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The next day I woke up next to my best friend, who seemed to be already woken up.

"Good Morning, Sleeping Beauty." he teased me or I just thought this was a tease. Maybe he meant it seriously just like the whole other things that would come by now. Don't blame me, he was my little brother. Who would've imagined that he really was into me?

"Morning." I mumbled still half asleep and rubbed my head. "What time is it?"

"It's about eleven. Gosh, you sleep pretty long, C. You can be happy that your bf is THAT patient with you."

I giggled and shook my head slowly. Bad decision. My head started to pound. Definitely too much alcohol. "I'm still tired." I yawned and wanted to turn myself over to sleep right again.

"And what about me?" Justin mumbled, when he laid himself down right next to me wrapping an arm around my chest.

"What do you mean?" I asked a little confused, while my eyelids seemed to get heavier every second that passed. I almost closed them, when Justin gathered me the most awful shock in my life. At least at this point in time.

"How about making out? I was watching this beautiful sleeping face of yours the whole morning and now where you are awake I thought we could recap the stuff we did yesterday and may bring it to the next level." While he explained himself his face got closer to my ear, the last words whispering.

Straightaway I pushed myself away from Justin, falling out of the bed and holding my hurting head. "What the hell?" I just yelled painfully and tried to stand up.

Justin still laid in my bed lost in confusion. "What's the matter? Yesterday we already kissed. I thought that between us was clear?"

"We did what?!" I couldn't believe this was happening.

"What's the deal? It's not that I am an unfamiliar girl, who told you she's pregnant. You are overwhelming right now."

"I do what? Gosh, I can't believe this is happening. It must be some kind of a nightmare..."

"Yes, because your friend telling you that he is in love with you is such a nightmare, C. For a gay guy you are pretty mean, you know?" Justin said sarcastically and rolled his eyes.

I still couldn't believe that we had this conversation and what kind of sexist Justin could be. "First, not all gay people are nice. Second, I cannot date you."

"At least tell me why." Justin demanded.

Even though he was a guy in the middle of his puberty, he somehow had the right to get explained. "You are my brother, Justin. Is that reason enough to stop all of... This?!"

Justin laughed sarcastically. "You know JC that we are not related to each other, right?"

"I am also not related to my step-brother and I don't make out with him."

"Yeah, that would be disgusting." Justin pointed out as it was the most obvious thing in the world.

"And how does it separate from the situation we have?" I asked and grabbed my short hair in despair.

"Look, just give me a chance."

"Since when do you even know you're gay? I thought you are into women?!"

"I Am." he answered and looked with a raised eyebrow at me. "I thought you know that as my best friend."

In disbelieve I shook my head again. I was totally on edge by now. "You know that I am NOT a girl?" I asked him with an aggressive undertone.

"Surely I know that. No hips, no boobs, no ass. Totally not a girl."

A little insecure I watched into the mirror to check, if I really had no ass in my pants. I know Justin just wanted to convince me that he knows I am actually a man, but you know... Especially with my looks I get insecure quickly. Like when everyone said I had chicken legs, because they were so thin. I started wearing baggy jeans, even though I did not like them at all.

Justin sighed. "I didn't mean that your ass is unattractive. You know that girls just got bigger ones because of their anatomy."

I looked back to him. "And then why do you want to date me, STRAIGHT guy?"

"I don't know." he responded.

"Are you freaking serious right now?!"

"Wait, C." he interrupted me directly. "At least let me try to explain myself."

"Sure, why not." I sighed.

"I am straight. I definitely know that, because nothing attracts me on other guys. You are the only exception. When I look at a Calvin Klein model, I just see a girly man, who tries desperately to look sexy with his wannabe six-pack and this expression as he wanted to get laid tonight."

"Come to the point, J."

"Sure, sure, you are right. JC, when I look at you it's so different. You don't look like those guys, who try desperately to look gorgeous, you just are.

When I see in your face, I cannot help but smile. When I see your body, I feel attracted to it. I don't know why, but I am totally in love with you. You are just... perfect."

