It's about a day ago and I was doing a lyrics for one of our subject in a group project. It was night time though. I can feel tiredness.

When I was at the chorus my sister, Shiena, asked me stupidly to get her phone which was upstairs. I said no. She got angry and crumpled the paper and throw it to the trash.

I work so mother fudging hard for that! I couldn't help my tears of frustration so I run upstairs.

I didn't on the light to our room. I just sat at the door behind and cry quietly.

After a while I heard Shiena walked in trying to find me and murmured "If I found you, you're so dead" she didn't find me.

At that time it was more complicated. I need to memorize for our so called "Sabayang pagbigkas" and for our elokusyon and for our english speech. And the mousetrap race car and group drawing in social, slogan in values and the lyrics.

It was hard I wanted to cut my arm that time but I didn't find any blade nor scissors in the room.

So here I am dealing with shit.