"For me to make amends... I've said things to others tauting them of their tragedies... Some of which I've caused.. Their loss, their pain.."

"On lesser accounts I've stolen and disrespected civilians and heroes..."

" I know it's selfish because I want to feel better about it.. But I want to show them I've changed..... I want to apologize.. I can't turn myself in for what I did... I can't erase that.. But I'm taking responsibility and doing better things..."

Thad showed you the list showing dozens upon dozens of names just on the first page... Ending at over a hundred...