Reader P.o.v

I grab my head and sit up screaming
I always had nightmares but this. This was bad. What the fuck. I get up and see the note and Arthur gone. What if it wasn't a dream.
I sit straight up and go to his apartment and knock harshly. "Arthur open the door!" He opens it and shows hes dressed up but has a gun in his hand.
"What is going on?"
"Im practicing because im gonna be on the Murray Franklin show... Why?"
"You said you were gonna go look through your moms medical records and you didn't come home and i had this dream and why are you going on a show. What the fuck is going on and Arthur do you still love me?" I ask rambling due to my horrible mentle state.
"Well why don't you come in and read the file yourself?" He says and I nod and go sit on the couch as he drops it infront of me.
I look through it and lean back as my eyes teared up. "Arthur.. Why did you.. Why didn't she tell you any of this?" I ask in disbelief. The file said she adopted him then let her boyfriend at the time abused him. I open my arms and he lays right in them with his head to my chest.
"I dont know. She died. I was in the hospital room when it happened..." He sighed.
"How does that make you feel?" I question and he thinks a moment.
"Free.." He looks into my eyes. "I don't have to worry about her anymore. I can have my own room. I can move on. And me going on this show is gonna be the start of me moving on." He smiles and I stroke his cheek.
"Arthur I think its good your not upset. You need to be able to care about yourself instead of always about another person."
"Y/n I have a confession for you.."
"Yeah?" I was slightly scared of what it could be.
"I killed the 3 guys on the subway." I open my mouth to speak but I don't know what to say. "They were gonna kill me if I didn't..."
"I understand Arthur."
He let out a soft sigh. "Thank you for being here for me. You understand me Y/n. That's why I love you." He pecks my lips
"I love you to. But is that why the police keep coming to your house?" I ask and he nodded.
"It was a clown. Im surprised no one from work has said anything yet." I nod.
"Y/n.. Would you care if i dyed my hair green?"
I shrug. "Its your head. If its something you want to do go for it."
He nods and smirks "I'll dye it later and come show you. I have never dyed hair so it might look stuiped but I'll try." He laughs a little.
I then think back to the gun.
"Arthur I think you should get rid of the gun." I suggest and hold his hand.
"Before we move I'll dump it but well wr still live hear we need it." I didnt want to push a man who i had just dreamed left me then shot me. I reached up to touch my mouth softly. I could still feel someone carving a smile up my cheeks.
I shiver and sigh softly. I needed to calm down it was like I was going crazy.
"Are you ok?" He asks and i shrug. "I just had a crazy dream."

*time skip*

I laughed as Arthur strutted out doing a spin at his new green hair.
"You dyed it really nice." I say and he leans down and pecks my lips.
"Thank you my lady." He winks.
"What made you want to dye it anyways?" I question and he shrugs.
"Something different."
I thought back to my dream. He had his clown makeup on and dyed hair.
"Arthur.. Never mind.". What if he was gonna do that. What if he snapped and thats why hes acting.. Different.
I shake it off and look up at him. He was just starring at me.
"Arthur what?" Hs asks sounding slightly bitter.
"What do you plan to do on the murray show?" I blurt out and he sighed and smirked.
"I plan to prove them wrong Baby."