Warning you now that I'm about to turn into the epitome of a depressed emo teen and vent.
You can leave now if you don't want to hear me sobbing over something that likely won't matter in the long run.

I just abandoned my friend because of what seems like a closeminded, bullshit reason, without explaining my thought process.
I just, I want to say something, to explain myself, but I can't bring myself to do it.

And then, I get told that it's not worth it for her to be friends with me anymore from one of my other friends.(who, to be fair, had no idea that it was me or that I knew what she was saying.)

I just....

I just don't want to think about this right now.
Like every other problem I have, I'm just going to avoid it until I can't anymore.

Tl/Dr: I really need to fix some shit but I can't bring myself to do it (mostly out of anxiety)