen da kaachal adikuthula.. Ozhunga veetla irukama en da ipdi veliya suthra" she ranted but frowned when she noticed a figure behind him.

"Yaaru da intha ponnu?"

"Paati ithu thaan Sivaangi"

Sivaangi smiled nervously at her.

Paati eyed her top to toe and smiled quite impressed by her looks.

"Sivaangi? Ulla vaa"

They both entered the house when Ashwin's mom came out hearing the bell.

"Ashwin... Who is this?" His mom asked with a smile.

"Mom.. This is Sivaangi.. "

"Ohh.. Tamil ah da kanna?" His mom asked and she nodded.

His mom caressed her hair affectionately making her feel overwhelmed. She looked at Ashwin who stood with his hands on his pocket and an adoring smile on his lips.

Ashwin's dad came downstairs and frowned seeing the new figure.

"Mythili?" His dad called his mom.

"Ennaga.. This is Sivaangi.. Sivaangi this is Ashwin's dad" His mom said.

"Hi uncle"

"Hi" he said.

"Dad, I guess you know her mom" Ashwin said.

Ashwin's dad furrowed his eyebrows at him.

"Dr. Devi Kumar" Ashwin said.

"Ohh, the shrink? " his dad asked to which he nodded.

"Hi ma, I used to go for consulting to your mom like 20 years ago"

"Ohh" Sivaangi smiled.

"Where is she now?" His dad asked and Sivaangi's face changed.

"Dad.."

"Its okay Ash... She passed away nine years ago uncle" She said.

"Ohh I am sorry ma"

"Its okay uncle"

His dad smiled. His mom and grandma dragged her with them and sat on either side of her. They started talking. His grandma often caressed her hair, cheeks affectionately. She liked the family vibe she got from there which she have never experienced in her life.

Sivaangi used to watch a lot of tamil movies which helped her improve her language skills. She always wondered what if she had a dad to support her, a mom to care for her, a brother or sister to fight with and suddenly her eyes well up and she stops imagining things.

They ate dinner together. She coughed in between and his dad patted her head immediately making her smile in tears. They all drifted to sleep while Ashwin moved to drop Sivaangi back home. He didn't her want to leave so soon.

"Sivu.. Will you wait for sometime.?"

"Why?"

"I will come after a bath?"

"Ok"

He went upstairs to take a bath while she roamed around his room checking his childhood photographs. She chuckled at his innocent face in the photos. She saw a balcony in his room and moved to it. She stood there looking at the beautiful lake which was located behind the house.

Ashwin came after having a bath wearing casuals. He noticed her standing in the balcony and moved to her. He stood beside her. She smiled slightly at him and gazed back to the lake.

"You are lucky" she said.

Ashwin frowned.

"You got a family.. Such a nice family.. You are lucky Ash" she said turning her body towards him.

"Yes I am...I would be more lucky if I get you" he said encircling his hands around her waist.

She chuckled "Why?"

"You are the most beautiful human I have ever seen Sivaangi.... In and out" he pulled her closer.

Her hands settled on his shoulders and her gaze fixed on his eyes. He stared her face taking in her features and sighed.

"You know what Catface? It takes every ounce of my self control when ever you come beside me. I dont know what you are doing to me. From the day when I saw you in high school, All my heart said is to be with you. I wanted to be with you but you never let me. If you let me just once.. I will be with you forever" he dashed his forehead on hers their nose touching.

She pulled back and removed herself from his hold.

"Lets go Ashwin"

She moved out while he sighed and followed her. The drive to her home was silent. He stopped the car infront of her house. She stepped out of the car and he kept looking her.

"Enna pakura.. Come in" she said walking inside.

He chuckled and moved inside her home. Purple was sleeping on its tiny bed in her room. She slowly knelt before him.

"Purple baby" she cooed softly.

Ashwin's eyes widened hearing the name and blushed.

"Meowww"

Ashwin slowly took purple in his hands.

