This is a vent because I'm sure you ALL want to hear my problems. Just kidding, you don't have to read this if you don't want to.

As of late, I've had extreme self-worth issues.
You've probably realized that by now because of the amount of times I've said "This looks bad" to my art.

Not to mention how self destructive I'm becoming. Seriously, a bomb isn't as self destructive as me.

Hah...
I wish I knew how to stop this.
It's almost as bad as when this originally started, and it's only getting worse.

It is why I'm constantly trying to improve my art at all times, even when I'm not supposed to... And when I'm not, I'm mentally beating myself up about not doing anything productive.
Who am I kidding... It's my fault I'm doing this. There are people out there who have it way worse than me...

But why can't I just get over it?...