I wished some of my previous boyfriends had told me at least some of those cute words. You may ask yourself now, why my world shattered, when Justin was so handsome in this morning.

It didn't shatter because he broke my heart (again) or insulted me in any ways I couldn't handle it. It was because it was the first time I realized that Justin really had grown up. I mean: How could I overlook that he got taller than me?!

"Just give me a chance." Justin started to beg me indirectly. Somehow.

Don't know. It wasn't this typical begging from little Justin I was used to. It was... more adult? Somehow. I recap myself again.

"I can't say yes, Justin. This is just wrong. I'm sorry." The last words, which came out of my mouth, were more like a whisper. I kind of escaped out of this situation by running out of the room. Yes, I know. I couldn't really escape. We were in the same band and would start our recordings at Jive records (These are also all Chuckle Heads!) the next day. But at least I could go downstairs to the others. Somehow I knew that Justin wouldn't try to flirt with me in front of the others. And especially not in front of Lance.

Speaking of him, he was the only one who was awake from the other guys and stood downstairs in the kitchen. I entered the same room and greeted him with a mumbling "Morning."

"What's wrong, JC? You sound..."

"Sleepy? Wasted? Awful?" I suggested some adjectives.

"Actually all of them." Lance answered laughing. "Want some coffee?"

"Please yes."

I didn't tell Lance anything what happened before. Actually because of two reasons. First of all I wanted to forget everything that just happened and hoped it could be like the days before. When Justin was straight and fulfilled the definition of that. And Secondly I didn't want to backstab him. I mean I knew how much he disliked Lance, so... yeah.

I just sat there with Lance in the kitchen, drinking my coffee, when Justin came in. I was kind of afraid how he would re act, but he actually surprised me in a positive way. Instead of killing Lance with his looks, he greeted him and made himself a coffee, sitting down at the table.

"What's the matter?" Lance asked confused. Surely he knew Justin didn't like him at all so he was just as confused as me.

"Nothing. Can't I sit next to two of my team members?" he answered with a counter question.

"Surely you can." Lance said confused and nipped on his coffee.

"Look, JC means a lot to me and I did notice you two get along pretty well.

So I just thought we could reconcile or at least declare armistice."

I couldn't believe when I first heard that. But instead of shouting 'April fools' hitting Lance and run away, he stayed with us at the table and had a normal conversation. Laughing and joking with us and even pay attention to the stuff Lance was saying.

After Lance excused himself, because he had an appointment at the dentist he needed to catch, I took the chance to confront Justin. "What are you trying here?"

"I think you didn't know how serious I was, when I admitted my feelings. So I simply show you."

"Justin, it has nothing to do with that..." I tried to explain away.

"One date. And I won't ever annoy you again with this topic. One date and when I can't convince you, I let go of you and you can date anyone you want. Even Lance if you wanted to."

"One date?" I repeated his proposition and raised an eyebrow.

"This is a promise JC. Give me one real chance to convince you that I am the only one."

I had to giggle when I heard him say this. He was as self-confident as always.

"But could you really live with a guy next to yours instead of a girl?" I asked doubtfully.

"Look, all I know is that I am 24/7 thinking of you. I even dream about you. And every time I see you I feel this amazing tingle in my stomach. Not to mention how many boners I got, because of seeing you changing your clothes."

"Too much information." I interrupted him before he could say anything more... sexual.

"What do you think how old I am? JC, I am 18 years old. I am an adult in many countries in this world. And I would never risk my friendship with you, if I wasn't sure about my feelings."

I had to sigh. It was like back at the MMC. Even though Justin had grown up, I couldn't deny any of Justin's wishes.

"One date." I indulged.

Justin jumped up in joy and danced one of his victory dances, until he suddenly sat down on his chair and tried to act like an adult. "Thank you he said after hawking.

"It's fine. You don't have to change yourself for me. Do your little dancing stuff."

"No, JC. I am too old for those."

