The car ride wasnt like their usual ride, it was different both were completely silent . Both were holding their hands for sure. Ashwin took her to the Auditorium in Coimbatore. She has come to this auditorium for concerts few times. She was quite confused , why he is taking her there she got some questions but she decided o be quiet. 

As they got down ashwin pulled her closer and wrapped his hands around her and took her inside to the stage. 

Ashwin why did bring me hear? asked her.

Sivaangi maa you know this place has played a major role in my life Ashwin starts.

You know that i am a pampered child , my life was mostly within my house no fun no adventure nothing right asked him.She nodded .

I saw my schoolmates and that is when i realised i have nothing in my life interesting. I felt as if i missed a great part of life. I also had wishes to mingle with but i was unable to communicate , i lost confidence in myself. That is when i came to know that neat dress gives us some confidence though i didnt have much costly dress but i made sure to make myself look stylish with the clothes i had , i started watching magazine, i used to see the magazine about men, desirable men contest i used to see how they are looking so confident . I started to learn about fashion a lot. 

In my college i was known as stylish star people used to come to me to talk, i will also try to talk but i was unable to talk above 5 mins to a person, i didnt even know to develop conversation. That is when my senior came to me in my first year and said you are the most stylish person in first year, so i wish you take part in ramp walk representing our college along with some other.

Ramp walk fashion was my favorite thing i agreed immediately, i started practising my fashion knowledge helped me a lot.

That was the first time i was walking in this stage, i was walking in the stage, i felt nervous but you know there came a sudden confidence i was wearing a torn black jean , with a black jacket and a brown hoodie. Holding the guitar around me, i was standing showing my back . I heard people shout that gave me such a feel,when i turned towards the crowd i got a style and swag within me all shouted , whistled . That gave me happiness which i didnt get in my entire life. After that i started acting in plays, dramas, and tried dancing also.

The happiness the claps and whistles gave was so overwhelming. I wanted to hear that for all my life time. When i used to act in plays in college people used to say i am a hero material. All these claps , words made me turn towards acting. I decided chose acting as my carrier sivaangi maa.

But i never knew that this path will be this much difficult. Each and every time when i feel dejected i used to go back to time and feel relive the moments in stage, each and every time when i was rejected the clap sounds i got hear made me to stick in my decision. These claps and some encouraging words from some people i met , made me stick to my decision. 

Above all this there was another one thing i earned for during those 7 years Sivaangi maa. That is love , affection.

I wanted somebody to believe in me, I wanted a person who will get excite when im happy at the same time who get just share my pain in my sorrow. 

I wanted a person to cheer me , Ashwin you can do this come on.

I wanted a shoulder and hand to hold in my weakness, and say its okay Ashwin you can do it.

That is when i thought that love , i believed in love and romance. I wanted this part in my life but when i wasnt able to fulfil my needs how can i fulfill other person needs. I just lost hope in love as people considered me as useless, failure. 

But deep down in my heart i wished to have a person who can love me unconditionally and i also wanted to love that person unconditionally.

I was longing for recognition and love for 7 years. It all changed for the last 4 years i got recognition . 

Its all because of only one person it was a little angle of 5.2 ft height said him, making sivaangi shiver as she was able to picturize the things going to happen. 

She came in hopping in front of me with a red rose in her hand, and gave it with a smile.

She believed me even she doesnt know anything about me. He took her and hands continued, she did heart chappathi for with her soft smalls hands. Sivaangi got smile.

She always stood by my side to support me, stood in front of me to save me from problems

She sang songs for me, she surprised me, she made me mingle with people.

She made me realize that im not only person in the world with problem, she found goodness in my flaws

She was my mother sometimes, sometimes she was my child.

She admired me, made me to admire her. She beared much negativity for me.

She stood by my side always. 

She gave me the love i was longing for in the past, she gave me so much love that it made me forget that i wanted a person in my life to love. But now i realized. 

I became selfish , i want to have this love all for me only for me, i want that person to be with me always.

Sivaangi Maa you make me feel home, i want you to make my house into a home.

I want you to be my sunshine in day and moonlight in night.

I cant promise you paradise but i will even make hell better for you. I cant promise that i will not disappoint you or i will not break your heart, but i can promise to be a glue to stick that broken pieces. 

I dont know that whether our love story will be like romeo juliet or laila majnu or any other popular love story. But i will make feel grateful to be born as women. 

Sivaangi maa wish to start my morning be seeing your face and end my day with you in arms.

This place has given my dream, opened a new chapter in life which is a part in my life. In this same place im asking you will be my love , i want to create another part in my life with you , you being only for me. I want you to be mother for my kids will you be there for me.

Sivaangi stood there rooted shocked surprised. This is the thing she always wanted for. This is the thing she earned for. Is this happening for real. 

The distance between them was killing her. Ashwin was nervous waiting for response

Ashwin!... she looked at his eyes and asked Will you wrap me within your arms and take me with you forever. 

Tears rolled down from his eyes and her eyes as well. He opened his arms and signaled her through his eyes to join him

Sivaangi jumped into him. He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her tightly in an attempt to pull her into him and keep her with him only for him .

I think the most beautiful thing you could ever experience is finding someone who wants you all.

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