i would describe today as serene. the first thing i told myself this morning was, "today will be a good day." & i was correct. today i made the decision to go to the pool thats a few miles away from my house. i didnt stay in for too long though because this malicious little boy kept spraying me with his tiny water gun.

but after that happened, i stopped at the library and stayed there for about a half hour. ive always thought that the library was extremely exquisite, due to the open space, calming vibe & the fact that it smells like books. the back wall of the library has 3 big windows & the view is quite nice. its not what youre probably thinking, like huge, beautiful mountains or an extensive meadow. its just simply the woods but i find it very pretty.

something i also did today, i took Avalyn1584 's advice & drank some coffee. now im not a big coffee fan & i never really drink it. but i need to try new things in life & thats exactly what i did.

i feel like ive just spent so much time letting things bring me down & not appreciating enough things. these past couple months ive learned who cares & who matters. ive learned who doesnt care & people i dont need in my life. ive learned that making other people happy is important but making myself happy is the most important. though making other people happy makes me happy so i guess it just balances everything out.

theres not much to say about today, other than that it was a serene day. i'd like for every day to be serene but i know that is not possible. i will have bad days or bad weeks or bad months. some days, some weeks, some months will be all over the place. some days, maybe some weeks, and hopefully sone months will be serene.

today has been serene.

:)