"Ok." I relented smiling and left the kitchen. Even though I could hear him dancing again, when I left. Somehow he really was cute, but when I had to think of our date, I felt how my stomach brewed and started hurting somehow. I didn't have a good feeling about this. But now it was too late to cancel everything. It's just one date, I told myself. One date and then everything will be as before. How naive I was.

I told Justin I wanted to date after we recorded the next studio album. It was just a holiday related thing, but at least I wanted to keep my head clear to concentrate on my music. To my surprise Justin agreed to my suggestion and so we spend the next coming weeks mostly in the tone studio. We got many songs from real great songwriters and I also had the chance to get creative somehow. I wrote my very own song, which made it as the theme song of 'The Grinch'. I mean I didn't expected my song to be that good. Unlike Justin I wasn't that self-confident. More self-aware.

The day I presented the song Justin came to me after we had the meeting with the promoters of the mentioned movie and hugged me joyfully. "You really did a great job." he whispered in my ear and I couldn't help, but was happiest about the fact that Justin liked my song either. "How about we write one together?" he suggested.

Surprised I looked up to him.

"I mean your song sounds amazing, but... It's kinda sad isn't it?"

I had to smile and nodded slightly. "You think we can write a more cheerful one?"

"Why not?" he asked smiling. So I agreed and we excused ourselves for a few days to get the quiet we needed.

I sat at the piano, while Justin wrote down notes to the text, we already made up together.

"How about we stay mainly with a C and G chord?"

"You mean that it sounds more cheerful then?"

"More cheerful and more like an actual Christmas song."

I nodded and gripped the guitar next to mine to play the chords in a random way, while Justin tried to come up with a good melody to sing the chorus.

"That sounds pretty nice yet." he pointed out, when the music fell silent again.

I agreed with him and made notes on my paper in front of me.

"You look so good." Justin mentioned, while he seemed to watch me writing down my notes.

"Justin..." I reminded him staying professional.

"I meant you look so happy right now. Unlike when you presented 'You don't have to be alone'. I just wanted to mention that it's a beautiful thing to see you happy again."

"That's cute." I said smiling and looked over to him. His clear blue eyes pointed on mine and the other way around. I couldn't deny it anymore.

Justin really was a beautiful and gorgeous guy. But still I had my doubts that a relationship between us could work.

He stood up from his chair sitting next to me and started to play a melody fitting to the chords I played from before. I also started playing on the guitar and as we looked each other in the eyes again, we knew that this was perfect now by the way it sounded.

And I have to blame myself right now. I know that I mentioned often enough right now that I had doubts about Justin and me. But that was just what I tried to tell me all the time. Right in that moment I felt, what my body wanted me to do. I felt the excitement between us and my stomach felt like hundreds and thousands of butterflies tried to escape from it. In the last weeks I spend my time mostly with Justin, I didn't notice how my feelings for him had changed. And you can guess what happened next. If I didn't had the guitar ribbon around my neck it might had crushed, when I let go of it and instead wrapped my hands around his neck. In the same time he also grabbed my face and pulled it gently to his own. Our kiss was just amazing. It felt like the butterflies in my stomach turned into fireworks and exploded all at the same time. His lips were so soft and gently on mine, even though our kiss wasn't as innocent as the first one. If there wouldn't have been the guitar between us I am pretty sure we would have made out on the closed piano and who knows how far we had gone.

Slowly we separated again and looked with a slightly dreamy sight at each other.

"That was amazing." Justin mentioned. All I could do was agree and kiss him again. Now where my heart got the edge on my head, it wouldn't stop asking for more. My whole body was shaking. Justin's arms moved down my neck over my arms to my hips and hold me as tight as he could.

"You know, right now I am the happiest man on this planet." he whispered when we separated once more.

I laid my head down on his neck and sighed joyfully. "It's still a little weird to me, but... I guess we could at least try it."

Justin smiled and gave me a kiss on my hair. "Sounds good to me."

"But I still get my date." I mentioned and made Justin laugh. I also had a grin on my lips and moved a little closer towards him.

"At least we didn't break the guitar." he mentioned and made us laugh once more.

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