"Hey baby did you miss daddy?" He asked.

"Meow"

"Yeah?"

"Meow"

Ashwin kissed its head. Purple touched his face with its feet.

"Baby how is your mommy? Is she torturing you?"

Sivaangi smacked his arms.

"Naan yen en baby ah torture panna poren? Illa baby?"

"The way you torture me with your beauty" he flirted.

Sivaangi rolled her eyes.

"Meow"

"You are soo lucky purple baby.. She is taking to you, sleeping with you, hugging you, kissing you... I feel jealous" he said.

"Shut up" she blushed.

"What? Thats the truth... Wait are you blushing?"

"No" she blushed more.

"Hey you are blushing" he kept purple down.

"Ashwin stop!"

"Oh my god catface is blushing" he exclaimed keeping purple back to its bed.

"Get lost" she ran to the kitchen hiding her blush.

He went behind her to the kitchen. She was trying to make a coffee for him. He slowly hugged her from behind. She didn't resist, she didn't push him but she just stayed still. She felt calm, she felt safe, she felt peaceful, she closed her eyes and enjoyed that peaceful feeling which was very rare in her whole life. He snuggled into her neck and they stayed like that for sometime. Sivaangi slowly turned to him and looked into his eyes. He leaned in and pecked her lips strongly.

"Good night Catface" he said and kissed her forehead lovingly before moving out.

Sivaangi laid back on the bed with purple.

"Do I deserve him baby?"

Purple groomed her face making her giggle and hug the kitten tightly.

It was Valentine's day, Sivaangi wore a red sleeveless satin bodycon dress which reached her knees. She let her hair loose, applied minimal make up and left to college. They had a ball in college as it was valentine's day. Everyone were dressed beautifully all set for the ball. Ashwin came dashing in a red jacket above white t shirt paired with a black jean. He was roaming around the hall where the ball was happening.

Sivaangi sat in a round table when Ashwin appeared before her.

"Hey, Catface shall we dance?" He lend his hands.

She pushed his hands away and walked to the stage. She asked the dj to switch off the song and grabbed a mike. She walked to the centre of the stage and everyone's gaze turned to her. Ashwin looked her confused while others looked each other. Sivaangi checked the mike and started speaking

"Ladies and gentlemen, My name is Sivaangi Kumar also known as.."

"Catface" someone screamed.

"Yeah Catface, Today is Valentine's day.... Valentine's day is all about love. I am here to talk about my love"

Everyone looked each other while Ashwin's eyebrows furrowed.

"When I was in my High school, I was an asshole.. I know that"

Crowd chuckled while she continued

"I met a guy there, he was so cute, so warm. He gave me a homemade white chocolate on the first day of school"

Ashwin smiled as he remembered that day.

"But for the asshole i was, I avoided him, Someone being so nice to me all of a sudden scared me.. So I abused him...but he never stopped loving me.. He joined the same college where i joined.. He loved annoying me... He pretended like hating me so that he can talk to me...Everytime He came beside me, my heart skipped a beat...but i never realised it was love... I never realised what love is.. But he made me realise... He changed everything.. Everything around me.. He changed my perspective...He changed my dark sky into a bright rainbow..His name is Ashwin Ramaiah"

The crowd cheered while Ashwin's eyes welled up and his throat strucked.

"Mr. Ashwin Ramaiah, Will you be my boyfriend?" She stepped out of the stage.

"Will you be my lover?" She took one step closer to him.

Ashwin chuckled in tears.

"Love of my life?" One more step closer.

"Soulmate?" one step more.

"Husband?" She stood in front of him.

"Father to our kids?"

Ashwin cried and hugged her tightly making her drop the mike and hug him back. He pulled back and kissed her whole face before kissing her lips. The crowd cheered and howled while he kissed her holding her waist as if no tomorrow. He pulled back when their lungs begged for air and touched his forehead with hers.

"I love you" she breathed.

"I love you too catface" he kissed her again.

The End💜

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