Hey there! I'm here to rant and I don't care about the questions anymore because mom's monitoring me now so I don't gotta do it myself.

Anyway, Chemistry tutor got fixed, the guy is too damn smart, calls all my learning so far superficial because his questions are so goddamn random and I don't know how to answer them and I hate him more than my Physics tutor (whom I also dislike) and he made me cry out in anger--

BUT.

My father was really understanding and he said my goal should be to extract all his knowledge and then throw results on his face so here we are.

Because I was planning to work hard on writing and publishing a book to throw on my father and mother's face so we have similar mindsets which rocks.

My dream is to become so similar to my father one day that he'd have identity crisis and wonder who's the real him. I can't wait for that day and sometimes I wish he wasn't so smart. Maybe I'll copy his thoughts instead.

[This random time after I ranted crying]

My dad: She can't live outside.

My mom: Why?

My dad: She gets worked up over the smallest of things! She cries so easily as well. We need to send her to hostel so she can learn how to deal with her problems because we can't always be there [...]

Me, in the bathroom where I can hear legit everything: throwing book on his face decision intensifies

So then we had the conversation where:

My dad: I got rejected twice by the same teacher, I left a prestigious university (which he didn't get the first try) since I didn't like the courses and people told me on my face that I couldn't handle it, I didn't even know English at your age, [...]

Me: finally starting to relate to this genius guy I'd known all my life

My dad: ...So I because a country-wide topper and that teacher came to MY hostel to take me in--

Me, annoyed: Of course, of course...

My dad: And that's how I threw my results on his face and rejected him like he had rejected me. You should do the same.

Me, with my plan of throwing my published book on his face one day: I totally think you're right.

Yeah, silly chapter, I'm in a pretty good mood right now. :)

Also, Wowaka (producer of Rolling Girl) passed away on 5th April, 2019 and I truly hope he is at peace because his songs pulled me through my darkest days. Thank you!