Reader p.o.v

"What do you mean." I ask and he kissed me but i couldnt react. My blood ran cold as his soft lips touched mine. I didnt kiss back and he pulled away.
"You think I was gonna leave you alone that easily?" He asked and I stood up shocked.
"Your right. With a normal body weight and a mustache I look completely different." He grins and I back away then walk outside quickly and just stand there and lean om the building. I didn't know what to do. Arthur. My Arthur. I thought he was long gone.
I leaned over and felt my stomach turn and tears well up in my eyes. My arthur. I couldnt stop repeating it in my head. I slide down the wall and i heard the near by door open and close and arthur walks over to the side of the building.
"I couldn't leave you and our child.... I get if you want me to go...." He had tears building in his eyes. I looked up at him dumb founded. What would i say? What if he put me in danger? I was scared to death but excited at the same time. My arthur. He was right here in front of me.
"No no i want you to stay. Its just hard to.. Wrap my head around this all..." I sigh and look as a man dressed in black walks up to him.
"Boss the cars waiting."
His eyes turned dark and his voice now joker. "Im going home with her." He spits out and the man nods and walks away.
He turns back to me, his eyes turning softer.
"I'm sorry about that dear. Now how about we walk home?" He asks and smiles kindly.
I stand up and brush myself off. How would Brian react to his father suddenly coming home. I cared for them both dearly.
What if Arthur corrupts him. Or he has a mental illness like his dad.
I shake it off and nod and start walking and he follows behind, soon grabbing my hand.
I smile to myself slightly. Remembering the good days. When we could walk down the streets holding hands and take the long subway back home. The same one we met on all those years ago.
"Why did you let me go?" I ask and he lets my hand go and scratches his head. Adverting his gaze from mine quickly.
"I felt like all your pain was my fault. Also I needed to get enough money so we could move on. As well as gain this weight so i could look different enough so i could safely live with you. It took slightly longer then i hoped since i needed to look normal for the first few months of robbing banks. I payed some people. Tied some lose ends. I needed to be safe so you and the baby could be safe." He says and i look down.
"Im sorry i missed the b-baby being born." He blurts out and his voice cracking. I stop walking and grab him and hug him.
"Hey hey. Its ok. I know its not your fault arthur. Just promise you wont leave again. Please?" I ask pleading and he nods and kisses me. This time i kiss back and hold him close to me.
"I promise."

(Sorry i havent updatedddddd. I didnt know this book would do so well tbh. Ive kinda lost interest in the story but if you guys have any ideas so i can keep going I'll totally take them)