idk I've been thinking about how I call you guys my friends, but you don't know anything about me

I never talk about my dreams or aspirations

I doubt any of you even know what I want to be when I grow up

like, Char knows the town I live in, but none of you even know what grade I'm in

no one knows the basic things about me, like my favorite food or my favorite animal or allergies or anything

part of it may be because I feel like I don't have a personality, I just base traits on people and characters

most of my life, I loved pink and black because my mom loved pink and black

I loved Taylor Swift because my mom did

most of the things I've liked have been because someone I knew liked them

so is the reason I rarely share these things because I don't know if I really like them?

idk I need to go back to therapy