Yesterday i would have started art workshops preparing me for the art college. I couldn't go because im rly sick rn and i'll probably have to go to like extra classes because i have to catch up and the first classes are always very important. Another problem is that they are very expensive and they take place every saturday and last 10 fucking hours and i have to drive 2h there from my house and 2h back so ill have to be on my feet and running from 6am to 8/9pm every saturday. A nightmare. This WILL kill me physically with my chronic exhaustion or mentally because i alredy am so fucking deep into depression. But I have to get to that art college/university/whatever in 2 years in Gdańsk or other major city in Poland because there is nothing else I can do and its my only chance. So ill have to suck it up. Sorry, i feel like i have made 100000 grammar mistakes here amd my english is rusty but i hope you get what i mean

ANYWAYS i have some doodles, i am learning a new style and its not good yet but I'll get there one day...
Also i have a fever and can't rly sit for a long time or i will fucking fall over so the quality of the drawings is even worse