While talking of death is scary, I have been trapped in a stress loop. Since I was 14. When experimenting with drugs. Me and my brother and I were coming home on the bus.

A guy as we got off offered the bad of 20 shrooms. Magic variety he must have just picked them down south. And when we had them. We put them with ice cream and had 10 each. Overdosing we woke up and just went with the trip. For my brother, it was amazing colours and chilling. He was away in his room while I listened to music.

That's what saved me, as the colours and patterns doubled across my vision listing to infected mushroom the band. It was like seeing the music as patterns repeated. I suddenly felt like something was wrong, and I ran ras as far as I could, to my friend's realising halfway it was 2 am I ran back to Mum. In Carry Park Bunbury.

While the trip had set in and we ate the stem and all, it was a full-blown episode. From this I was feeling like I was dying or going to die, my brother told me to calm down and go inside, but I wanted to call the ambulance.

But i stayed there, in the lounge room, and tripped out so bad i thought i was dying each day for 16 years. To this day
Each year around the same time i end up in hospital feeling like there was somthinf wrong,  i was about to die the impending doom never left only in the mornig from 2am do i feel anxiety panic attacks and cant sleep.

The condition was hard to pin point, it tied into anxiety, and the deathly feeling was never going away, so when i was 19, my brother asked me to write his life story in a book. Since then, i have meditated, practically in every moment of every day. Like clock work my ego shed its skin and i was not, me anymore as the breath, in each moment of anxiety somehow strengthening my mind, so that when i come to the 5th Aura known as the celestial Body. Soon, my dreams become astral, and lucidity from many years of telling my brothers my dreams.

When i used freestyle and researched study,  I learned new words from dictionaries and other books i wrote out.

In saying this, it was not until i reached 30 that I drove for spiritual understanding. And the discovery of the humm, and the connections between the dreams i have of the future and the ones of my books. I can say safely that in many coincidence, dreams and reality show you things that. Can't be explained otherwise.

Bit it all around you sits the knowlage you need to uncover your truth about your own reality. The drive and lets just say, spark that can only be discovered as a amber of a soul light, that is your biophotons interaction, and to reach the soul chakrah,  the Halo chakrah opening it, will open a portal to the "heavens" or this 12th dimention thats known as the oneness, a holness of light and unification of the mind body and soul. Reacing a state of consciousness thats interpreted millions of different ways by billions of different people.

The only difference between you and me is that we have seen things ,felt things, and believe in things most people think of as pseudo-science, Fringe science, and evan supernatural zeeno biological, Or Evan Extra terrestrial. Whatever your belief system, you're all in the same bodies and skeletons and our bodies made up of the same chemical and atomic composition. Not to persuade anyone of anything.

This is all for those people like me, and you only because you're reading this right now. It means you are thinking ,you're exploring outside the comfort zone. And byind time and space into a different way of interpreting things with a perspective not evan close to anyone, but far away in your mind thinking that happened, its no illusion people are not crazy they get told they are, and the word crazy has been overused. To the point that it's like god, it means nothing anymore if theirs a billion meanings for the same thing. Gods, god, deity, just using a different word like different cultures.

As an ascending master myself,  i have many, many things still to learn.  So go find your own kiachikoto, that's my word for rise up out of your Biophotons and be.