I can't anymore. I'm knee-deep in depression. I feel like my life will leave my body at any moment.

So I'll stop for as long as it takes.

I missed just one week of classes, and now I have more than 10 assignments to finish up. And notes. Even the 'smaller' exams are ongoing so... I was already overwhelmed. And then I got bad results and now both my parents are treating me like an outsider... it's very rough.

I wish the great January I had would go on forever. But February has been a nightmare.

And it's been 4 days.

I'm so tired and I feel so... I don't even know. I don't know.